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I was in a dark apartment alone. It seemed i was in a high building because it looked as if i was as high as the other tall buildings i seen lit up out the window. I became uneasy because all the lights were on. If the lights were on then what ever i was scared of in my dream would be able to find me. i began rushing around the apartment turning out the lights. Then someone came in the apartment. i felt relief because i trusted this person. Enough to leave with him out of my apartment. I dont recall the way we arived outside but we had quickly. when going outside it was daytime. I would guess around 4pm. The person who lead me out of the apartment then led me to a pile of couches stacked upon eachother rather aquardly. Then i noticed reece was in the group of people there. i was the only girl. I felt unconfertable because i didnt know anyone there personally even though i had trusted the person to lead me here. I watched reece and a couple guys climb to the top of the pile of couches. I then seen a guy sittling on the couch that wasnt stacked at all. I then sat next to him. I wanted to sit up by reece so i could talk to him but didnt want to intrude. We waited for reece to come down off of the couches and aftger a while he did get down. then we followed them to the place they wanted to show. there was faces carved into white stone. one female. The other male. Im not sure which one was the one where part of the face was missing where you could see the mountains behind.

I was walking threw my current house in festus looking for JR. Behind me i hear the song JR wrote playing on a guitar. The music viberated like ive never felt before even in other dreams. I turned around exspecting JR and i see Amber playing the guitar instead. i then start singing the song to/with her.

I was in the woods walking down a gravel road that had a few houses on it. It reminded me of where my sisters grandma lived and what I have always known as the "holler" I was with reece and his girlfriend of that time along with a few other people I don't know. I went off by myself for a while. There was a house at the top of the hill. I felt I shouldn't go there but did anyway. I went in and started cleaning. Reece and his gf came up to the window I was looking out of while doing dishes. They asked me to come with them so I did. We walked back down the gravel road and got on a bus heading for I don't know where. I sat down in a seat alone. Reece was sitting next to his girlfriend. I wanted to talk to him but wanted not to show him I had a crush on him. I respected her and him and didn't want to show my feelings on that for I still wanted to be able to be a friend and valued his opinion. I wished he sat closer. (I feel odd in groups of people as well. I felt I didn't know her so that made me uncomfortable along with the weirdness from trying to hide how I felt too). Then to my amazement the someone came up and asked for his seat. I felt guilty for wishing for him to sit closer. ( I manifest things I want sometimes even in life and felt bad for her because of what I wanted ) then reece sat next to me. I looked over at her and I felt she was giving me the "stink" eye. I was so distracted by my feelings of guilt. That I forgotten what I wanted to say to him. I don't recall saying anything at all. Then he got up and went to the front of the bus. I began feeling sad. Then I wanted a reason to go up there and not be back here with her giving me the stink eye. I then notice there is a cigarette in my hand that needs to be put out. I then went up to the front of the bus and passed reece on my way to the ash tray. He was talking to a few people. I watched the bus driver put his cigarette out. The ash tray was in a weird spot. Behind the steering wheel on the dash. I asked the bus driver "can I use your ash tray?". He gestured for me to do so. As I reached over to put it out the bus hit a bump. I fell and dropped my stuff. Reece helped me gather up my stuff on the floor. After picking up my stuff he handed me my things and asked me "why are you upset?". I was surprised he noticed and responded "I'll get over it one day so don't worry". And I thought before running off the bus somewhat embarrassed "I don't want to touch him in any way" then I noticed I had a rolled up paper in my hand....I patted him on the head with it, got off the bus, watched it drive away and woke up.

This is the first dream I remember having while living at the farm house. While living here I began to having at least one dream a month many of them not remembered.

The dream started off with me in the arms of someone kissing them. I then felt the sensation that I was floating so I opened my eyes. The face is blurry to me. The man I am kissing is not a man at all but similar. Medium grey skin, lighter grey hair, shirt less with a muscular figure and wings that were about 5 feet across. I knew he was not an angel but his appearance did not startle me enough to stop kissing him. Instead the intensity if pleasure increased and I almost climaxed but awoke before hand.