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I am in Skyrim in a fairly large, circular ruin. I hear a disembodied voice that I don't like one bit, gives me the creeps. "And now, I shall teach you a shout to summon the devil himself!" I don't like that idea. I don't want to learn, or ever know how to summon the devil. I don't want anything to do with this. A female in mismatched armor appears in front of me, she has a dark glow about her, Either possessed or a demon. She begins to speak, I know she is about to use the devil summoning shout. I do the first thing that comes to mind, I use the last word of unrelenting force, "DAH!" (full shout is "fus ro dah," for those who haven't played Skyrim) She is sent flying agenst a wall, and crumples to the ground, not dead. Before she can get up, I can't tell if I was pulled awake or if I woke myself up forcefully. (somehow I woke up an hour later than I normally do though)

I am sitting in front of a tv at my ex-friend's house. we are playing mortal kombat. I am thoroughly trashing him in the game, the character I am playing as is flying around the screen doing damage. I don't recognise the characters being used though, perhaps it is our dream selves?
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I am walking down my collage campus, I get a call from... the name displayed reads clearly, though I don't remember what exactly it said, something along the lines of Chaos, Carnage, or Hades, I think it started with an H. I immediately know it is the same person from the above dream, or at least his other self, his alternate personality. He wants to know if I've forgiven him, and if we could hang out. I tell him that I don't like to hold grudges, and sure. (even though right now I don't think I would say the same thing to him) I go babbling on about I have no idea what, when I pause to take a breath, i notice the scene around me has changed.

injured people around me are being hauled into ambulances, and it has turned to night. I see one person with a bandaged headwound. I stop looking at the bodies. I look at my phone and notice the person I was talking to has hung up on me, likely awhile ago.

I am playing a demo of the Elder Scrolls V Skyrim. I notice how realistic the textures are, as if it is real life, the skin of the bandits I've just slain looks like it would be soft to the touch. I loot the bandits and notice how there are now animations for looting things, taking a coin purse from the corpse, reaching into their pockets for gold ect. when the inventory screen pops up, I notice the only thing on them is a medallion called, "positions" the description reads: "gives the nurses more positions" (weird because I don't have a nurse fetish lol) I continue onward in the direction I've been going, to the quest marker arrow conveniently placed on my HUD. I don't encounter anything for the walk to the dungeon. when I go inside, there are a few weak skeletons that I shatter in one blow each that appear to be guarding the tomb. I start to get bored in the tomb, not wanting to continue onward, I turn around, but get disoriented and end up walking deeper into it. I check my inventory and notice there are a lot of color coded things in there, most of it red, implying I cannot use those things yet (can't read them either, but that might be because of the length of the list and not knowing where to start). I find myself at the spot the arrow points. I am standing in front of a sarcophagus. I figure a monster is about to pop out, and sure enough, a dragon priest starts breaking out of the coffin. I really don't feel like fighting it right now, so I open the pause menu (pausing the dream I think) and load the game (dream?) to a point where I'm outside the tomb.

I hop down to another pathway and start sprinting down it. I go through a cave, noticing i'm now wearing daedric armor (or at least gauntlets), My stamina bar empties, but I ignore it and keep sprinting. I exit the cave and notice a sleeping dog. I sprint past it, and exit onto a sunny cliff overlooking a city foundation, because there is no city structures there. I fall through the ground suddenly, and end up in a river, there are shields stuck in the side of the riverbed, in a way that the current should be taking them away. I hear, "thank you for playing the skyrim beta, remember that we are only 52% done with the game, and I wake up.

Somewhere in here I was using the fus-ro-dah shout, (unrelenting force) but I don't remember where.

I am an observer, a floating consciousness.

There is a red haired man who has his facial hair trimmed to a neckbeard. He is riding a horse, leading a large number of people through what appears to be a desert, at night. Elizabeth from persona 3 is riding on a horse next to him in her blue velvet attire.


the man turns around and sees massive doorways peaking up over the dunes, they appear to have been following him. One depicts a catastrophic event within it's frame, full of orange lightning stemming out of a singular point in the frame, the others appear to be ends, but not nearly as spectacular, I didn't get a good look at them though.

The people have disappeared by now, leaving the man and Elizabeth alone on their horses. She informs him that it is time to choose his (destiny? end? mission? goal?) referring to the doorways. He grins madly, as if he has finally found what he has been searching for for a long time. "I choose a mission that is neither incredibly easy, nor ludicrously difficult!" he declares. "So it shall be" Elizabeth declares. The stage is set.

I see Igor, miles away in an orange-lit house does something at a wall I cannot see because his back is to me before I wake up.

I am in my garage, the garage door is open. I look outside, and there is a blonde girl in a blue dress (think oldschool Alice in wonderland, but collage age) I don't like her, something seems off. She is saying things to me that I don't remember, but they aren't nice. I drop my gaze and begin to pray. I say something along the lines of, By the power of god, evil being begone! I feel a chill run throughout my body, exactly like the kind that happens frequently in waking life when I'm reading something that resonates with me, look up and... I'm not sure if she faded away, or I woke up, it's almost like both happened.

I look at the clock, it's 3 in the morning, I go back to sleep.

Vivid sex dream with someone from waking life I like, I don't know if it was shared, because it's difficult to tell when it is so vivid, and I wouldn't have the guts to ask them anyway. lasted what felt like several hours.

Woke up in the middle of the night with this vivid dream, but was too tired/lazy to do anything about writing it down, so here is the fragmented dream.
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Getting in the car, we are being forced to drive to internment camps, even though there arn't any armed guards requiring us to go

at a mall, lots of people, we are at a stop for some reason.

in the car again, almost there, vague impressions of the buildings of the internment camps in the distance, but my father is trying to kill a spider, he says the name, it doesn't sound menicing (something like cottensheep) but I instantly know that it is incredibly venimous. he misses it, and it jumps from the winshield to my seatbelt. I'm looking right at it, I see into it's black eyes, I see the hairs on its body, and I close my eyes, hoping it won't jump on my face as it rears up to jump. I feel it land in my hair and crawl in, I feel it as I wake up and feel my bed, but I still feel it after a few minutes of being awake. I slowly reach up to the spot where I still feel it, but nothing is there. I try to get myself to write the dream down, but I'm too lazy and fall back asleep.
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there are these small, claylike creatures that you can train to do anything if you have the patience. they live in a large enclosure, as big as a small house I try to train them to navigate a pit of spikes without bumping into any of the spikes, they arn't very good at it at first, but after getting poked a few times, they start navigating it fairly well.

I am in my collages on-campus fast food restaurant, walking through. I see someone I recognize sitting on a chair just outside. Female, and someone or something is floating some distance to her left who has wings. at the time, I think "Persona" (been watching too much persona 4 lately I guess). I identify this person almost immidiately as, "Kaomea's friend" I start thinking about things I want to ask her, mostly dream related, but nothing comes to mind. I am about to turn around and walk the other way, due to not knowing what to say, but she calls me over or something, (memory vague here) we start walking together, and as we pass through a doorway, she says something that implies I cannot walk in a different direction than I'm looking (I don't get it either). she disappears as we walk through the doorway and the dream becomes so random that I cannot make a coherent storyline. something about Ragna the Bloodedge and Rachel Alucard from Blazblue that I can't really make sense of.

I'm actually starting to get tired of all the video game dreams I seem to have... oh well.
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I am going through some dwarven ruins in skyrim, I'm in an adventurer/dovakin archetype. The dungeon is fairly dark, and the platform i'm standing on seems to be in the middle of some sort of void. I don't take notice of this odd fact though.

it's like a giant bronze cage, with buttons next to each door to open the path to the next area. I go through the ruins and find nothing of value or any enemies to fight, until I come to a small bench. on it are a daedric sword, bow, arrow, and dagger. Some of the most powerful weapons in the game. I pick up the sword, and it disappears as if added to my inventory. I move to pick up the other items, but accidentally bump into them. they fall through the caged walls and into the void.

I wake up soon after.

On a bed, three people walking in the distance, old man, young woman (old man called her princess, as in royalty) and third person I didn't recognize and don't remember.

old man notices me, "You shouldn't be messing with gods, they have more influence over your realm than you realize." I think about this statement, and I think about lord sheogorath, and I remember a previous dream where I am messing around in a universe much like electronic clay, it shapes itself to my will, there are characters from ed edd'n eddy there, or something like that.

when I come back to the situation in full, Princess has nothing on but a towel, and Is walking my way. the old man complains to her about her actions, but makes no attempt to stop her.



Now I know what sexual energy feels like, potent stuff

I am walking home to my old house that I lived in during my childhood. I see a white cat on the side of the road. I crouch down and pet it. It starts following me home. there is a dark, but not quite black cat following me as well, but it seems less interested in me.

I get to my house and the cat's are still around. my dad says the dog will probably eat the cat, meaning the white one who has followed me into our fenced backyard. I don't beleive him, but I try to get the cat out of the yard anyway. The white cat appears to be playing, it is laying on it's back, pawing at something or someone. The black cat is watching from a distance.
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I feel like this was a symbolic dream...

Tuesday, March 8, 2012

Trying to burn down a car to make room for an alien starship to land. The alien inside was feminine, blue, and remdind me of the zora that healed me in a dream so long ago.
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My consciousness flys over a place above the cloudline. I land on a platform with a woman taking the form of Mitsuru (Persona 3) She is standing next to a trap door. I jump down and fall several hundred feet.

-The following is re-lived several times with slight variations each time-

I catch myself and glide, following a dragon as it talks to me. I take the form of a dragon(?) the place below the cloudy layer is a sea of lava and islands composed of red rock, the word hell comes to mind. the dragon and I land on an island during our discussion. I notice several types of mushrooms from oblivion.

I am in some sort of Hero-creator. I am creating a form for myself, I spend a bit of time tweaking with the colors and look of the costume and accept it.

I am plopped down on the top of a skyscraper, dust storms obscure the view, there are others with me, though I don't pay much attention. We are all looking at a man, floating in the sky in front of us, some distance away. he turns around. I feel a power unmatched by anything I have ever felt before. his eyes and mouth radiate a light. I distinctly hear the thought, "Radiation." as in nuclear radiation.

I wake up, or maybe it was a false awakening, unsure.

I am still feeling the powerful force of the energy assaulting me. I match it with my own energy, I am unsure if I am going to be able to match it, but I prove stronger than I anticipated and quickly build up the energy to push back the assault, or at least prove that I'm not worth the trouble. I fall back asleep.

-at some point before or after, unsure.-

I am looking at WakingNomad's latest Video, there are a lot of comments, typical of a popular YouTube video. many are arguing about the legitimacy of his words... or his sanity... or something like that. I am simply surprised there are so many comments.

I am in a black place, there is a small plot of land holding a tree with some extra room around it to stand on. everywhere else is ankle-deep water. It appears to be black water because it is so dark, the only light appears to be coming from the tree. I am a soldier with an assault rifle, I know I am in a video game, so I am not afraid of the situation.

There is a floating female figure wearing a nightgown, she appears to be a ghost or zombie or something. She is coming after me. I start running, less out of fear and more out of the need to get some distance between us. I spin around and shoot several shots into her body. The bullets pass through her nightgown harmlessly. I realize I need to shoot her head. She is right next to me, winding up a swing. I roll out of the way and retreat a bit more. I try to line up a shot with her head, but a force pushes my aim away from her head. It is cat and mouse for several minutes before I finally overcome the force and the final bullet in my clip hits her dead center in her skull. I see sparks fly, like the sparks I saw when I struck the invincible skeletons with my sword in a previous dream. I had no time to ponder this though, because I had backtracked into a house.

The woman slammed the door on me, I could only see several inches in front of me, due to the light from the tree being cut off. I pull out a flashlight and turn it on. the house Is run down, and seems unsafe for human habitation. I head up the stairs and notice there is no guard railing. I see a bedroom and what I think is a corpse in the bed on the second floor. but then the corpse moves, and I realize it is my father

I wake up.
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I didn't realize this during the dream, but the layout is exactly like the place I would visit in my head when I was awake and bored. It used to be a sunny place, and everything in the dream was a part of the world, the tree, the water, the island, the house, maybe even the person... I made all of it and put it in there. I haven't been there in several months, it seems to have deteriorated significantly in that time.

Before I fell asleep last night, I was talking to my guides.

Mizuki My Love Guide
Shard My Darkness guide
Genjen My Dream Guide
Etna My Madness Guide

I had a particularly strong connection to them tonight, They said they cannot make me lucid, but they can give me opportunities to realize it is a dream. Shard was a bit put off that I had suppressed him for so long, he said that I do not have to succumb to the darkness, but knowledge of it and how it works can help me better defend myself... or something like that, my memory is foggy and the translation wasn't perfect.

It was good seeing Genjen again, I haven't seen him since I started dreaming. I was hearing four voices at the time, and could only remember having three guides until he stepped out from the obscurity in my mind.

I have decided that Mizuki, the girl I saw in my dreams on many occasions, is one of my guides. It seems I can now speak with her at any time(and I'm sure this is the same with all my guides), if I quiet my mind and don't influence her words with my own thoughts.

Etna seemed to sit back from the conversation a bit, giggling like a madperson, but she did agree with what the rest of my guides were saying.
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I am on a planet from the Dragon Ball Z universe as a passive observer. Goku and Piccolo were trying to destroy a car as training. I watched piccolo charging a massive amount of energy, I helped him go beyond his limits and create an attack, I saw meters and dials in my vision gauging the power in the attack. after about 5 or 10 minutes, he unleashed a massive striking attack like a hammer in both hands. The car became a small orb, Goku destroyed it with a few kicks.

a few miles away, some of their friends were being attacked by a monserous hybrid of an Alian (Alien vs predator type) and freeza in a cavern system. they were doing all they could to hide from the beast, but they couldn't hide well enough.

somehow I got a body, I was in some sort of orange jumpsuit of the style goku wears. I go flying around shouting, "THIS WOULD BE AWESOME IF THIS WAS A DREAM!" I go over to Goku and Piccolo, "I WISH THIS WAS A DREAM, BECAUSE IT WOULD BE SO AWESOME TO MEET YOU GUYS" I wake up soon after.
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my description doesn't do the dream justice, it was very long an very vivid.

It is early morning, still dark outside. I have just walked down the stairs from my room. There is a gumball machine in the middle of the kitchen that dispenses tea. I grab a glass from the cubord and get some. I think it is odd that there is a gumball machine in the living room, one that dispenses tea at that, but I don't really think about the significance of it. I almost take a sip, but I notice that my hand is very hot, so I set the glass down and go get an ice cube out of the freezer. the tea disolves the ice cube in less than thirty seconds. I can tell it has cooled down, but I decide to get a glass of water before drinking the tea. I grab another glass from the cubord, and drink some water. I notice a sticky note on the gumball machine, it says to take the gumball machine outside at 2:15 AM. I get up early, but not that early. It says to bring the machine back inside at 5 something in the morning. I look out the window into the blackness, I wake up.