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    Girl and Self

    by , 03-15-2011 at 11:30 PM (471 Views)
    In the first dream, a bunch of stuff happened (dont remember this part at all) and it ended with me on a train looking around. I saw a girl I thought was beautiful and as the train was leaving for somewhere new, It was prophecized that we would fall in love. The first dream ends here.
    The second dream starts and i can remember myself running beside a large concrete building with lots of large windows, underneath a concrete overhang with cylindical pillars to my right supporting the overhang. I was chasing someone that looked very familiar. Someone that looked exactly like me. I threw glass bottles forward at the person but they looked back and dodged them, I looked back to see another person chasing me, and it also looked like me. The person was also throwing bottles at me but i was able to dodge their bottles also ... i threw a bottle back at that person and hit them in the back of the head ... they had been looking back ... suddenly i was hit in the back of the head with a bottle (the bottles shattered on impact, not cutting simply dazing for a second) but I kept running... i looked forward again to see the person infront of me throwing bottles at me, and suddenly i realized the people behind and ahead of me didnt just look like me, they were me ... and when i threw bottles at him, the bottles came from the me that i was chasing and hit me in the back of the head. After figuring this out, this part of the dream faded away.
    I was in a dim T shaped underpass, with stairs upwards being the center branch and the left and right being large doorways leaving the area. The top of the T shape had a ledge going inwards for two feet at a height of around 4 feet. Everything was made of concrete, and there were no doors in the doorways. I was standing there talking with the girl. I set my backpack down on the ledge and we walked a short distance away from the bag along the ledge. I felt that by leaving the bag there and walking away with her, i was putting a lot of trust in her. Suddenly she started kissing me, and we were making out. After a short period of time, i opened my eyes and looked at my bag to see someone standing there, my bag gone.
    The man saw me looking at him, hesitated for a second then ran towards the stairs upwards. I set her down gently and ran after the man, and as i approached the stairs i saw her looking after me with a sad look on her face. I reached the man and grabbed him by the backpack and pulled him backwards ... i realized he did not have my bag and that one of the two other men that were suddenly infront of him must have it ... i realized then that i had made a mistake, and i would have been happier not chasing after my bag, but i had to prove something to her. I also knew suddenly when the man behind me grabbed at my arms that I should have allowed myself to hurt him instead of simply pulling him backwards to prevent him from helping his other two friends, as i was outnumbered 3 to 1 now. I felt a bag go over my head and i could barely struggle as i felt a second, larger bag go over my entire body. I woke up and the second dream ended.
    The third dream.
    I woke up inside of one of the other unknown three men's house, but wasn't bounded. He was talking to me and as we talked i felt we became friends. After a longer period of time of talking, he asked me to trust him on something (he wasnt asking me for anything I dont think, but im not sure), and I thought to myself, this is not someone i should trust, but he seems like a good person, so I will. I remember saying peace brother, and tapping his fist with mine, then joking that I probably couldn't have done that any “whiter,”to which he responded with a freindly laugh and said it was pretty bad but he'd seen worse. The next thing I knew, I was being bounded again, feeling like i was in serious trouble, but then the man who had been standing where my bag was opened up a box that had a gift i had intended to give the girl, and it was a pair of shoes so nice that they, combined with my earlier trust, caused the men to release me.

    The next thing i knew, the men and i and some other people were at a place that looked like team fortress 2 (rectangular arena style areas, with entrance points on either end, somewhat cartoony terrain), and our mission was to get through a series of these arenas, with different challenges along the way. I remember being searched before entering some of the arenas, somewhat worried that they would find the pot that I had on me, but no one did, and i soon forgot about the drugs and it was like they were no longer on me. At one point I realized the girl that i had been prophecized to fall in love with was also running the gauntlet, and after some period of time i remember her saying “I just want to get this over with and have a baby,” to which i had mixed feelings about. I didnt feel like I knew her well enough but i was happy that she felt that way about me. I was going to decide to agree with her, but remembered something, and decided to say instead that I wanted to but i dont know her well enough yet, but was willing to get there in time. I never actually responded to her before I woke up.

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