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    Land of Amanda's Head

    Ramblings of my dreams. ;]

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    1. Double The Pleasure!

      by , 09-23-2012 at 06:49 PM (Land of Amanda's Head)
      Non-Lucid
      (Sidenotes)
      Lucid Dream
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      (Holy shit...TWO lucid dreams in one night? Wow...I'm getting lucky!)


      Well this is how it starts -

      I was at school waiting for a delivery. A Teacher was preparing a pizza and chinese food my mom and I. Apparently "Casper" (the friendly ghost)
      had ordered it. I remember said Teacher came out all "casper! Casper, where are you?" And I thought it was funny. Then she tried to give me the food and I for some reason, freaked out a little and left. I was wandering around the parking lot upset and wanting to go home then I heard the Backstreet Boys and "remembered" that they were there for some reason. I walked to where I thought they were, couldn't see them...so I turned around THEN I realized "I am dreaming! This is just a dream!" Which immediately led to a false awakening.


      I woke up in bed. It was dark. I knew I was dreaming and I was clam for once. I sat up (and sometimes in my LD's, things seem...heavy...or slower. Like there's a resistance to my movement or thought process.) I decided to do a reality check and instead of my typical poke-finger-through-palm, I pinched my head and it didn't hurt. It felt numb, though. I got up and decided to walk THROUGH my bedroom door. I focused really hard in my head that I'd walk through it and stared at it all while keeping my breathing even so I didn't get too excited...

      AND I WENT THROUGH! There was a tiny bit of resistance and heaviness, but I walked through my door!


      The living room was dark and there are some really nasty bits that happened regarding a random dog but I will leave those out.

      I made it outside and hopped into the car. I drove off my road and to a bridge near where you turn ONTO my road. I decided to summon someone. I was feeling a bit tired, so I did have random moments of rubbing my hands together and spinning in a circle outside the car to prolong lucidity.

      Even though i couldn't see from my peripheral, there was a guy sitting next to me. I guess my dream-self felt frisky because I remember grabbing his crotch and he said something like "woah, kid" or "watch it, kid" and I got scared thinking I was somehow a little kid...

      Then he like leaned in and started kissing me. And it ended.



      I ended up waking up for real and looked at the clock, then went back to sleep.

      I believe this LD was also from a false awakening, so i just hurried and went outside. My neighbor across the street was out and I remember feeling paranoid she was studying me. I hopped in the car and it wouldn't start. I sat for what felt like 10 minutes trying to start it and feeling annoyed because I wanted to continue with the dream.

      Then I remember going to the lawn and there was an old station wagon there, so i got in. There were people I didn't really know in it but they felt as if they were supposed to be family. I looked in the rear-view mirror and I did look a bit odd, so i decided I wanted to be pretty. I changed my looks. I stared into the mirror and focused as I like...morphed my face. It wasn't working too good cuz I kept looking really weird, so i decided I wanted to base my looks off of ariana grande, so i got a picture out (and she didn't looked quite the same as she does irl, but still pretty) and took a few minutes to help get a face I liked.


      (I ended up waking up not long after. I have had some random and short LD's these past few months that I never bothered to post. I am really happy and proud of myself though! I get them without even trying, really. They are slowly lastly longer and I finally am able to do things or have "powers" in them. I am excited and can't wait become even better at this! xD)
    2. School Shooting

      by , 07-18-2012 at 03:45 AM (Land of Amanda's Head)
      Non-Lucid
      (Sidenotes)
      Lucid Dream

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      (I had multiple dreams last night but this is the one I remember the most.)

      It involved a shooting at the school I used to attend. I remember at the beginning, I was in a classroom and I was so paranoid. I was yelling at people to get down and away from the windows because there was a sniper. People ignored me for awhile. I was on the phone with a Cop who I was apparently close to and explaining what was going on. I do remember we kept switching between classrooms and I was so scared because no one had any idea where the shooter(s) were. I guess I had gotten shot because I remember clutching my chest and freaking out, but there was no pain or blood. I remember that at some point, I was worried about my Mom. I had told her what was going on and she was with me in a classroom at some point but left even though I told her there was a sniper out there.

      This is where it got odd. After all the room switching, we were heading to the cafeteria to eat. Teacher's came to the door and escorted us out, screaming for us to run. i was slow since I had been "shot" and remember thinking how I couldn't breathe and that it hurt even though I didn't notice those things physically. Before I entered the lunch room, someone went to hand me something but I couldn't see. My right eye was completely dark but my left... I could see just the hallway but no one around me or what the person was waving in front of me. I got to the lunchroom (which was shockingly full) and realized I had no money to pay. I talked to the guy that handles peoples account and rings you up and I guess there was this computer where (in real life) the microwaves are and some guy helped me sort it. I guess you touched the screen and were given a random snack thing (mine was skittles...and...milk or something else). I wasn't sure what it was for, but I went into the area where you get your food and couldn't really grasp what to do. i didn't know if you needed to get those specific snacks or if had to get a meal that equaled the amount of said snacks. I just looked around and grabbed a random drink then got caught on what food to get. There was this odd looking fruit salad that was a mash up of...fruit and..something nasty that doesn't go with it.

      After that, I can't remember much else. I do remember walking out of the front doors and expecting police. I woke up not long after that.
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    3. Lucidity on!

      by , 10-07-2011 at 03:53 PM (Land of Amanda's Head)
      Non-Lucid
      (Sidenotes)
      Lucid Dream

      (Another short but sweet entry about a lucid dream. I think I may have become lucid due to a false awakening but I am not sure. The past month or two, I have noticed that I become nearly automatically lucid when I experiencing a false awakening.)

      Things were a tiny bit blurry at first. I was a bit hesitant but told myself I was dreaming so I did a reality check (poke finger through palm of hand) and it did not work I don't think but I KNEW I was dreaming. Things were a bit blurry so I rubbed my hands together and told myself I was dreaming and I could see my vision slowly become clear and a bit vivid. It was one of the first times I honestly noticed the difference. I got out of bed and walked into the living room where there was a random dog curled up on the floor. I looked at him/her and thought that if I snapped my fingers, they would be gone because I didn't want them there and wanted to see what would happen. I snapped my fingers and the dogs back end disappeared but it's head and maybe tail (which was attached to its head) was still there. I carried on, told myself I was dreaming and rubbed my hands which helped AGAIN. I finally got to the porch where my Mom was sitting in the car. She tried telling me to wake up. I didn't want to and was about to leave whens he just kind of demanded "WAKE UP!" and a few moments later, I lost my lucid.
    4. Crazy Train

      by , 09-18-2011 at 09:10 PM (Land of Amanda's Head)
      Non-Lucid
      (Side Notes)
      Lucid

      (I am just going to post some small fragments from a dream I had last night and the day before.)

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      - I was brought to a semi-dumpy psychiatric hospital. I remember screaming and crying because I knew they were going to do experiments on me and use pills isolation to try to alter my mind and personality.

      - I was in a medium sized dorm room, except my bed was in a rectangular nook area. I looked to my side and saw a black guy laying in the bed next to me and I remember asking: "They let boys and girls stay in the same rooms together?" then I said how I didn't mean that in some perverted way. He smiled and said yes, then went to sleep.

      - I was in a large office. A head psychologist who I'd been fighting with off and on about treatments was talking with me when I guess I collapsed and was coughing up blood and blood was also oozing out of my head. I remember him saying that I had some sort of infection and that the only way to get rid of it was...for him to find a dried up hornets nest, pee on it then shove it in my mouth??? My P.O.V was like I was watching a movie, then switched back to first person view where I noticed the hornets nest in my mouth and yanked it out. I started screaming how he was crazy and I remember (as if I had another body) thinking that he felt horrible about what he was doing and was scared I was going to die.

      I don't remember much else from that


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      - I was on a plane full of people and someone had a gun. They were going around picking people to shoot off and I eventually got shot int he shoulder ( I think ).


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      (From the 16th or 17th, I believe this was...)

      - False awakening. I woke up in bed, looked around and came to the conclusion that I was dreaming. I did the "poke finger in hand" RC and it worked. I plugged my nose and I could breathe, so I decided to move onward. I walked through my house and out to the car where I drove into town (which changed to a complete different town) and ended up waking up for real a few moments after.
    5. doh doh doh!

      by , 06-07-2011 at 04:19 PM (Land of Amanda's Head)
      I am pleasantly surprised with the amount of lucid dreams I've been having these past couple weeks. I am not sure if it's the binaural beats I listened to a couples times before sleeping or the "mantra" I recited to myself nearly every night before I hit the sack.


      I did not become lucid due to a false awakening for once! I was in the bathroom just sitting on the toilet doing nothing when I suddenly said to myself "I am dreaming!" I sat for a moment and just told myself that it was a dream and then I looked at my hands; they looked fine though my vision was a bit blurry. I then got up and looked in the mirror remembering that we don't look the same or at least "messed up" in lucid dreams. My my nose and mouth were to the side in a weird position so I knew then I was really dreaming. I did one last check by poking my finger through my palm which actually kind of hurt, but it slowly sank through. I told myself to stay calm and took a few deep breaths so I didn't get over excited and lose lucidity.

      Next, I did what I always seem to do after becoming lucid. I tried summoning Howie D. from the Backstreet Boys LOL. I thought I had better chances since I just saw NKOTBSB in concert saturday. Sadly, i did not get Howie but a random guy dressed as a police officer appeared behind me. I tried to touch him but my hand went through him. My eyes were starting to close and I knew I was preparing to wake up so I took some more deep breaths and spun in a circle slowly. I tried touching the guy again and I could feel him and that's when I remember yelling out in my dream "OH MY GOD I CAN FEEL YOU! I CAN FEEL YOUUUUU!" The guy laughed and had this look of "what the hell is wrong with this chick..." on his face. Not much happened after that and I eventually slipped into a regular dream.


      on a side-note: at the hotel, I did have a lucid dream like that but it was triggered by a false awakening. I am slowly making progress and I think not obsessing over it in waking life has helped. I haven't made it far "control" wise but I really want to work on summoning people before I try to fly around and wreak havoc by doing crazy things.
    6. A Quickie..

      by , 05-28-2011 at 03:55 PM (Land of Amanda's Head)
      This is one of my usual brief encounters with the lucid world.
      All that happened was I walked into my bedroom and immediately said out loud "I am dreaming!" I became happy and walked to the kitchen where I spun around a few times which was a bad choice because my dream body became groggy and I pretty much faded into a regular dream right after.
    7. Boom Bang Lucidity!

      by , 05-26-2011 at 04:37 PM (Land of Amanda's Head)
      Though it was not an amazing lucid and quiet brief, I still had one!


      I woke up in bed and instantly thought to myself that it was a dream and I become excited. I remained calm and did a few reality checks - though my vision became dark as if I was getting ready to wake up for real, I did the good old finger through the palm trick and it felt...Weird... It kind of hurt but I could slowly feel my finger tearing away at the skin and sinking through my palm. So much for the painless "Like a ghost" feeling LOL. I looked to my hands butI couldn't see them yet I could feel them moving around in front of my face. I turned onto my beck and looked around a bit and everything was brightly lit and my TV was off. I sleep with it on so that was another giveaway. I did one more check of the hands and realized they were slightly blurry and I had 6 fingers on one hand LOL. I almost lost lucidity then because I didn't realize at first that it was abnormal. I never thought of doing the nose plug check, darn it... As I turned onto my right side, preparing to get up - I made sure to tell myself not to get too excited or I'd wake up. I had to keep cool. I gradually forced myself out of bed with a little struggle; my dream body was starting to become slow and heavy and my vision was blurring and darkening, alerting me that I would be waking up soon so I had to do something. I rubbed my hands together and for once, it actually worked! My vision became a bit more clearer and my body wasn't as saggy. I rubbed my hands some more then opened my bedroom door thinking to myself "Cash cash will be out there!" hoping it would summon them, but no such luck. It was daytime and I began wondering if it was really a dream or not. I kept my focus and wandered into the kitchen where my Brother was making a meal at the stove (What a shocker...) he was making really perverted comments to me and I was highly freaked out. I started noticing a weird..lump in the back of my pants as if I had crapped myself or was wearing a diaper...how odd. I do not remember if I walked out the front door, but I was now on the lawn and thinking about figuring out what was in my pants because it felt uncomfortable. I managed to make it tot he edge of the lawn guarding my Neighbors house before the LD faded into a regular dream.

      Definitely nothing special. I was super disappointed that I couldn't use any powers in the LD but I am happy I've finally had one and stayed lucid longer. I am slowly getting there. I am now debating whether I should write up my regular dream(s) or not. I really can't be bothered to right now teehe. I am now noticing that I tend to become lucid during false awakenings.
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    8. Backstreet Boys and Mainstreet!

      by , 05-23-2011 at 12:05 AM (Land of Amanda's Head)
      Non-Lucid
      (Side Notes)

      ( May 20th, 2011 - I have to say this dream is extremely scattered and pretty annoying to read. I remembered very little so I just blabbered on and on trying to fit some things together.)




      I remember in one, I was on an Island (not like a remote island in the middle of nowhere. More like...A place like Hawaii..) part of it, I remember chasing the Backstreet Boys down a street and hugging Howie, then I screamed “ I'm fat Nick, so slow down.” even though he wasn't far ahead. Sarcastic humor ftw! They laughed then Nick turned around, wrapped his arms around me and picked me up to twirl me in a hug. He even said I love you! I think it happened twice in my twice that I hugged Howie and Nick. They walked under a bridge and disappeared. There was a group of people on some sort of stands to my right and one girl asked who they (BSB) were and I just sang “Backstreet's Back, Alright!”

      At some point, I was standing line with a bunch of girls and we were attempting to sing and do the dance to everybody. I sang badly and the girls next to me barely sang and we failed. I ended up hurting my knee somehow and I was laying on the ground with a bunch of people around me; one guy holding my knee in place so I couldn't hurt it more. I remember crying and asking where the ambulance was but they said something about being too far on the island for one to come so we waited for a helicopter or a boat...idk...someone landed on my knee at some point and people laughed. Kind of happy that finally in my dreams, people help me and worry when I get hurt instead of ignoring me like they used to in em.

      I had a school related dream and I don't remember a lot at all.

      In another, I was with some kid and I think he had the hots for me...don't remember a whole lot except for laying on my stomach on the floor and wondering if he was going to..do my butt... By that point, I had walked to a door cuz he had to check on some kids and his father was coming and we wanted to get the kids to greet him. I stood in the doorway and remember screaming something like “hey all you beautiful blonde kids, go have fun!” and some girl smiled and idk... then we went outside with neighbors so his dad wouldnt catch me and yeah..


      I REMEMBER RYAN FROM CELTIC THUNDER WAS IN ANUDDER DREAM! It was some big room with a bunch of table desks..I was walking around outside and there was a “vending” machine by the entrance with cigarettes sticking out and I picked one but someone with me said no cuz they wanted to check and see if it was a good one...then I picked another and it like...exploded in my face or the tobacco shit from inside got in my face so I went back through the room, to a door that lead to stairs. I went down one flight. Took a short left and down another until I found a bathroom called “Men” and idk why I entered but I did. Two stalls, very narrow, small sink to the left. I went to the sink as a girl came out of the left stall and she was black..very gross floor cuz there was urine and poop on it. I washed my face off then left... saw a “teacher” standing infront of all the table desks and we had these little pamphlets we were suppose to write in a bout a certain country and I wanted Ireland but they said something like “Oh it's taken” or some shit about me not being from there. I wanted to see Ryan but Ic ouldn't so I just..left.. then I was outside by lahouts here in lincoln and it was dark, deserted, and wet outside. It was suddenly chrismas eve with no snow and I guess it was a tradition to play outside at night as a kid the day before christmas..weird shit...I wanted to lay and cry and wait for Ryan so I sat in a chair near the steps. A woman close by started screaming and I looked and saw a kid (about 7-9 years old) jumping into a stroller and attacking a baby. The mom started crying and I did too..then people from nearby started running up to them to help...I walked across the street to where that mall shit is and waited until I saw mom walk out with a container in her hands with yummy food and she walked across to the mall parking lot and...yeah..then it ended..


      I almost had a lucid dream. I remember laying in bed and I had my eyes partially closed but I could see my room and I was seeing weird shit as if I was slipping into a dream. I kept slipping in and out and I remember recording with my camera and feeling cool that I was controlling that shit....I am pretty sure it was a false awakening as I honestly thought I was awake and shit LOL.
    9. Demented Asylum

      by , 05-22-2011 at 11:57 PM (Land of Amanda's Head)
      Non-Lucid
      (Side Notes)


      May 19th, 2011 - I will try my best to remember my dream. I am not capable of remembering full things so I can have loads of paragraphs on it, but I can have minor bits and pieces that will help improve my memory and dream recall. These are in no specific order unless I state so.


      I remember being in a hotel room and Mom telling me she got me an Agent of some sort and that I was going to meet them in a few days to discuss possible acting gigs. There was a paper with a line I had to practice but I can not remember what it was. I do remember at some point saying “I'll be waking up soon anyways. This is just a dream!” or something along those lines, but I did not become lucid. It then skipped a bit to where I was in some sort of psychiatric hospital ( more like the psyh. ward in a prison.) I think I was originally supposed to be shooting a scene or meeting with some big wigs because of the Agent mom got me previously, but that changed. If I remember correctly, I had a white t-shirt on under some sort of button-up smock of a dark greenish color ( like the strong-hold clothes they make suicidal people wear at the hospital in Concord) and pants made of the same thick material. A guard who was dressed in a uniform that resembled deputies in small country towns (greenish colored) were about with batons/night-sticks. There were two different executions going on but I am not sure if they were jokes or not though I did get the sense in my dream that they were joking. I had to use the bathroom so I headed to the communal one and I remember being in a narrow stall going pee-pee. Some random people were leaving as I went. I started feeling tired in my dream as I usually do when I am close to waking up. A guard with blonde hair twirling a night-stick came in to see why was taking so long. He almost resembled a semi-younger version of Anthony Michael Hall, but a pointier nose like Patrick Wilson's. It took me a couple minutes to wipe myself because I was weak and tired. At that point, another guard – a black one – came in and was about to open the side of the stall but I screamed:

      “Don't come in, I'm naked!” As a joke

      I flushed the toilet then waltzed out of the stall and yelled “free ballin” . I was fully clothed and magically wearing some sort of black spandex type pants. The black guard left and the other one watched as I washed my hands. I think he made a few cracks about taking too long to rinse my hands and about taking too much paper towels which was when I said I liked to use a lot. I remember talking to him about not remembering much about why I was there and I think he thought I was a tranny because he was talking about something....and motioning to his neck as if I had an adam's apple. I said something like

      “Well I can't remember a whole lot due to my accident...” and at that point, we walked down the hall where a few “patients” and a guard were gathered. Someone was wrapped up like a mummy and hanging by their neck. The Guard chopped the persons head off and it rolled to the ground. I remember jumping back and being scared while the guard escorting me continued walking. I had to squeeze between the dead body and patients, then step around the head when a girl screamed “BOO!” and I muttered something like “stop you fucking whore”. I woke up a few minutes later.

      Very odd dream indeed. I am really hoping to improve my dream recall and have more vivid dreams because I am really ticked off at the fact that I can only remember small fragments. It's hard describing them that way.