spacebaba

Rough translation from my dream journal, I mean rough!

Dad, builds REM mask. Jimmie pizza soggy. Shaman star toy images of stars. Autism soccer. Jessie love. Girl class, free. Guy wanted chesire blotter... in car.

University shuttle bus falls over bridge. (but in dream real life it crashed into psycho bobs.) My cat chased by dog, treats.

Autism school, prom is next morning. Matt go to prom. I want to voluneer. Moved to cali, missed the prom. Forgot about it, went to mt. Shasta. Couple having sex in bathroom stall next to me, I stopped in bathroom by cabins in the woods. Walk out see girl, smile at her nice warm brown eyes. Walk down see a ton of food trucks. Chinese music about to start playing on stage. Hat design business call I skipped out on. Talked to smiley, (with nick and liam), everything dieng I say. But also (or is it..) everything living. Smiley says, "but are you doing it?" "Whose living". I say im talking about human experience, drama. Scott, we are holy body. Just like a muscle on the organism. Talking to steven about fruit plants , all life dying. Free association with salt. Loved cali. Strings in hair, look like dredlocks in mirror. Kratom got flagged coming in. Heard helicopter. Had to compete in games to see if they would make it inside.

With dad, at really expensive Japanese restaurant. (dream sign). In thriller movie. Place seems haunted. 600 year old body by tape. I run better with pants off. Mom talking in bedroom im in (false awakening). 3 different types of herbs. Travelling through expensive mall. Nice restaurant at top of escalator. Lots of other nice restaurants. Roller skating steep indoor course, theres a hill. Moms afraid to go down it, tells me its too dangerous. I feel same way after she says that.

This morning I could only recall like (one image) flash of my dream and that was me sitting on a bench looking down and there was this green bug on me. I wrote this down and then pretty much forgot it. Well later that same day I had a sudden urge to go to the park and read. I found a spot on a bench and began reading the book The Dreaming Universe. I had a feeling looking at the green and browns of the leaves below me that they somewhat familiar ..well anyways I opened the book, and it was at the part about synchronicity and how the future influences the present. The author gave a personal anecdote and then talked about how it is synchronicity that reflects aspects of the dream in waking life . Well I decided to stop at that moment and travel home, and right then I looked down and saw a green bug on my leg and had an instant flashback to my dream. It was identical to the picture of my dream I was able to recall and wrote down this morning but had forgotten about.

I was listening to a homemade audio induction with ambient background I made in ableton. It energized me listening to it. It became 530am still hadnt fallen asleep. Turned it off and fell asleep an hour later. Dreamed I was on a dock with a friend. He had some baggies with gold flakes (illicit substance). I told him no thanks I was good. Fell off into water and turned lucid. I started soaring through water but then almost immediately my alarm clock went off and I had to pull myself out of the dream.

I drifted off but remained aware and heard this drumming pulling me in. I think it started as me drumming with some friends but then it was just a drum in front of me, and the drum started singing a higher pitch tone song. It reminded me of a shaman who was playing a drum and transforming in a dream I had a few weeks ago. This drumming was pulling me in and I was aware, I felt intense energy rushing through me and particularly building up at the sacral chakra. I managed to float up some but didnt keep the LD stable enough. I was flying a bit but it was fuzzy and I came out of it shortly after.