Pdiddles03 Dream Journal

In my dream i remember that me and my girlfriend were pretty serios. All of a sudden she didn't want a serious relationship anymore. she decided to break up with me. it didn't sink in at first. I started seeing someone else and then someone asked me about my wedding. I became really really upset,because i realized i was no longer going to get married. i went into the pricing office at my work and was about to text my gf. to beg herto get back with me. I pulled outmy phone and pushed a button to turn it on. my phone started loading like it wasn't on before and i waited. It turned on and my dream ended.

Sometimes you don't really think about how you would feel if a relationship ended but sometimes i think it's good to have dreams like this. as long as they stay just dreams

I dreampt that me and my girlfriend got out of bed, and she had just taken a shower and she went to her dog and said " ready to go bye bye?" lol but then i woke up in my bed again.

I found myself at work by the service desk, and a guy that works with me named wayne was there and asked for help. I told him no do it himself and a customer heard me. I walekd up to customer at register to help him and he refused to be taken care of by me. I tried to tell him i was joking but he said no you weren't. I got upsset and felt like he was going to tell my boss. I walked outside and suddenly realized i was dreaming when i walked by the first row of cars. it was getting dark out almost like it was going to storm at nighttime. This lucid was clear, i couldn't believe it! I ran up to where my car was and i touched the top of my car and concentrated on what it felt like and it actually felt real. I got excited. I decided i wanted to jump on top of the store, I jumped and as i was going up i decided to try to fly up as far as i could. I fell back down after getting so high. I then tried to concentrate on things i wanted to accomplish in my dream, I couldn't remember. As i have said in a post in the past i have trouble remembering my real life in my dreams. i then closed my eyes and tried to invision the dream world going away and myself recreating a dream world, the starship voyager in star trek. i started to get a falling sensation, like i was entering a wild but When i tried opening my eyes, my realeyes almost opened up. I stoped and entered another dream. this time I was performing a play with some other people and a girl tried to grab me cuz she liked me. all of a sudden for some reason a bunch of other girls liked me, i ran out of the room and down the stairs as fast as i could. I tried to stop them by performing some spell type thing but it didn't work, i fell onto a couch in the floor below and all the girls came down, i saw my bros gf without any makeup and i said "EWWWW" and she got mad. all the other girls followed behind her. and my dream ended.

in this dream i was at some place that had wooden walls and floors and really looked pretty nice. a bunch of people were in this room for a baby shower, my brother lucas and israel were going to sabotage the shower. I was with them also. but as they started to, i left so i didn't get in trouble. the next time i saw them they were sitting in another room peeling potatoes. I told them "here give me that and I will peel some.

I then found myself insome kind of elevator that was completely made out of wood also, and it was pretty nice. Someone from the party came in there and i was standing there and it started to move down. i started lifting into the air and turned upside down and stood on the ceiling as the person just stood there normally. I should have become lucid at that point but i didnt'.

I then found myself at church and i walked into the sanctuary. i looked into the first pew closest to the front on the left side of the room and a friend i had gone to school with, mitch williams was there. I asked himhow he was and he said good. He looked pretty aged though.

Thats all I remember of my dream

So in this dream, like many other dreams i have had, i tried to get in the abandoned mall in Green bay. me and my girlfriend Christie were walking around to every door trying to see if it was open. because my brother told me one time he got into the mall cuz adoor was open in one of the stores. so we tried to find that door but couldn't. but even at one poitn we were in the mall but were still trying to get in. weird i know. We then were going to walk around the outside of the mall around the block to enter int o a store on the other side and when we got to the other side, it was a street full of stores. we entered into an antique store and i remember specifically looking at a tv of a show that looked like little house on the prarie and i pushed a button to make it black and white. so i could watch it like an old show in black and white. it first turned some weird colors then finally turned black and white.

I believe The show on the tv was little house or something because my girlfriend the day before had asked me if some woman on tv was from little house

For the past two nights i have been not been able toremember my dreams. I hope I can tonight!

So last nite, I had 3 seperate dreams that I remember. I don't kjnow which order they went in thogh. In the one i became lucid in I was talking to a friend. all of a sudden some black ooz falls on my arm and it starts spreading, i told my friend it was the creature Venom from spiderman. I became lucid and let it cover my body. I jumped 50 feet ijn the air a few times and landed on the roof of a car driving on the street, i picked it up and threw it. i then jumped 50 feet in the air into a park and triedshooting out black webbing and some guys there butnothing would come out and i lost lucidity. In the next dream I was at a school gym but it was decorated for my wedding. But it wasn't the actual wedding it was the rehearsel. All the guests were there and I realized it was a little off butdid nothing about it. I walked myself out into the isle, not with my parentsbecause inreal life i can't depend on my parents to come. i stoped a little bit in the room and eople started flooding in behind me and paid no attention to me, they kept pushing me trying to get in. At that moment i realized i forgot to tell 2 people that were standing up in my wedding to come. my brother who is my best man and my friend. and felt like I had just wrecked the wedding.For some reason we were at some spiritual get together in a city like milwaukee. me, my gf and some people from church and my parents and i believe some of my brothers were there. they were all getting alongexcept for my dad and my mom cuz she tags along with me dad in everything he does. right after worship ended a lady who was leading it turned to my dad and said "I challenge you to get in touch with people and emotions, do you agree?" and my dad stood there without saying anything for a while. just thinking. After a few minutes my dad agreed and I became very happy. I thought to myself "my dad is changing!" in real life my parents and I don't have much to do with eachother anymore because they don't like that I'm not living up to their standards anymore.