ohmeej
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night of March 03 2011

First dream

In this dream, I was supposedly a fantastic singer and I was doing covers of two songs. I believe Fever was one of them...weird. Anyway, this camera crew came over to film me, because I was supposed to do a music video for them. I had to lipsync so they'd put my track over it, but I was a little embarrassed, worried I was doing it way wrong. I had to dance and lipsync, but in the end, I think I did a good job.

Second dream

I was in Chicago because my papa or someone was working after the SK show. I was along to help him. The job was to like clean up afterward. The whole time I was thinking dammit, I wish the SKs were here, but the show's over. And my papa said, "of course they'll be here. if they weren't, there wouldn't be a show to clean up after!" oh duh. Alyssa was also along. We saw and talked to J, and joked around because he gave me a hug and Alyssa was like, "I see how it is," so he gave her a hug, and I was like, "oh yeah?" and so I kissed J.

I don't know what happened, J led me outside and we pretty much made out. I was so ecstatic (even though for some reason he wasn't the greatest kisser, but maybe that's just me) and then he told me he'd pick me up and go to dinner the next day, but we spent the rest of the night together, just kissing and holding hands and it was fucking awesome.

Third Dream

HAUNTED NANA's HOUSE wanted to leave but couldnt.

Night of Feb 29

I was in a school play, and I was really really happy about it. For those who don't know, I used to want to be an actress, but that ship has sailed. I just recall being so ecstatic about getting to act again. I believe some Starkid was there, but I'm not sure. Nigel Barker came in the make-up room when I was trying to demonstate my make-up skills and I was way too nervous to do my best.

Later I was walking down the hallway of my school and something happened with Billy, like he hugged me or I don't know. I just remember him being somewhat infatuated with me, but it was kind of whatever. I had forgotten to get a ride home, so I called my brother and he was able to pick me up.

Oddly enough, it was my eighteenth birthday and I had completely forgotten. This made me extremely sad because I didn't have anything planned and i wanted a huge blowout party, because you only turn 18 once. Alyssa, Izzy, and I were going to go out to eat or something, but then that didn't happen because Izzy ditched us.

I was heartbroken. She was supposed to be my best friend. Then her brother called ME out on being mean to HER. Wtf? No. I think I explained my situation and I might have cried, but I remember he, like, held me or laughed and tried to comfort me. Weird.

I think it was Izzy, Alyssa and I- we decided to rent this motel/condo room in a woodsy area for some sort of vacation. Except the whole thing was really rather creepy. We all had a ton of luggage and it was really painful to carry it in the room, but we did.

For some reason, we had to go to the gas station, so just Alyssa and I left. In the gas station, I ran into Loraine Warren and Chip Coffee. I was so excited to meet them! Afraid at losing my chance, I quickly said "Excuse me? Are you Chip Coffee?" and he said yes, and I was like "I thought so!" and so I told them how I loved Paranormal State and they were so cool and inspiring. I got pictures with both of them, the whole while thinking "My mom is going to freak out when she hears about this!"

Loraine was kind of passive and disinterested. I tried to tell her how I read her books and my mom was so scared, she had to keep it in the garage, but she just kind of nodded like she heard it all the time. Then I said something like, "I just really think it's awesome that you guys are doing what I want to do" and she snapped out of it and looked at me like she was considering something. She said quickly, "You would want to-" and I knew she was going to ask me if I would investigate hauntings and wouldn't be terrified and I cut her off and said, "Yes, I would, if you put me in a group and I wasn't by myself, definitely." Her attitude changed slightly. She gave me an appraising look and I knew I won a little bit of her respect.

So then we had to leave, and for some reason, Alyssa's car died so I had to drive the van back to the creepy motel. I really didn't want to, and Alyssa said she'd meet me back there. I don't have my license or anything, so it was very stressful driving back, thinking I was going to get pulled over. I didn't, and arrived, and booked it down the creepy wooded path to the motel room.

Alyssa arrived soon, and I don't know what happened, but Izzy wasn't there anymore, and she had paid for the room, and something ghostly or weird happened, or we just had a weird feeling, and finally I'm like, "okay, she's not coming back. do you just want to leave and sleep at my house?" Alyssa jumped at the chance. We tried to pack our stuff but we had so much that we had to carry and it was just very exhausting and scary and stressful.

Alyssa's car died, she had to use my moms.

First

The Starkids were on Oprah! It was a very brief segment, only a few minutes, and then she moved on to some other people. I noticed Joe had @replied to some fans on twitter, so I tweeted him, something about how I was proud, and then I added a joke or something. I remember running into him and hanging out.

Second

I was at Nana's, and Nicole roped me into going to the Winter Formal with her. I was rather excited to go, but I put on my dress that was black with a pink bow thing, and it looked way too much like my dress from freshman year. I remember looking at her and then looking at myself in the mirror and I just couldn't wear it. It had short sleeves, for goodness sake! It was so juvenile and the completely wrong cut and style. I just couldn't wear it. We searched for a new dress.

Nana showed me this ugly, orange-yellow beaded monstrosity that we both laughed at. Finally, she pulled out a dress of my little sisters that she was going to return. It was greenish with crinoline and it was actually really pretty. I tried it on and it was a bit snug, but it worked. I remember worrying about what shoes I would wear.

We got to the dance and my brother and Tim were there and had snuck in. (They're not in high school anymore) There was a tv there and Reece was on the tv at some party.

The end.

I remember my dreams when I first wake up, resolve to remember, and then...forget. Oops. I know this one was really in depth.

All I can recall is meeting the Starkids again, and they liked my new glasses. I was surprised they noticed.

Something had to do with mom. Oh, right, she found my diary- and I said, "mom, it was two years ago" which isn't accurate but whatever.

Did it have something to do with ghosts/paranormal state? I really wish I could remember!