side notes

Not a lot of recall lately . I have been having this problem most of this year .
Last nights fragment.

I was at work I work at an artists market booths and other vendors and such and we usually set up next to another couple witch is nice because other couples as vendors are rare and well under their 50s is even rarer. So needless to say we like them . So I walk into their booth the girl is the only one there and I talked to her for a bit . Then I started to walk back to my booth . I woke up

I have not gone to work and have just been working from home because my dog is sick so I think I am just longing for social life .Also dog is feeling great after she finished all her meds

For 6 days now i am running off of minimal sleep , that fragment has probably been the only time i slept long enough to dream . I go to bed tired and end up not being able to sleep until about 3 hours before I need to wake up . witch sucks since I had beaten my insomnia for a few months ahh they where bliss.

Ok well over the past few months I have been having horrible recall. I feel frustrated since all of my life I have had pretty good dream recall except a few years in my 20s . I have always been able to ld except for that time frame either. I also have always had insomnia
This is my new annoyance I get to sleep I even know that I have been lucid. I wake up I lay down not moving recalling my dream so I can jump up and write it down then the oddest thing happens the second I move my head I lose all of it . I know i have been having dreams and even been lucid I know they revolve around my recurring dream places but I can not remember the actual dreams. I get lucky and sometimes get some fragments
todays fragment was me telling someone my name was something like atlantis ? Why thats not my name and I knew I felt strongly about it and really wanted the guy to know my name.
anyways I feel like I am not meant to remember my dreams right now or something

ok tried cheddar that lead to a thrift store dream very vivid but not lucid
b vit not much sleep and I kept waking up will try again a friend was in the hospital so it might have been due to stress not sure
oranges first time was great very lucid faded in the end though
tried oranges again and nothing
Trying oranges again tonight hoping for good results

Ok I figured I would give y'all a bit of info about my dreaming styles and habits so that some of this made sense I plan on using this journal to recall some of the past dreams in my life stuff that just stuck with me plus new dreams
characters
the native american spirit I am going to start calling him helpful spirit since he has never given me a name. he first started coming to me in the first post but he continues to help me out though sometimes he comes when I am wide awake obes but with out sleep I probably wont post them here since they where not dreams I was not asleep I just couldnt move or talk so the only out of bodies I will post are dream related ones but he has been in both and I believe his warnings have saved my life a few times ..
My dead friends I probably will just put their names and a D at the end almost every friend has come to me in a dream after they have died I have had alot of friends pass away I used to travel alot and have always had friends much older than me so over time things happen
Names that sound like they shouldnt be names will be in here alot
types of dreams
Possible shared dreams will be noted I havent figured out how I will note them yet maybe just a psd sometimes I feel as if it was a shared dream even if I do not know the person I seem to feel different when I wake up from these dreams I have had others confirmed in the past .
healingpsd The majority of my shared dreams is to help people I havent gone into anyones dreams in a very long time It seems only when someone needs me I am able to be there witch is fine with me usually these dreams are someone random needing emotional support or advice ..
soul hug its when I hug someone in a shared dream its a healing process of helping someone or connecting to their soul and it is awesome..
I have a series of dreams that happen that I then see in real life I know they are called deja vu but I have allways called them the right track since they always give me enough to chose the correct path in life they started when I was 13
and of course theres everything else the random dreams witch fill most of my dream time lucid or not when I am lucid I let the dream lead me where ever and just enjoy the ride
Places
theres a few landscapes i have that always reapear
Austin tx its home so my dreams seem to know it
colorado woods usually around nederlands I did spend some time there but the dream one is very different I usually have my hippies in the woods dreams in this place and its usually got a lot of houses thena few stores then woods alot closer than they really are in real life
The house of many rooms its a maze its got elevators its got tunnels and basements stairs that lead in weird ways and a tunnel at the top that leads to the really scarey part of the house theres a hospital and offices in it and a fun house I have no clue why but its an odd house and usually its a dream trying to find my way out of it
The healing center it first appeared a while ago but it has since come a few times it has a house and a big drive way but I have only been in the playground on looking a lake i think
The house from my childhood we all have those dontt we ? this one was a trailer not in the best of shape
my house I try to not have dreams in my place but sometimes it happens I live in a travel trailer so its small i prefer to have dreams elsewhere
Congrats you just read all of this wow you must think I am nuts well your right but thats besides the point its my birthday be nice