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Non-Lucid
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Lucid Dream
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(Holy shit...TWO lucid dreams in one night? Wow...I'm getting lucky!)


Well this is how it starts -

I was at school waiting for a delivery. A Teacher was preparing a pizza and chinese food my mom and I. Apparently "Casper" (the friendly ghost)
had ordered it. I remember said Teacher came out all "casper! Casper, where are you?" And I thought it was funny. Then she tried to give me the food and I for some reason, freaked out a little and left. I was wandering around the parking lot upset and wanting to go home then I heard the Backstreet Boys and "remembered" that they were there for some reason. I walked to where I thought they were, couldn't see them...so I turned around THEN I realized "I am dreaming! This is just a dream!" Which immediately led to a false awakening.

I woke up in bed. It was dark. I knew I was dreaming and I was clam for once. I sat up (and sometimes in my LD's, things seem...heavy...or slower. Like there's a resistance to my movement or thought process.) I decided to do a reality check and instead of my typical poke-finger-through-palm, I pinched my head and it didn't hurt. It felt numb, though. I got up and decided to walk THROUGH my bedroom door. I focused really hard in my head that I'd walk through it and stared at it all while keeping my breathing even so I didn't get too excited...

AND I WENT THROUGH! There was a tiny bit of resistance and heaviness, but I walked through my door!


The living room was dark and there are some really nasty bits that happened regarding a random dog but I will leave those out.

I made it outside and hopped into the car. I drove off my road and to a bridge near where you turn ONTO my road. I decided to summon someone. I was feeling a bit tired, so I did have random moments of rubbing my hands together and spinning in a circle outside the car to prolong lucidity.

Even though i couldn't see from my peripheral, there was a guy sitting next to me. I guess my dream-self felt frisky because I remember grabbing his crotch and he said something like "woah, kid" or "watch it, kid" and I got scared thinking I was somehow a little kid...

Then he like leaned in and started kissing me. And it ended.



I ended up waking up for real and looked at the clock, then went back to sleep.

I believe this LD was also from a false awakening, so i just hurried and went outside. My neighbor across the street was out and I remember feeling paranoid she was studying me. I hopped in the car and it wouldn't start. I sat for what felt like 10 minutes trying to start it and feeling annoyed because I wanted to continue with the dream.

Then I remember going to the lawn and there was an old station wagon there, so i got in. There were people I didn't really know in it but they felt as if they were supposed to be family. I looked in the rear-view mirror and I did look a bit odd, so i decided I wanted to be pretty. I changed my looks. I stared into the mirror and focused as I like...morphed my face. It wasn't working too good cuz I kept looking really weird, so i decided I wanted to base my looks off of ariana grande, so i got a picture out (and she didn't looked quite the same as she does irl, but still pretty) and took a few minutes to help get a face I liked.


(I ended up waking up not long after. I have had some random and short LD's these past few months that I never bothered to post. I am really happy and proud of myself though! I get them without even trying, really. They are slowly lastly longer and I finally am able to do things or have "powers" in them. I am excited and can't wait become even better at this! xD)

Non-Lucid
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Lucid Dream

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(I had multiple dreams last night but this is the one I remember the most.)

It involved a shooting at the school I used to attend. I remember at the beginning, I was in a classroom and I was so paranoid. I was yelling at people to get down and away from the windows because there was a sniper. People ignored me for awhile. I was on the phone with a Cop who I was apparently close to and explaining what was going on. I do remember we kept switching between classrooms and I was so scared because no one had any idea where the shooter(s) were. I guess I had gotten shot because I remember clutching my chest and freaking out, but there was no pain or blood. I remember that at some point, I was worried about my Mom. I had told her what was going on and she was with me in a classroom at some point but left even though I told her there was a sniper out there.

This is where it got odd. After all the room switching, we were heading to the cafeteria to eat. Teacher's came to the door and escorted us out, screaming for us to run. i was slow since I had been "shot" and remember thinking how I couldn't breathe and that it hurt even though I didn't notice those things physically. Before I entered the lunch room, someone went to hand me something but I couldn't see. My right eye was completely dark but my left... I could see just the hallway but no one around me or what the person was waving in front of me. I got to the lunchroom (which was shockingly full) and realized I had no money to pay. I talked to the guy that handles peoples account and rings you up and I guess there was this computer where (in real life) the microwaves are and some guy helped me sort it. I guess you touched the screen and were given a random snack thing (mine was skittles...and...milk or something else). I wasn't sure what it was for, but I went into the area where you get your food and couldn't really grasp what to do. i didn't know if you needed to get those specific snacks or if had to get a meal that equaled the amount of said snacks. I just looked around and grabbed a random drink then got caught on what food to get. There was this odd looking fruit salad that was a mash up of...fruit and..something nasty that doesn't go with it.

After that, I can't remember much else. I do remember walking out of the front doors and expecting police. I woke up not long after that.

Non-Lucid
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Lucid Dream

(Another short but sweet entry about a lucid dream. I think I may have become lucid due to a false awakening but I am not sure. The past month or two, I have noticed that I become nearly automatically lucid when I experiencing a false awakening.)

Things were a tiny bit blurry at first. I was a bit hesitant but told myself I was dreaming so I did a reality check (poke finger through palm of hand) and it did not work I don't think but I KNEW I was dreaming. Things were a bit blurry so I rubbed my hands together and told myself I was dreaming and I could see my vision slowly become clear and a bit vivid. It was one of the first times I honestly noticed the difference. I got out of bed and walked into the living room where there was a random dog curled up on the floor. I looked at him/her and thought that if I snapped my fingers, they would be gone because I didn't want them there and wanted to see what would happen. I snapped my fingers and the dogs back end disappeared but it's head and maybe tail (which was attached to its head) was still there. I carried on, told myself I was dreaming and rubbed my hands which helped AGAIN. I finally got to the porch where my Mom was sitting in the car. She tried telling me to wake up. I didn't want to and was about to leave whens he just kind of demanded "WAKE UP!" and a few moments later, I lost my lucid.

Non-Lucid
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Lucid

(I am just going to post some small fragments from a dream I had last night and the day before.)

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- I was brought to a semi-dumpy psychiatric hospital. I remember screaming and crying because I knew they were going to do experiments on me and use pills isolation to try to alter my mind and personality.

- I was in a medium sized dorm room, except my bed was in a rectangular nook area. I looked to my side and saw a black guy laying in the bed next to me and I remember asking: "They let boys and girls stay in the same rooms together?" then I said how I didn't mean that in some perverted way. He smiled and said yes, then went to sleep.

- I was in a large office. A head psychologist who I'd been fighting with off and on about treatments was talking with me when I guess I collapsed and was coughing up blood and blood was also oozing out of my head. I remember him saying that I had some sort of infection and that the only way to get rid of it was...for him to find a dried up hornets nest, pee on it then shove it in my mouth??? My P.O.V was like I was watching a movie, then switched back to first person view where I noticed the hornets nest in my mouth and yanked it out. I started screaming how he was crazy and I remember (as if I had another body) thinking that he felt horrible about what he was doing and was scared I was going to die.

I don't remember much else from that


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- I was on a plane full of people and someone had a gun. They were going around picking people to shoot off and I eventually got shot int he shoulder ( I think ).


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(From the 16th or 17th, I believe this was...)

- False awakening. I woke up in bed, looked around and came to the conclusion that I was dreaming. I did the "poke finger in hand" RC and it worked. I plugged my nose and I could breathe, so I decided to move onward. I walked through my house and out to the car where I drove into town (which changed to a complete different town) and ended up waking up for real a few moments after.

I am pleasantly surprised with the amount of lucid dreams I've been having these past couple weeks. I am not sure if it's the binaural beats I listened to a couples times before sleeping or the "mantra" I recited to myself nearly every night before I hit the sack.


I did not become lucid due to a false awakening for once! I was in the bathroom just sitting on the toilet doing nothing when I suddenly said to myself "I am dreaming!" I sat for a moment and just told myself that it was a dream and then I looked at my hands; they looked fine though my vision was a bit blurry. I then got up and looked in the mirror remembering that we don't look the same or at least "messed up" in lucid dreams. My my nose and mouth were to the side in a weird position so I knew then I was really dreaming. I did one last check by poking my finger through my palm which actually kind of hurt, but it slowly sank through. I told myself to stay calm and took a few deep breaths so I didn't get over excited and lose lucidity.

Next, I did what I always seem to do after becoming lucid. I tried summoning Howie D. from the Backstreet Boys LOL. I thought I had better chances since I just saw NKOTBSB in concert saturday. Sadly, i did not get Howie but a random guy dressed as a police officer appeared behind me. I tried to touch him but my hand went through him. My eyes were starting to close and I knew I was preparing to wake up so I took some more deep breaths and spun in a circle slowly. I tried touching the guy again and I could feel him and that's when I remember yelling out in my dream "OH MY GOD I CAN FEEL YOU! I CAN FEEL YOUUUUU!" The guy laughed and had this look of "what the hell is wrong with this chick..." on his face. Not much happened after that and I eventually slipped into a regular dream.

on a side-note: at the hotel, I did have a lucid dream like that but it was triggered by a false awakening. I am slowly making progress and I think not obsessing over it in waking life has helped. I haven't made it far "control" wise but I really want to work on summoning people before I try to fly around and wreak havoc by doing crazy things.

This is one of my usual brief encounters with the lucid world.
All that happened was I walked into my bedroom and immediately said out loud "I am dreaming!" I became happy and walked to the kitchen where I spun around a few times which was a bad choice because my dream body became groggy and I pretty much faded into a regular dream right after.

Though it was not an amazing lucid and quiet brief, I still had one!


I woke up in bed and instantly thought to myself that it was a dream and I become excited. I remained calm and did a few reality checks - though my vision became dark as if I was getting ready to wake up for real, I did the good old finger through the palm trick and it felt...Weird... It kind of hurt but I could slowly feel my finger tearing away at the skin and sinking through my palm. So much for the painless "Like a ghost" feeling LOL. I looked to my hands butI couldn't see them yet I could feel them moving around in front of my face. I turned onto my beck and looked around a bit and everything was brightly lit and my TV was off. I sleep with it on so that was another giveaway. I did one more check of the hands and realized they were slightly blurry and I had 6 fingers on one hand LOL. I almost lost lucidity then because I didn't realize at first that it was abnormal. I never thought of doing the nose plug check, darn it... As I turned onto my right side, preparing to get up - I made sure to tell myself not to get too excited or I'd wake up. I had to keep cool. I gradually forced myself out of bed with a little struggle; my dream body was starting to become slow and heavy and my vision was blurring and darkening, alerting me that I would be waking up soon so I had to do something. I rubbed my hands together and for once, it actually worked! My vision became a bit more clearer and my body wasn't as saggy. I rubbed my hands some more then opened my bedroom door thinking to myself "Cash cash will be out there!" hoping it would summon them, but no such luck. It was daytime and I began wondering if it was really a dream or not. I kept my focus and wandered into the kitchen where my Brother was making a meal at the stove (What a shocker...) he was making really perverted comments to me and I was highly freaked out. I started noticing a weird..lump in the back of my pants as if I had crapped myself or was wearing a diaper...how odd. I do not remember if I walked out the front door, but I was now on the lawn and thinking about figuring out what was in my pants because it felt uncomfortable. I managed to make it tot he edge of the lawn guarding my Neighbors house before the LD faded into a regular dream.

Definitely nothing special. I was super disappointed that I couldn't use any powers in the LD but I am happy I've finally had one and stayed lucid longer. I am slowly getting there. I am now debating whether I should write up my regular dream(s) or not. I really can't be bothered to right now teehe. I am now noticing that I tend to become lucid during false awakenings.