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[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]21.09.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]Kind Of An Elevator[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Lucid 5[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"]I attempted to do the basic TOTM, but it turned out weird, hopefully this counts.

[/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I can only remember from when I was lucid, I was in a construction lot and saw an english telephone booth. [/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"](???) [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I went inside it and looked out, and I saw a person staring at me, which kinda freaked me out, I imagined the booth rising up and it started levitating. It levitated until I was on a different level of the construction lot. I looked and I was in an unfinished room and that guy from before was there and he whipped me. [/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"](???) [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I moved away, but he continued whipping me, as I was running it suddenly occurred to me, "Why am I running?" I turned around and threw him of the edge of the room.[/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"]

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[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]21.09.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]First DEILD, Stupid Headache[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](DEILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Lucid 4[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]Because of the stupid headache, I quickly forgot a lot, all I remember is being in a shopping center and seeing a tall blonde woman stretching on the ground.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]21.09.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]I'm A Suckish Driver[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Lucid 3[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"]This was a very long, stable lucid, but I woke up with a headache and couldn't remember much, only the start and end :(

[/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I remember I was walking in a city at night when it was raining and stopped at a crossing, waiting when it suddenly struck me that I was dreaming. [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I walked across the stree when a car was about to hit me and I stopped it with my hand.

***Headache Memory Gap***

I was in a parking lot where I saw a man listening to music in his car and decided to open the door and literally kick him out. [/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"](Carjack Goal, Complete) [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I looked around and saw an electronic switch that I pressed to start it, It was kinda difficult to drive because of the heavy rain and darkness, I crashed it and felt kind of weird, not because I just crashed, but what I usually felt as a dream was ending, I concentrated and tried to DEILD. OH YEAH! FIRST DEILD![/COLOR][/INDENT]

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]19.09.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]A Walk In The Street[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Lucid 2[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"]My dad has been repeatedly changing our ISP so I haven't been able to use the internet for...well...a long time, so..yeah...but 3 lucids in one night was a good start to the net working. :D

[/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]My dad was taking me somewhere in a car, he later mentioned we were picking something up from the school swimming sports. We eventually got there and I noticed that everyone was is my primary school's uniforms, they were my age, from my high school, just in my primary school's uniforms. I had a look around and got them.

There was a timeskip and I was back home, my Aunt L was there and when she asked how the ride home was, I thought for a bit and realised that I don't know. I did a nose pinch RC and [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I was lucid.

I went through the back gate into my street and thought I might see if I can make a friend in my Dream World. I looked across the street and saw the house there had become a big victorian style house. I walked over to it, about to go up the stairs to the door when a dog came up to me, I pet it for a while until my dog came along. I took a look inside the house and it appeared to be empty, but it looked incredible.

When I went outside, I decided to run through my street, I was slowly building up speed until I was going really fast. I looked into the houses in my street and thought I might go into one that interested me, one was filled with people around 80, another filled with a bunch of idiots smashing bottles over each other's heads and a lot of empty houses. When I came to a real life shortcut to another street, I saw a few joggers come out of it and thought I would talk to one.

She seemed pretty smart for a DC, I asked what she was doing, she said she was training for the 1600 metre sprint at her school sports, after that, I slapped her for no good reason. [/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"](New goals, talk to a DC and slap a random DC, Complete)[/COLOR][/INDENT]

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]29.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]Looks Like A Crime Scene In Here[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non Lucid 8[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I remember going through a normal day at school and when I got home I noticed my hand heavily bleeding, I had a slight freak out and quickly covered it. My dad asked me to have a shower, which I did, when I was showering I noticed my foot was bleeding...really heavily. I wss bleeding out at like, a litre every 10 seconds, of course in real life I would of died, but I got out and my foot started splurting out blood while I dried myself, it apparently stopped afterward though. I went off to my room and got changed and I heard that the carer was here, she cleans since my mum is disabled, I then heard a horrifing scream and I got out to investigate. She screamed at us, "WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED IN THE BATHROOM???" I just replied, meaning to make it sound wierd, "Sorry, that was me, I didn't know how much the blood would just splurt everywhere, I'd better go clean that up" She shouted, "MURDERER!!!" and ran away screaming. My dad went to look and he just gave me a stern look and got angry at me, despite it being something outside of my control.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]29.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]Shrinking Respect[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non Lucid 7[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"]Note About My Dad And I: My Dad demands I respect him even though he's never done that deserves respect, he get's angry over anything, whenever something goes wrong, its my fault, he thinks that I should be seen and not heard, he's randomly punches me when he's in a bad mood, takes all his problems out on me, and worst of all raised me to believe that I was worthless, good for nothing, expendable and stuff like that, which has caused me to be depressed, crushed and alone with no friends or hope for anything to be good in my life.

Just A Few Examples, sorry for dumping my troubles on you, but it relates to this dream.

[/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]Ok, so, I seem to be at school, going through classes with my dad for some reason, I don't remember a real order of events for this part, but i'll try. I remember being in home group with my dad, going between classes in a hallway, him starting a meaningless arguement and me and this played out,

Me: I'm really starting to get tired of you, I don't know why I put up with you

Dad: HEY, you WILL show me respect, It's because of me that you exist, i'm your dad

Me: Genetically yes, otherwise, you were never a dad to me, you've just made me miserable my whole life, my mum somehow putting up with you, you apparently used to be different

Dad: Remember, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't exist

Me: If me not existing came with you never meeting my mum, so be it, she can be happy

Dad: You're just worthless in every way, you're a disgrace to me, it's why you have no friends and you deserve it

Me: I know I'm worthless, but so are you

[/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"]This is a pretty realistic arguement.

[/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]When we got home, my brother and older nephew were there. [/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"](I'm 14, my bro's 39, my nephew's 15) [/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]They were apparently making blow up...building, they asked me to help, they had already made an eiffel tower about 30 metres high, it was red, white and blue, for the Australian flag. When I tried to help make a new building I didn't do much.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]29.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]9th Time Lucky[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non Lucid 6[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]All I remember is my arm being in plaster in home group, my arm has been broken 8 times.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]29.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]I Really Hope I'm Dreaming, Woo![/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Lucid 1[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I'm in bed, and my mum woke me up and hit me a few times for some reason. I got out and had a shower, exactly like usual. I started drying myself but when I started brushing my teeth in front of the mirror, I got a serious shock. I saw that 2 of my teeth were mis-aligned, I was worried and felt them a bit and they fell out, along with a few others. I was kinda worried and thinking about going through the rest of my life missing some teeth, I really hoped it was a dream, I did a Nose Pinch RC, and to me delight, [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]It was! I waved my hand over my mouth and my teeth were fine. I walked around my house for a while, seeing that this is one of the most stable lucids i've had, everything was exactly like my house. I talked to my mum, and asked, "Do you know where we are?" She said "The kitchen..." I told her she was wrong and that it's a dream, then I gave my dream mum a hug and goodbye. I remembered one of my goals was to talk to my reflection, I remembered that reflections can sometimes be scary or distorted, so I tested it with the small mirror from the bathroom. I peeked around the corner to see a distorted image on the mirror, so I was prepared, knowing that if I wasn't it could shock me into a nightmare. I went into the toilet because of it's bigger mirror, but, this was NOT my toilet. When I came in, it had ancient stone walls and floor, with vines growing on the walls and a giant skylight, an even bigger mirror hanging from the vines, and, of course, a toilet, hehe. The basic TOTM suddenly came to me and I looked in the mirror at the distorted picture, I had a [B]RED [/B]shirt and black pants. I looked up at the skylight and saw the [B]BLUE [/B]skies and [B]YELLOW [/B]sun, [B]BASIC TOTM COMPLETED.[/B] I looked back at my reflection and asked it if it could talk, it said "yep", but there was no sound, I just knew it said yep. I asked it why it couldn't talk, and it just said a bunch of things I couldn't make out. I stood back and tried to will giant speakers up, it didn't work, I then shouted out, [B]LET THERE BE SOUND!!! [/B]It worked, but I don't remember what my reflection and I talked about. When I left the the err..."Toilet", I appeared to be in what looks like a D.I.Y store. I looked around and saw a lot of tools and wood and thought I might try and run through it wall, I ran full force and...crashed. I was on the ground with a slight headache when I saw a kinda creepy woman heading toward me, I just walked away. Next thing I know i'm at the school, running around and I super jumped over a row of benches and got a strawberry Big M at the canteen.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

But my dad disconnected me shortly after, so I couldn't post this the get the TOTM, and also why I'm not on

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]27.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]Would You Please Just Leave Me Alone...[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non-Lucid 5[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]My dad was driving me somewhere at night, I was enjoying a raspberry slurpee. [/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"](slushie for you americans/others) [/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]He parked and I saw someone I know, B, he's really annoying and generally idiotic. and I was just thinking, "Oh Great..." He saw me and opened the door and came in the car to annoy me. I told him to get out, didn't work, I said "I would love to see in in handcuffs after I call the police", also didn't work, so I forced him out of the car. He kept annoying me by going on top of the car so I went up and litterally kicked him off the roof and threw the little bit left of my slurpee at him, which my kind of friend C, who was nearby, seemed to agree with. He kept annoying me and I just said in a sad, miserable, depressing way, "Would You Please Just Leave Me Alone", I don't recall it working.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]27.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]The Psycho Samurai Kid[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non-Lucid 4[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I remember fighting multiple people with a samurai sword, they were challenging, but I won them. I was brought to a door and was told that the "True Samurai" was inside. I went inside and it was dark, and out of the darkness came a boy, wearing a light blue haori, wielding a sword that looked far too big for him, he was around 8. As he came closer I actually seemed to feel a Psychopath aura about him, his eyes were pale light blue, with no emotion, when you looked into them, you saw a completely shattered soul that was going to sadistically kill you. He said "Are you the next one? It's been a long time since I had a playmate" He pointed to the corner and I saw a bunch of dead bodies with blood splattered all over the walls. He said "You'll be number 42, hehehehe" He got his sword out and I blacked out, I assume I died.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]26.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]"How Much Of An Idiot Are You?" - "I Just Wanna Go To Maccas"[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non-Lucid 3[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"]I'm going to do this in a script instead, I'm 16 in this dream.
M=Me
J=Friend
A=Dad
D=Mum

[/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]J: Hey M, can you take me to McDonalds?
M: I need fully liscensed driver
J: Your dad can come with us then
M: I can only have one person with me
J: Think I could drive then, with your dad?
M: You lost your liscense when you flew right past the speed camera
J: Oh yeah...Can I borrow your bike?
M: It was stolen last time you borrowed it
J: That wasn't my fault...can you dink me then?
M: ---Blank Stare---
J: OK then ---Get's Phone Out---
M: What are you doing?
J: Ah, hello, can I get a taxi to ** ****** *****?
M: ---Facepalm, Snatches Phone--- Cancel the taxi
J: Hey, that was rude...
M. How Much Of An Idiot Are You?
J: I Just Wanna Go To Maccas
M: ---Drags J Off To Dad--- Can you take this thing to McDonalds?
A: Why Should I?
M: Quit acting like yourself for 5 seconds and take him
A: No, he can walk there for all I care
D: Just take him
J: Man, you're a genius, Man-Hug?
M: ---Kicks In Shin--- Idiot....[/COLOR][/INDENT]

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]26.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]Is This Ride Even Legal?[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non-Lucid 2[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]The first thing I remember is being in a car on the way to somewhere, with my dad and 2 dogs. I saw a rollercoaster coming into view, leading me to believe we're going to the amusement park, which we were. When we got there I saw huge cages with dozens of dogs in them, which got my dogs in the back worried. After that my dad and I were lining up for a ride and I saw someone I know about 10 people behind us. When it was our turn, we went into a room with, what looked like, hologram floor panels that moved around, but we could step on them and some of us endlessy fell. We were then put into indiviual big plastic balls and then rolled around. [/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"](What The Hell???) [/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I didn't exactly know what they were doing with us in the balls, but it felt like they were playing pinball with 20 balls, I also think I saw halllucianations. I got out and saw a few more people I know.[/COLOR][/INDENT]