Pixiedreamer

Non lucid and man i wish I was
1st dream My hubby and i were set up in the artist market we sell at and I got a call . My mother was dying and she had about 3 hours tops so if I wanted to say goodbye i needed to drop everything and go. This caused me great panic since it takes about an hur to pack up everything and load it into the car,and our work is 2 and 1/2 hours from our work . The other vendors said just go we will pack everything up just go . I called my sisters to let them know to call our mom and one wouldnt even call her so I spent the remainder of the dream beggng her to call mom.
notes on this dream
my mothers health is failing and has been for several months now so it really was just daily fears surfacing in dreams

2nd dream
I was riding in my friends hippie van down a highway (this is the only dream I knew i was dreaming in )
we passed by another hippie friend near a foresty looking highway with us passing an underpass that had a beautiful bridge and we were heading to a dream group and stopped to pick people up along the way

3#rd dream
This was the best dream of all three . I was grabbed up by my friend and we took off to set up a faery wing repair camp. in the city ? We had a ton of faeries working on their wings i was asked to give a workshop on wing repair so they wouldnt have to just keep buying new ones . There was an artist market across a small ditch with a small creek in it I decided on this location so the cops wouldnt bug us ( I didnt know i was dreaming ) I felt clever hahaha and went to visit the vendors most of witch I knew and went back to my renegade faery tent for stray ren fair fairies .
notes on this dream other than being a little bummed that I was not as clever as I thought I was when I woke up and realized i had been dreaming It was fun and still reflected my life upon further evaluation each of these dreams directly relates in some way of my real life

I could not stay in one dream for more than a minute or so last night . I knew i was dreaming and saw quite a few fun looking dreams but I couldnt stay in any of them. I couldnt understand why I could not enjoy them. I was in the dream and astrally above myself in the dream 2 places at once, It was a strange feeling . I looked for things to help make my dream stable but I watched my dream places and versions of myself float off. as if the dreams were still going on with out me , then my self would be in another dream playing out the dream and at the same time above myself leaving the dream. kinds like I was 2 people at once . I have astrally traveled before and this was not that this was all dream

I know i usually have a bunch of dreams in one night and I am usually lucid enough to know i am dreaming but dream control is something I lack . I jolted out of bed once and went back to sleep . and this kept going on I must have jumped to over 20 dreams in one night .

woke up feeling less rested than when I went to bed booo but weird and had to share not a nightmare either i was not scared at any time in fact all of the dreams seemed like they would have been quite fun. all of the mes looked like they where having a great time