phoenelai

04/17/05 - Room Acrobatics - Apr 17, 2005</span>

I was playing my lucid induction CD at 4 AM. I went lucid via (DILD) and noticed I was in my room. I was doing acrobats in slow motion (due to I knew I was dreaming). I was doing flips, twist and other complexe sumersaults you would see in the floor olympics. But when I do these, it\'s always in slow motion, like there is no gravity. I can still here the Induction CD in the background, I don\'t loose touch with the sound. I spun myself into a new scene, where it was beautiful outside, I remembering wanting to get out of my room. Once I arrived, I remeber that I couldnt hold on to the visuals, I was waking up.

Additional comments:

<span style="color:darkblue">This is the second time I didnt loose the sound of the CD. This proves to be very affective in holding on to Lucidity from one image to the next. It was unfortunate that I was waking up.

03/30/05 - A historical spirt guide - Lucid - Mar 31, 2005</span>

Well I started playing the Lucid Induction CD around 3 AM this morning and probably about 30 minutes later I walked right into a lucid (WILD). One interesting note, I heard the CD through the entire lucid dream. I\'ve never done that before.

I was outside with my wife and I didn\'t recognize where we were although everything was vibrant and pretty and definitely looked dream like. I started telling my wife, "honey, we are in a lucid dream, this is what I have been telling you about!" She didn\'t pay much attention to what I was saying. I thought possibly we could have been dream sharing but she\'s never had a lucid before. (I asked her the next morning if she remembered any dreams about me, she said no.) Once I realized I was dreaming, I ask for a spirit guide (as I usually do); I saw a man who was dressed from the 1700 - 1800\'s. His name
was LoHan and was looked like he was at least part Asian. He had dark hair, dark eyes, moustache and tone skin. I asked if he was a spirit guide that I met before (because I believe they change shape/appearance as they wish), he said No. He said he worked (past life) with my father and they were part of security for the Declaration of Independence. I was pretty impressed. If I made this up from my subconscious I don\'t know where it came from. Thinking my Dad (who has passed now) was part of the
protection of the Declaration of Independence in another life. I didn\'t know there was any sort of security group for the document but maybe there was. I provided text below, read the Early Travels of the document, it did move quite a bit but it didn\'t say who really traveled with it or protected it. But it as highly guarded apparently. The rest of the lucid my wife told me to show everyone how I could fly. Of course being the show-off, I flew for what seemed like 10 minutes or so. I had several false awakenings.

Additonal Comments:

<span style="color:darkblue">I didnt post the Early Travels of the document here but you can read it on my other dream journal.

http://www.dreamjournal.net/dj/index.cfm?d...&dream_id=61383

03/29/05 - Flying the ECHO - Lucid - Mar 30, 2005

Well I woke my self up around 2:00 AM and read "Exploring the World of Lucid Dreaming" for about an hour. I then went back to bed at 3:00 and played my Lucid Induction CD continuously (until 6 AM). All of the sudden I was in my old car (Toyota Echo), I now have a Honda CRV. This immediately aid "Dream" to me. I remember popping out a purple cassette from the player, this tape wasn't mine and I didn't recognize it. Again, this is a dream. So I slowly pulled up on the steering wheel and hit the accelerator and the car started flying (like something from Starwars) or any other future epic. For a second it started spinning out of control, but I was letting it do that and it was not too dizzying;
but I brought it back under control. Eventually I landed it, and started to explore this near by BAR. I started eyeballing these weird people there thinking, "Man, this is my imagination creating these wierdos!"

Another Long Lucid - Sunday Night 08/20/05 - Mar 21, 2005</span>

Well I was able to hold what I think to be an hour long lucid again. I entered this about 3:30 to 4:00 this morning. These are very exhilarating and tiring when you wake up at the same time. When I say tiring, it must feel like when a Psychic\'s mind has been working for a while. But it was also like I was on a long vacation as well. The good definitely takes over the bad. It was like being on Ecstasy when I woke up this morning and driving to work. I\'ve only done this twice (as far as having what I timed to be an hour) or so of lucid dreaming. I used the rubbing hands technique (which works for me) to keep it going for so long.

First scene was lucid but on a weak level. There was an intruder trying to get into our house, I knew it was dream and I wasn\'t scared. I went outside and thought I would Kung-fu-Matrix his ass just for fun. (I actually snapped my fingers to play some Matrix Techno and it didn\'t work) I didn\'t feel total control like I did with normal lucids! I started practicing some kung-fu move (or something like) but I was sluggish. The guy approached me, but we never fought. It must have been my mind saying you\'re not ready.

Next Scene took place around a very industrial setting, almost like a Navy ship. I know because I was in the Navy and spent 4 years on an aircraft carrier. This was a bit fuzzy but I remember showing these guys I could move things with my mind. I was shooting these steel barrels out of the upper deck. I have a feeling that I was protecting us from something while I was doing that but I\'m not sure what it was.

The scene continued on the Ship, here\'s an interesting note. I remember getting on the ship took several complex passage ways, steps & tunnels. I must have done this process at least 5 times and each time you would think this maze or process would have changed. It didn\'t which is interesting for a dream, usually it\'s completely unstable. The way to get on the ship was the same every time, and I feel I could have done it with my eyes close. I ended up in a lounge with some people, I remember to look for my spirit guide (I call her Clashonda) I saw a young white girl (which originally my spirit guide
appeared to me as African American) and asked what her name was. My spirit guide has appeared in other faces so I wanted to make sure it wasn\'t her. It wasn\'t, there was a bunch of people around me talking about what ever, but they all knew I was waiting on my guide.

Still in the lounge, a cute girl gave me the eye. In my mind I thought it was let\'s go fool around! So I left the lounge and started following her through a complex passage way, I eventually lost her and the corridors and passage ways were getting smaller. It got to a point where I got stuck. Since I knew I was dreaming, I concentrated and broke through the steel like it was paper.

I remember a beautiful beach scene where I was flying with someone else across the beach. It was so pretty outside, blue water, blue sky and nice cool breeze. This part of the dream really felt like a vacation. Everyone on the beach was amazed on how we were flying back and forth. It was so fun, I had a blast and I didn\'t wake up with a sunburn! The last scene we were waiting outside some building I was doing slow motion acrobats, like flipping and spinning in the air but very slow. Everyone was looking at me amazed and they were saying how in the world does he do that. I told that them yeah this is great and all but unfortunately I\'m eventually going to wake up! And sure enough I did wake up about 5:30 AM. It felt like I was on a mini vacation and just returned.

Additional Comments:

<span style="color:darkblue">The long lucids take allot out of you but they are completely amazing. I woke up and felt like my mind had been busy all night.

Second Meeting with Spirit Guide - Lucid - Feb 5, 2005</span>

Dream started off by; I noticed I was in a field, I didnt recognize this place and instantly realized it was a dream. So I started looking again for my spirit guide. I passed by this pretty woman with dark hair and dark eyes, for a second I thought SEX! But then I said no, no this is not the reason I am here. I kept walking passed her but then the eyes seemed very familiar. Even though my spirit guide appeared to me before as an African American woman, I still felt the presence and familiarity with this woman and knew it was her. I said "...it is you, there you are!" She smiled like she knew she had been found. I
think she was testing me I really do.

The scene changed and were inside some building, not sure where. I felt like this entire lucid dream, which I will not cover because its too long; took place in Mexico (or somewhere similiar (adobe homes). Anyway I asked her If we knew each other on Earth at one time or another. She said "No" and that she was assigned to me since day one. And she knew that when I was born, she felt it and knew that she was going to be my spirit guide. Since in real life my wife and I are about to have a child, I asked her what the SEX would be since we dont know yet. Time is running out for me to test them because we find out next week. She gave me something cryptic back like "Stand and Deliver" a pun intended I imagine. I said "I\'m not testing you..oh wait, I am." She just gave me this grin like "dont try it!" I remember her sitting on my lap and I hugged her and felt very comfortable with her like the last time.

Additional Comments:

<span style="color:darkblue">I\'m curious to find out how many times she or they are going to show themselves with different Identities. So far I\'ve seen her with 3 different looks. When we started talking this time, she appeared much younger, still dark eyes and dark short hair.

Meeting with Spirit Guide - Lucid - Jan 31, 2005 </span>

At the end of the night (early morning) I had 3 or 4 short lucid dreams, it was where I noticed a scene was a dream went lucid for a bit, woke up went back into the next dream; was lucid woke up etc. I did that like 3 times at least. In one attempt I spun my self to a new scene, it was outside, blue sky nice breeze near some sort of monumental building (reminded me of the captial). I called for my deceased ather again but he didnt show up; (lately I\'ve had a hardtime getting a hold of him from the other ide). I was really bummed and started crying (I woke my wife up she told me the next morning). For a econd this person walks by who looks just like my dad but when I get a second look its not him.

I woke up again but the next dream I thought, since I\'ve havent spoke to my dad in a while, let me finally try to meet my spirit guide. So I entered a dream where I was laying in bed It didnt look like my room so I knew I was dreaming. I got out of bed and went through a long changes of hall ways, passages etc. I had to keep rubbing my hands together to keep the lucidity it was such a long walk and journey. Finally I come to a room where all these people are, I dont know if they are deceased or what but they are having some sort of get together. Finally there a 3 women before me, only one really paid
attention to me out of the group. She is an african american with long braids. She didnt look like from this time period, but she could have been. She looked very spirtual although, I could tell.

She looks at me and says "how did you find me?" I said I\'m communicating to you from a lucid dream!. She said laughed and said "oh...hahah your one of those (giggle). I laughed too and said "It\'s finally nice to meet you!" She said "well it\'s nice to meet you too" At that time the other two women that were with her had their own thing going on, carrying on about. So I decided that I had bugged her long enough. I think, for a short time continued to explore that area but ended up letting go of the lucidity.

Additional Comments:

<span style="color:darkblue">Although your deceased one may be busy on the other side, I feel our spirit guides usually can spend some time wtih us! Just call out to them!

OBE - Card Test Failed - Jan 28, 2005</span>

I\'ve always been interested in the phenomenon of remote viewing, OBE & of course Lucidity. The other night I had a dream that I was at a party with good friends of mine all who I knew from back in the days. Well as I start to notice; it\'s all guys no girls and I realize that all of my friends were now gay? So, being really tripped out about this I woke up really fast.

As I started to drift back to sleep I set intention to go lucid but enter the same dream. I thought if I could enter Lucidly I could do a trick and spin myself out of there and impress everyone. I entered the same house and the same people were there, I was lucid because the image came immediately. I told everyone to gather around that I was going to do a trick. I laid on the bed and started to lift up over the bed about 1ft and started spinning. As I started spinning their voices started fading and my vision turned dark. The point of this experiment was to Project back to my bedroom and view a psychic card I
placed high on a shelf so I could see what this was. This really was there in the physical world because I did set this test up in my room for the next time I went Lucid. I ended up in something that looked like my room but not exactly. I floated to the top of the shelf and tried to view the card. It didnt look like anything from my cabinet. As I looked around, it didnt look like my room either. I concentrated harder nd said Increase Lucidity now, Increase Clarity now! Went back to the top of the shelf again, not the ight place.

Additional Comments:

<span style="color:darkblue">Although a very successful Lucid, the physical test of trying to view realtime objects was a failure.

Stephen LaBerge at the lucidty Institue states: "A comparison of their reports with the actual contents of the target room revealed, in all but a few cases, absolutely no indication of any correspondence whatsoever. In other words, in the great majority of these cases, there was no evidence supporting accurate OBE perception, nor for the validity of the subjects\' convictions that they had actually left their bodies." [From: Stephen LaBerge, (1985). LUCID DREAMING. New York: Ballantine. ISBN 0-345-33355-1]

Friend from the Service - Lucid - Jan 25, 2005</span>

I was helping some friend that I knew from when I was in the service (even though I didnt recognize him, not sure who he was). Help? I was actually assiting him personally carry drugs (like I was drug smuggler); I remember being nervous transporting them to his house. Once I get to his house his wife, who was supposedly my friend got real friendly with me. I remember being close to her by the freezer, then all of the sudden she secretly pulled out one of her breast from her top. I started realizing this would never happen; at that moment I became lucid. I didnt know him or her and figured this would never happen. Since I was lucid, yes I took advantage and let her lead me into the bedroom and of course knowing I could I had sex with her.

It was great of course but eventually more people started entering the room and I remembered that I didnt want to be there anymore before things got to wierd. I mean I can leave it\'s my dream. So I told everyone I was going to the "blueroom" and I was going to spin myself into that new dream scene. Note: for me the "blueroom" is a place I try to project to so I can talk to deceased loved one. I started pinning but thier voices were not fading. I continued to spin until I drop to the floor and fell asleep. The roblem here was that I wasnt talking to myself and telling myself "I\'m spinning in a dream" usually
this will produce a new scene. Instead when I dropped to the floor and fell asleep in my dream. Of course not testing my reality when I woke up; I still saw these same people sitting around; it was like a woke up from a nights sleep. Well this was obviously a false awakening. I asked them what happen to the blueroom and they all said "there is no blueroom!" What a bummer I thought!

Additional Comments:
<span style="color:darkblue">Remember; always tell your self "your spinning in a dream" to expect the next scene. Don\'t let yourself fall asleep back in your dream it usually leads to a false awakening!

Hi Phoenelai interesting how once you had that recognition through a DS that you became lucid.

I think that point is the Holy Grail in LDing once you find it you will always find it.

I am at the point of I know my DS's but i have got to put it in to practice in my dreams, realizing it, and then stepping back, looking again, and saying the magic words we all want to hear.....I am Dreaming....

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