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First

The Starkids were on Oprah! It was a very brief segment, only a few minutes, and then she moved on to some other people. I noticed Joe had @replied to some fans on twitter, so I tweeted him, something about how I was proud, and then I added a joke or something. I remember running into him and hanging out.

Second

I was at Nana's, and Nicole roped me into going to the Winter Formal with her. I was rather excited to go, but I put on my dress that was black with a pink bow thing, and it looked way too much like my dress from freshman year. I remember looking at her and then looking at myself in the mirror and I just couldn't wear it. It had short sleeves, for goodness sake! It was so juvenile and the completely wrong cut and style. I just couldn't wear it. We searched for a new dress.

Nana showed me this ugly, orange-yellow beaded monstrosity that we both laughed at. Finally, she pulled out a dress of my little sisters that she was going to return. It was greenish with crinoline and it was actually really pretty. I tried it on and it was a bit snug, but it worked. I remember worrying about what shoes I would wear.

We got to the dance and my brother and Tim were there and had snuck in. (They're not in high school anymore) There was a tv there and Reece was on the tv at some party.

The end.

I remember my dreams when I first wake up, resolve to remember, and then...forget. Oops. I know this one was really in depth.

All I can recall is meeting the Starkids again, and they liked my new glasses. I was surprised they noticed.

Something had to do with mom. Oh, right, she found my diary- and I said, "mom, it was two years ago" which isn't accurate but whatever.

Did it have something to do with ghosts/paranormal state? I really wish I could remember!

I took a sleeping pill at like 10:30 pm but didn't resolve to actually sleep until like 2 AM. I feel asleep easily.

I am nearly positive that I had a dream in which I was lucid! I remember very very very vaguely waking up, thinking, okay I'll sleep and maybe I'll be lucid- and I can't remember the dream after that, but I have a strong feeling I was lucid in the dream.

I remember this one though: I walked into a bar and my friend Jade was sitting against the wall, so unbelievably drunk. I was like, "What are you doing? You can't be in here! They know you're not 21!" But apparently you could BE in the bar and drink your OWN booze, but they wouldn't serve you as long as you didn't touch anything. This meant you also had to wear shoes, so your feet wouldn't touch the floor. Weird.

I left the bar and all of a sudden, I couldn't walk straight. It was like I was drunk! There was this feeling of foreboding, like I had to run out of there, but I couldn't because I couldn't walk! My friend Ethan, that later turned into my friend Steve, tried to help me. There was this creepy car following me, and I just knew I had to get out of there or it was going to kidnap me. A tree was blocking the sidewalk and Ethan forced me under the tree to get away from the creeper, but I thought there would be spiders everywhere on the branches, so I didn't want to go. He pushed me through the trees.

Something happened where I escaped the tree, but lost Ethan and then there was a huge crash or something, like a shooter was shooting people, so I ran as quickly as I could and got in the drivers seat of a random persons car and tried to drive away.

Then I woke up.

The Dream:

I'm teaching Cassidy how to fly. I don't know why. I know I was semi-lucid because I could control my flight. We were in a dark city with brick walls, like the ones in Spiderman. Mom and Ashly were also there.

I briefly remember hanging out in Aaron's livingroom like we were the night before.