Chronicles of the Cosmos

I woke up at 6 A.M. this morning, went to the restroom, drunk some cold water, and went back to bed. I had remembered that Hunt Doc had asked me if I'd return in 12 hours. I had every intention of doing so--I fell asleep.

I'm but a little boy--a clansman with light brown skin--of perhaps 7 to 10 years old. Deep down I knew that I was this "Netelus" person my the old lay, my dream guide, had told me about.

The very first thing I remember was standing before a fully grown elephant. I never dream of elephants, lol. This was most certainly a first. Somehow I got this mammoth to follow me and I led it to a drinking hole so it could indulge itself with some fresh water. I could hear how impressed the other clansmen were at my ability to control this animal without using force or mounting its back. The next I remember is bringing it back the to clearing with the other clansmen.

The clansmen all had light brown skin. They wore cloth around their wastes, some wore belts of bone around their wastes, around their necks, and over their shoulders. As far as I could tell, they were not wearing shirts, hats, or shoes. I am certain I bore similar garments. There were women sitting on logs conversing about stuff and the clothing they wore was very much like what my dream guide was wearing--if she were there, she'd fit right in.

Grandfather

The very next thing I remember is hovering a good ways off the ground with my arms crossed. I was a very, very little boy indeed! And I was so far off the ground, my head stood elevated with that of my grandpa's (Netelus' grandfather). My grandfather stood tall next to me; he wasn't fat at all but he was a very tall and large man with white eye brows and a short, white beard. He bore clothing of white, black, and red, I believe, and a hat of the same color pattern. The impression I got from him was that of a shaman.

I was conversing with one of the clansman and I told them "out of all of our clan's generations, only my grandfather and I had mastered the art of levitation." My grandfather turned to me and asked me what I had told that boy. I told him and he nodded. Even though we spoke English, I know that that was not our actual language.

Symbolic Scene?

The next thing I know, my clansmen are being used as levelers to be placed on stacks of massive tree logs to keep them steady and stable. I believe that this scene is symbolic and represents something important. We were being forced to lay down on stacks of these massive cut tree logs and somebody was placing these huge logs on top of us! What is this?

It was such a horrific sight! I could hear the screams of my clansmen as they were being crushed beneath tree logs. Somehow, I found myself laying upon the stack with the others and a log slowly came down on top of us. I felt the immense pressure squashing me like a pancake; it felt like Death himself was sitting on my back. As I heard more and more clansmen screaming, I thought to myself, "I'll kill them all! (the enemy)."

I was not going to die that way nor was I going to let my people suffer. Enraged, I clenched my teeth and manged to turned my head to get a better view of what was going on. I thought about destroying these logs and the logs that were on top us and coming down stopped, bended at the middle (they nearly broke), and they shot upward off of us. I was going to get up and crush my enemies mercilessly with psychokinesis but I woke up. Funny thing was, I never actually saw the enemy.

I did not go lucid during that dream and I didn't think to ask for the name of our tribe. It just never occurred to me to do so. I will add that to my list of things to do.

So, I woke up at 6 A.M. this morning, got up, went to the restroom, got a drink of water, and went back to bed (as usual).

The next thing I know, I'm somebody else and I'm in a limousine along with some other students and we're vampires, lol. We traveled through dense woods until we come to a clearing. Up ahead, there's a gate and a servant guy dressed in a suit and hat standing by it waiting for us. As we approach the gate, he opens it and the limo enters the premises. The gate appeared to go all the way around the place but there were no barbed wires or anything lethal attached to it.

I and all of the other students got out and we're looking around and marveling at the mansion that stood before us. I loved the setting because this place was obviously well hidden deep in some woods and there were many other secrets as well that we didn't know about. There were a lot of people doing stuff around the mansion. I'm not sure what exactly. There was a lot of students around the ages of probably 16 - 20.

I went inside the mansion to look around and I met this kid in one of the rooms. I don't know why but I always ask what their names are, lol. It's a bad habit of mine. I said "hello" and he said "hello" but he didn't speak. I just knew he said it. Telepathy? I decided to give it a try. Using just thought, I said "can you hear me?" And he nodded. Then I asked telepathically "what's your name? XD" And he said his name was "Hunt Doc." I asked him again to make sure and I even reversed it. I said "Doc Hunt?" And he said "no, Hunt Doc." I remember that kid was bald and his skin complexion was very, very pale--we were vampires after all.

Before I left, he asked me if I would return in 12 hours. Never had a dream character ask me if I'd return before, let alone one mentioning time.... They never mention time. This a first.... I said "yea, I'll be back." I really liked that place for some reason.

I left that room and went into another. As I opened the door, I saw this young girl with really, really, short blonde hair masturbating on a bed by herself. I was thinking about offering my assistance. I spoke this time, I said "um, excuse me?" She turned over, embarrassed, lol. "How cute," I thought to myself (she probably heard that). I apologized and asked for her name (wtf was I thinking?). I felt as though I knew what her name was. I was thinking it was possibly Medina. As I was trying to ask, my fucking teeth fell out AGAIN, hahahahahaha..... She turned her head and glared at me (I don't think she was mad) and she said "Nerrrrrrddddd....." I got a kick out of that. XD

I was now holding several teeth in the palm of my right hand. This girl must've been my dream guide because this very thing happened when I encountered my dream guide for the very first time (check my Dream Journal). I left the room and found a restroom right down the hall and tried to rinse my mouth out. I wasn't worried because I was certain they'd grow back in a few minutes but I woke up before then. Damn her, haha.....

Total Duration: 50 Minutes

So, I had a series of dreams back-to-back last night. Most of them I only remember bits and pieces of. I know that I was at a High School looking for the girl's changing room >.>; I was elsewhere sitting inside a car which was parked in the yard of a single-wide trailer; and finally, I recall being in a small room with this guy who was vacuuming the floor.

I think that that guy was my Dream Guide, the sneaky bastard. I'm still not lucid by the way. So, this guy is vacuuming the floor and he's pushing the vacuum with his right hand and he's holding a leash with his left hand. Tied to his leash was this huge centipede-like creature, probably as big as a cat but a lot longer, and it had a flat head like a snake's.

I asked this guy, I said "what the hell is that?!" And he's like "oh this? this is an armapede...." So, it was a centipede + an armadillo. It certainly did have the head of an armadillo. The next thing I know, that thing had latched onto my left foot and I picked up my left foot trying to shake it off.

You know, the thing about dreams is that you never feel any real pain, however, you can most certainly feel things, such as when something is biting your foot, or cold, heat, water, hard surfaces, etc. This thing that was on my foot, it freaked me out and it felt weird having it latched onto my foot. Anyways, moving on!

Somehow I got it off and then I opened the door and walked into the next room. As I took five or six steps, something clicked and all of my memories about my real life came back to me--I was now fully lucid. The very first thing I did was rubbed my hands together. As I did so, I called out to my Dream Guide. I called out to them four or five times--getting louder and more agitated each time. Nobody came.

Every single question I wanted to ask them had come back to me and here I was, fully lucid, calling out for them, and nobody's showing up. I was pissed. It had not occurred to me to go back into the other room and talk to the guy vacuuming the floor. I was afraid of that armapede thing after all. Then my dream began to fade even though I was rubbing my hands together. That crap never worked for me.

As my dream was fading, I paid extremely close attention to what was going on. Everything lost focus and became pixelated and gradually got grayer and grayer. Then I woke up, disappointed.

I bet two cents that guy was my Dream Guide and he had that 'thing' with him because he didn't want me to ask him any questions. I swear, if it's the last thing I do, I will confront my Dream Guide again and they will tell me what I want to know, damn it.

So, I had this dream last night where I was sitting in the passenger seat of a car and there was a guy driving it. We were chasing another car just ahead of us. Somehow the other car came to a dead end and we pulled up right behind it so they could not back up.

My partner gets out, goes over the driver's side of the other vehicle, pulls out a really long blade, and stabs it through the window at the guy in the car. As he pierced the window, which was up all the way, he hit the end of the blade with a block, giving it more penetrating power. It was something I've never seen before. The first time he did it, he managed to scrape the guy in the car somewhere (either on his cheek, neck, or shoulders). Then he ran around to the passenger side and plunged the knife through the window again..... Man, that guy was dead set on killing who ever it was we had been chasing.

That guy was crazy! The look on his face and his actions scared the living shit out of me. I crawled over to the driver's side, opened the door, and fled like I stole something. I mean geez. Fuck that guy. He was probably planning on killing me too.

So, after the sun dream, I had another one immediately afterwards where this guy was giving me more psychokinesis training. I'm like "well, this is easy to do in dreams, but in the real world, it's a lot harder." He's like nodding and going "yeah." I don't have any psychokinetic abilities in real life, lol. Nobody does.... What's the point of this training?

So, I had another dream about the sun last night.

The sun is losing its ability to burn for some reason. Several parts of it are extinguished and all I can see are large, dark craters. And there's another, much smaller sun beside it. For every part that is extinguished, that amount goes into the newer, smaller sun.

This dream I had late last year.

I'm somebody else; a young boy and I'm inside this club like place. But I don't think it was an actual club. I have reason to believe that I was also this kid in my "Suns Aligning" dream. Anyways, I think I was the owner of the place, that's how it felt to me anyways.

I wasn't upset but I was getting annoyed because two of the girls who worked for me weren't doing what I had told them to do. Next thing I know, a girl and a guy are standing in front of me. I am certain they work under me and their positions are supervisors. I asked them "what are they doing?" The girl or the guy came up with an excuse and I didn't like it.

I said "but they're not *******...." And then my eyes changed and both of them looked at me like "yikes, this guy is serious." Anyways, the two worker girls were plastering documents on the wall for some reason and that's not what I wanted. Doesn't make any sense.

I've only had one dream about zombies, although it was rather short and I ended up dying at the end.

So, I'm running through a building and there are zombies all outside and they're coming into the place. I run into a room and into a closet. I shut the doors and hope that they don't find me.... They came into the room and found me out rather quickly. One of them opened the closet door and came towards me and that's when I awoke. Creepy.

Another dream I had a very long time ago. I came up to an old shack and I went inside. There's a hooded guy in there sitting at a table and he's working with chemicals--I think he's an alchemist. He asks me if I want to help him and I said no.

Just remembered a dream I had a really long time ago. I'm some kind of pilot and I'm landing my plane-ship on the surface of a moon. My partner is also landing his plane-ship beside mine. We get out and begin walking until we come up to a large crater. Looking down into it, we see trailer houses, and very large creatures roaming around the area. I get the feeling that this is far too dangerous and I tell my partner "let's get out of here." He doesn't want to leave, so I leave him behind as I run back to my plane-ship-like-thing.

After I awoke from the failed lucid this morning, I got up, went to the restroom (as usual), drunk some cold water, turned the fan up to medium, and went back to bed. It was 6 A.M.

First thing I remember is flying through space and looking towards a cluster of stars. Then I thought about being there. Now, I'm in front of a white planet called Meldoras [Updated 5-5-2012]. I've never seen one of those before. I'm not sure if it was all white because of the clouds or not but it was pretty.

Next thing I know, I'm on this white planet and I'm the member of a black family. My family and I were sitting at a table eating food. I don't know if I was a guy or girl but I was a whole lot smaller than what I am in real life and very slim. I was definitely somebody else. It was me and about three guys. The really big, fat guy I definitely remember.

I recall after we ate, we cleared the table, but the big guy was still hungry. I went with him to another room where we kept food stocks--we had a lot of food.... He was looking at packages of rice and pulled one out. It was oddly shaped--like the rectangle packs of bread you buy at any convenience store, except the rice packaging was white. And it had "Rice" written on the bottom. Interesting.

I also had a conversation with the skinny guy. I had no idea what his name was, lol. We were standing in the kitchen by the table which was now cleared of plates and food. We, or rather I was talking about E.T. Go figure. I said "Yeah, they're definitely here. Although, they'd prefer to stay out of the spotlight." And he was like "You believe in aliens?" And I said "Yeah. When you die, then you'll believe me. You'll see. And don't you ever forgot that I told you so." Don't know why, but he was about to start crying. Guy must've been something like 40 years old.

We decided to go shopping. I think the big guy requested it. We, uh, we took an elevator to the surface.... Hmm. An elevator? And as we walked out of the building, I turned around and looked at it. I thought that that building looked like a court house at first, then realized that it looked EXACTLY like the Roman Pantheon! And there were really high brick walls on both sides of the Pantheon. I did look up at the sky but I don't recall it being all white but I knew I was on the white planet. The sky was blue with clouds just like Earth. The sun caught my attention though. It looked strange.

The White Planet - Meldoras

This is an excellent example of what the planet I saw looked like.



The Roman Pantheon

This was one of the many Earth-type planets. As we were walking to the shopping mall, I remember seeing a police car, but it didn't have "police" written on it--it said something else. The street was narrow and there were tons and tons of buildings on either side as far as the eye could see. Next thing I know, I'm holding up a McDonalds bag and I'm staring at it. "Wow!" I thought. This isn't the Earth I'm from, however, they also have McDonalds. The design was VERY similar to McDonalds but it wasn't McDonalds. The logo on the bag looked exactly like this:

Large B, strange symbol, large W on the bag.

Shopping Mall

Now, I'm we're in the mall...... And this place is so freakishly huge, I can not see the end of the isle and there doesn't appear to be an end to either direction. The ceiling was far up there. I mean far.... Somehow I got a good look from high above while we were walking; it was as if I left my body and flew around the place. There were shelves full of food as far as the eye could see and here we were pushing a single, normal sized cart. It was packed to the rim with food though, haha.... I woke up and it was 7:05 A.M.

Dream Duration: 1 Hour

Had a dream last night where I was floating around a construction site of sorts, then I went lucid. I said "this is a dream." Then I tried to descend so that I could sit on the ground. Afterwards, I had planned to call out to my dream guide and have them sit in front of me. I figured this way it'll be easier to stay lucid. But like I said, that was the plan. Somehow I slipped out of the dream state and woke up. I think I woke up because it was hot and I was sweating. Meh.

And here I had my questions all lined up. I knew exactly what I was going to ask that old bag if she decided to show up again. Man.

I had several random dreams this morning, then I woke up at 4 AM coughing uncontrollably. I've no idea why I had the need to cough so much. I just know that I couldn't help it.

I got up, got some cold water to drink, and went back to bed. The next thing I know, my whole body is tingling intensely from head to toe and there's a loud ringing sound in my right ear. I feel as though somebody is standing beside my bed or over me.

I turn around and peer into the darkness but no one's there. I must've fallen asleep because the next thing I know, I'm on a table in a white room, I'm looking up at some kind of contraption, and there are needles that I cannot see going into all my limbs and every part of my body--I was literally pinned down by needles! That's how it felt anyways. I tried as hard as I could to move or lift my hands but my body just wouldn't budge. When I attempted to raise my right hand, I felt as though someone who was standing a few feet from my right jumped back. But I couldn't see anyone. I feel as though they are performing emergency maintenance on me for some reason--they absolutely have to do this now.

Both of my eyes were wide open but I don't recall being able to see out of my left eye. I'm able to slightly turn my head to the left and right but I'm unable to discern anything except for the table I'm laying on and this contraption several feet above me. I can feel the pressure of every invisible needle that is in me or is going in me but there's no pain or fear--just this intense pressure. I remembered thinking and trying to determine whether or not if this was actually hurting me.

This couldn't have been sleep paralysis because I was able to move my head left and right--not by much--but I was still able to do it. And I was able to move my fingers but I couldn't life my hands because something was keeping them held down. I've had many, many sleep paralysis episodes, and in every single one of them, I was absolutely unable to move any part of my body, except for my eyes. All I could do was move my eyeballs, blink, and breathe--that's it. And even if I used every once of strength in my hands, I could not bend a single finger. This was nothing like that.

The next thing I know, I'm back in bed and there are some guys standing around my bed. There was a girl, and at least two boys--all around the same age of perhaps 16 or so. The girl and one of the guys were standing at the foot of my bed. And the other guy was standing at the side of the bed. The guy who was standing at the foot of the bed was saying something about escaping. I closed my eyes, changed them (my eyes), and opened them. They jumped back, shocked, surprised, and appeared to be impressed.

I then noticed how strange everything looked. It appears to be day time. I look out of the window and the sky is lit up and there's not a cloud in the sky. I looked at the sun and noticed that there were three suns in the sky and they are in the process of aligning with the one in the middle--kinda like a solar eclipse. I didn't actually see the suns moving, however, I knew that they were almost done aligning.

I had this dream early this morning.

I recall being in some kind of white room where I was being taught physics. The room looked different from your standard room and I don't recall seeing any desks, chairs, books, etc. I think there was a window but it was really high up. I was looking at a hologram-like thing but I don't remember seeing anybody. I knew that somebody was there. I think I was the only student there.

I spent most of the time fooling around like a 10-year-old kid, lol. I'd cross my arms and try to fall backwards but never succeeded because something caught me every time, even though nothing was there. When I finally decided to start paying attention to this hologram thing, it was showing me what we call "Unified Field Theory." It showed me that R = √(-1), where R = Reality and √(-1) is an imaginary number. I guess this means reality is imaginary?

Then it began to show me miniature bubble universes and it was injecting the equation into them. Eh... This had something to do with determining the physics of those universes. And that's all that I remember. I'm sure it's all a bunch of rubbish but it was interesting.

I had several random dreams last night / this morning and they weren't very interesting. However, as I awoke from the last dream this morning, I heard the strangest sounds.... Like a low, mumbling chant of sorts. I thought that was kinda cool, lol.