non-lucid

colorado hotel
i went to colorado to see family i found that the town they lived in was coved in taixdermy. (i have a phobia of taxidermy) i met my brothe which i didnt know i had and his friend who had lost his hand in a war but none of this was mentioned again. they took me around twon for a while then after a few hours they took me back to the hotel. i had trouble sleeping because the walls of my foom had been covered in taxidermy and i was rather nervous. i went to the room across the hall finding that it was my brothers friend that answered the door, he welcomed me in. looking around i saw his room was completely clean of the horrid 'art form' over joyed with this i hugged the man and kissed him. we then layed down in his bed finding ourselves very comfortable in countinuing the kissing. we ended up having sex but the dream ended before we did.
iornman dad
im in the car with my dad talking about his last trip.when i tell him i found his other kids "im sure i have a few,youre the only one i ever cared about meeting though" he says. "i can see why the others are so unattractive." i say. "how did i turn out so good?" we both lauggh then pull into a drive way. we get out and see all the cars he has made/altered. "im holding you back you are going to do some amazing things and youre going to be rich, your going to be a super hero." i tell him. "like in all those comic books we read? isnt that all made up?" i shrug and walk up the drive way and to the house we talk for a while longer and then i woke up.

i was talking on the phone with chance telling him i was scared. he told me it would be fine and that he was coming to see me. we were talking in what i think was my dads back yard. i had become pregnant and we decided to keep the baby. later i had the baby (a girl) we did not name and i only held it in my arms once. i kept showing people my stomache that was covered in streatch marks asking how to get rid of them no one would tell me but they would touch my stomach. i went to dinner with my mom and my aunt, i then got a text from chance saying he wanted our babies name to be lilith. i then woke up.

I was watching a semi handsome very desprit man tryimg to woo multipul women one of which he had gotten pregnant and had to save.
I look over and see that I am sitting next to chance. he dooesnt move or talk I kiss his cheek and walk up stairs in a haze its cloudy and dark. I walk up to the kitchen table and see what I believe is the game life on the table. my littlest sister hannah walks up and tells me "me and mom are playing a game you can play too." I decline and go back to chance and the movie.
the man is screaming and there is a baby on fire he is saying "don't let my baby die why don't any of you help me?!"
I was then woken up