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Non lucid and man i wish I was
1st dream My hubby and i were set up in the artist market we sell at and I got a call . My mother was dying and she had about 3 hours tops so if I wanted to say goodbye i needed to drop everything and go. This caused me great panic since it takes about an hur to pack up everything and load it into the car,and our work is 2 and 1/2 hours from our work . The other vendors said just go we will pack everything up just go . I called my sisters to let them know to call our mom and one wouldnt even call her so I spent the remainder of the dream beggng her to call mom.
notes on this dream
my mothers health is failing and has been for several months now so it really was just daily fears surfacing in dreams

2nd dream
I was riding in my friends hippie van down a highway (this is the only dream I knew i was dreaming in )
we passed by another hippie friend near a foresty looking highway with us passing an underpass that had a beautiful bridge and we were heading to a dream group and stopped to pick people up along the way

3#rd dream
This was the best dream of all three . I was grabbed up by my friend and we took off to set up a faery wing repair camp. in the city ? We had a ton of faeries working on their wings i was asked to give a workshop on wing repair so they wouldnt have to just keep buying new ones . There was an artist market across a small ditch with a small creek in it I decided on this location so the cops wouldnt bug us ( I didnt know i was dreaming ) I felt clever hahaha and went to visit the vendors most of witch I knew and went back to my renegade faery tent for stray ren fair fairies .
notes on this dream other than being a little bummed that I was not as clever as I thought I was when I woke up and realized i had been dreaming It was fun and still reflected my life upon further evaluation each of these dreams directly relates in some way of my real life

well its been a while since I posted here ,but I found this dream interesting.
Started out non lucid went lucid later

with some friends a girl tries on a wedding dress and we go sneak onto a runway and act as if we are the missing models , I leave then crashing with a room full of pets cats sneaking through a window(this is where I became lucid when I was younger my brother used to sneak my cats through the exact window in my dream so I could cuddle with the outside cats when I was sick so I realized I was dreaming) now aware I decided to wander around this dream world . i had not been here yet. it was a new place I walked into a room and some people asked me to hurry up and get to the table .I was in a fancy dress and it was an etiqutte class learning how to speak properly and eat properly when all of a sudden a coyote comes in everyone is in terror. So I grabbed him by his mouth stuck my hand right in there so he could not bite me or anyone but I could feel his teeth ,I let out a growl that was unhuman and walked the coyote out the door everyone cheered I walked outside to a free clinic for a rabies shot but they handed me flavored paper with vacine on it and a coyote came to this clinic again I chased it out with a non human growl .. I woke up

Ok just after writing about how annoying my dreams have been lately I remembered this one
I was in my hometown setting up my booth at the bluegrass festival my mom used to vend at in front of our booth where 2 guys one the recurring dream guy. I said hi and introduced myself and shook their hands . then continued setting up then I heard a small child cry so I grabbed a toy out of my bag and gave it to the parents to give to them, I remember hinting to the guy in my dreams about how to find me in rl without talking to him how odd.
then My hubby asks if hes gonna need me I said go enjoy the music tomorrow is the bigger day. then all of a sudden everyone id packing up. My hubby says its because the celebrity is signing autographs down the street and he brings me to the line it was out of a kitchen ,(I am not one to fawn over famous people I really just normally do not care) So as I am walking into the line my ipod starts losing wires and I am pulling and pulling the thread like wires but it still plays. I get in line its long (I have never sat in line for an autograph but I think it might be like that) the guy in the line says hes only got an hour left in him of signing . I look at the line and think well maybe i should just walk back but they select people from the line and I am the last I walk into this reastruant.
He grabs my ipod and an asks if he could borrow this cd that magiclly popped into my hand it was a 2 disk of bowie he asks if its my favorite and i say yes. he pops it into a cd players then signs a newspaper for me. pushing red paint all over the thing in blocks and hands it to me . I think ok odd. but when i leave my hubby asks if it says anything I look at it and yes it does it says meet me at the main gate. I remember my cd and go back and grab it. then I walk out and remember I forgot my ipod I tell the guy sorry I am not stalking you I just seem to keep foregtting stuff .

woke up then went back to sleep forgot all the other dreams. I think I have a better understanding of why I have been forgetting my dreams now lol how odd.

wow I remembered 4 freaking dreams awesome

1st dream Where I live the yard next door the cats where trying to get at some baby turtles crossing while the dogs where trying to catch the cats .My neighbor comes and tries to help me get the turtles and cats safely away from each other and the dogs .
I woke up when oh I was dreaming .
2nd dream I was in some mall for some concert and I was singing with three people . My friend was behind me singing with David Bowie .I was asking her to introduce me to him I am a big fan.She said oh I do not know if I can .But I noticed you didnt have makeup on did you want to borrow his wifes make up .I smiled and said I dont think that will work but thanks .(funny part is I do not wear makeup)
3rd dream some sort of spa / mental hospital maybe ? I see some friends I havent seen in a long time and they where all in a pool and my friend said oh you just have to snag a robe and they will give you shorts to swim in .The robe was a sign that you where a paying customer .So I found a robe and went to the desk then they asked me my room number and said that robe is so and sos its not yours .They kicked us out .there was a bus and every one was loading up on it so I got on and let a friend on the bus I was told not to let him on the bus because he smelled bad I laughed until I noticed he did smell.
4th dream My hubby and i where crossing a desert of some form.we where aproached by a very tribal looking man he asked for my help his tribe had been stolen and held hostage .He asked my husband to stay there with the bus (witch magically just apeared) I laced up my boots and went to put on my belt and someone had sliced it up I was bummed but fixed it quickly .we rode off to save the guys mother.
Then I woke up how odd it all was

Ok just some side notes I have an ex that pops into my dreams he hasnt visited in a while but he did last night .
This is a shared dream where I am not lucid. this specific dream has not been conformed with him but we have confirmed many in the past . It has been an ongoing dreamworking that has been ongoing for over 15 years .

Dream
I was at home in my workshop (a school bus) and my neighbor was hanging out with my hubby we where all working with leather.I was cleaning the bus and my hubby goes outside and so does the neighbor .I stay inside then I notice that my ex and his wife are next door and everyone is talking about how he needs me to help him with something .My hubby and his wife are deciding where we should hang out. So I say theres a couch in the bus I just have to clean it off .His son runs in and hides the leather (although we are all vegitarians my ex is anti leather but not a vegan) i walk in and say I need to clean off the couch wg says do you want the rest of my icecream? sure it was strawberry and carmel and only had like a bite left on it .
I go inside and his son has covered the leather closing my treasure chest and put a big wooden box over the pile of leather scraps he was sitting on the box. I say I just have to clean off the couch . He says yeah can you get the blood off the couch? I was thinking there is no blood on the couch but hopped over there to clean off the couch he was about to sit down then I woke up.

once awake I realized the blood on the couch was a leather hide that had not been put away . Whatever . I just wish I knew what he wanted to talk about something was really bothering him I guess I will find out soon

well it has been a long time since I remembered my dreams.It has just been too freaking hot so when I wake up I can see them but lose it no matter how hard I tried to keep them,I have remembered I have been having lots of different dreams just not the dreams themselves.
Oh well onto my dream

For some reason I was in amsterdam I got kidnapped and a few other people where too , but instead of any cruel things thankfully they where just feeding us cupcakes and making us try different flavors no cruelty I was still pissed because I wanted to leave so I snuck out of there and hopped on a plane as a stowaway . I arrived where ever the plane landed and got searched because I have dreads and was in amsterdam (funny thing this has happened to me in real life the getting searched part not the sneaking on a plane , getting kidnapped or cup cakes) so the thing was my husband was waiting for me at the air port we drove off with a crowd cheering that I came home .Then I pulled out all these baked goods out of my bag they where all ilegeal pot foods I had no clue why they where there we got home and my dad said score and ate them all (in real life when I was coming back to the states from amsterdam I never even thought of trying this I am a girl with dreadlocks not stupid .) anyways he ate all these little bakery goods like a blueberry muffin but it was bagged like a bag of chips or something
I woke up
notes
I think it is funny how my dream world took what I had experienced in my travels and twisted it .I noticed every place in my dream except where I arrived was somewhere I had been in real life some of it was actually Rome and some Ireland and a lot of california but I thought that was kinda neat since i have had the travel bug for a few years now and not one of them was the state I live in

dream not lucid
I was walking down a street and all of a sudden I was pregnant and my water broke my friends where so happy since I cant have kids and have always wanted them (sadly I really cant ) they rushed me to the hospital where I had a beautiful baby girl she was healthy and normal .My husband came in and saw her and we picked a name on the spot I dont remember her name but I was released from the hospital the same day with my new bundle of joy and then I noticed she started shrinking she became so small she fit in the palm of my hand and grew wings her clothes changed to a little blue dress they had started out pink and being babys clothes .she wasnt a baby anymore but my daughter the little blue faery. I woke up


I have baby dreams from time to time ,probably because I am at that age where your body goes nuts

Insomnia only got 3 hours sleep

first dream not lucid my husband started throwing out all our d and d board games ( we are nerds this could take a while) I ran to the recycling and pulled the boxes out saying why are you doing this he said they all say call barnos the instructions all thats on them is that ? ( I have no clue what that means )

I woke up in real life and checked he was still sleeping soundly and the board games where all in check I know sad right so I smoked a cig and went back to bed I was having troubles sleeping
Lucid
I started asking every dc I could find who was this barnos and why did he she or it want my attention? everyone said we dont know your the one whos dreaming I felt like screaming at them thank you captain obvious but didnt I never found out who or what this was ruining our instruction booklets to our board games

not lucid
I was going on a vacation ? I had to drop off my dog before I could get on the plane .A friend decided to drive me in her jeep(in rl she has a small car) her brother came with us .We drove past a train track .we go to my friends apt. upstairs (I dont know this person in rl) I drop off my dog and have a glass of tea and whine that I can not take my dog with me.Then its time to leave my friend goes first ,then me and her brother where leaving the apt. and 2 big dogs bolted from the right side stairs on the left and one nips me these dogs where huge I bolted back inside and said crap what do i do .
My friends brother then goes and runs outside and jumps over the stairs all ninja like I am peeking through the door but the dogs see me so I shut it fast .
I go to a phone call for help and then hang up .I walk back to the door and peek through the screen door and I see the most beautiful sight I have ever seen.I saw a magical being dressed in all black ,his body was almost like a wraith in dungeons and dragons and his face was so beautiful I almost cried .for some reason he moved my whole soul just being there .I simply waved and closed the door opened it and there was no stairs down the balcony was all gone but a little bit of a porch where 2 people where sleeping .I could not figure out how to jump down . I was told hes going to delete us all when you leave you know? I asked why he seems nice .
"he hates humans' the person who was going to watch my dog said . " then why would he help me?" I decided I wouldnt leave then because no one was going to delete my dog let alone 2 sleeping people on the porch every one on the house was telling me it was ok I should just jump but i wasnt budging . the wraith like creature stood there waiting

I woke up and thought dang I missed some big dream sign like that I should have jumped down those sleeping people where the dogs and if my dog had seen another dog trying to bite me she wouldnt have been calm in fact I didnt see my dog after I dropped her off that should have been a major clue .I would never just drop my dog off anywhere and I would never leave with out lots of praise to her she has seperation anxiety disorder and would lose it if I did

I have to remember to write stuff down when I wake up ..woke up this morning with great dream recall then even told my husband about my dream.He forgot it too bummer It was a great dream I know that much ..

I have a dream house not the house I would want to live in but a house of many levels I was outside the house and my friend(who is currently pregnant with a girl) and her son where sitting outside she asked oh could you take my daughter in there I didnt want to go into the house but ended up there anyways with the little girl she was around 9 ( this girl hasnt been born yet ) we keep getting locked out of the stair wells people saying its closed .The little girl says but aunty I have to go to the bathroom so we wander around till we find one I stand guard outside the bathroom and a big man walks up and acts like hes going in the at first I say no my niece is in there he keeps trying to get into the bathroom I hear a sink so shes washing her hands I assume the guy is only wearing boxers so I bowed up and said You are not f***ing with my niece no way in hell . He left then she came out we started heading out of the house with many levels and she had lost my ring? ( I am allergic to metal I dont wear rings) I told her it was fine I didnt care and we should hurry back so her mom wouldnt be worried . end of dream
how weird her son is almost 3 right now and shes only about 4 months pregnant with a girl I am called aunt since shes my best friend .But she is having an at risk pregnancy due to health problems I hope this is a good sign ..

I told my dream friend my name 2 nights ago even though he has been in my dreams for over a year . He asked whats your name I said Pixie . then he asked why he didnt know it before I replied hey its not my fault you never asked I havent been lucid most times you visit so why is that up to me.
hahaha I laughed so hard when I woke up

fragment
shared dream Possible

a reocuring someone( I know who just wish to not say) came to me and was camping in a travel trailer near a cliff there was a group of red cloaked stalkers watching him.He broke down about people always wanting to know his every move . I said you will always be family at my house .
thats all i remember
I had been wanting to say this the past few visits he shows up from time to time I think during his stress parts of his life.He has sad eyes and seems like he just needs a hug . I suspect hes a real person sharing a dream with me and I dont mind .He has never been intrusive . and I have never entered his dreams he always enters mine with my permission of course . If I ever meet him face to face it will take every thing i have got not to just hug the guy ,but i wouldnt want to be one of the creepy red cloak people

I was at the market I vend at and in my dream everyone started walking up to me saying are you my mommy ' and the gas masks would morph on their heads including this sweet little old lady who actually wears a mask anyways ( shes got bad lungs) she still could talk to me instead of the are you my mommy bit . I decided I couldnt sell anything if everyone was going to turn gas mask face on me so I booked it before it happened to me .
I woke up so happy that I had a doctor who dream ..

dream 1 of 2
a teenage girl was upset that her mom did not aprove of her boy friend I tried to help her figure out how they could all get along running through a mall (I hate malls) to find this guy she loved her mom had a weird unibrow


Dream 2 in someones house the parents of two little kids told me to take them somewhere to have fun they had been inside too long so I ask the kids where they want to go we hop in a limo? and wait for someone to sign autographs then I give up and see a circus tent we go into see the circus I got run over by the unicycle I just reached out my hand ( acidently grabing the guys butt) and toss him back on his uni and he continues on with his show