lucid

i suppose this needs a slight explination. when i was twelve my uncle died he was the most important persom in the world to me. it hurt my family quite a bit.
im in the back seat of the van and megan and jonny are im the seat ahead of me and we are all talking. about half way through this dream i realize that it ia a dream, i also realize jonmy wont turn around when he talks to me. i beg him to turn around i touch him (ive never been able to before) he finally turns around, i begin to cry and ask why he left say i miss him. but ill he says is we both know this isnt real carina wake up. then the seat below me is gone and start to drop down i hold onto his hand but i slip. he says he loves me.

last night I had a lucid dream about waking up late for school and having to call my friend for a ride. he came and got me only to find that we were far from late to school and we went back to his house. once we got there we started to get into some heavey petting and we ended up having sex. the whole time this was happeing I was telling myself not to do this because I had a boyfriend struggling to snap outof the dream but the dream took its full course and I didn't wake until I had gotten a phone call from this very friend.
I hope that I post this correctly sense this is my first DJ.