threeamdreamer

More a vision of something than a dream. a creek a foundation of a house soft mud and leaves and concern over soft ground although the foundation seems to be solid even more so than the unevenly hard creek surrounding ground/very simple but very clear

I had a dream of something and all I remember of the first part is a little of somethnig with a lot of something else or the reverse(odd I know) but then I remember this...I was in a jewelry store and I took a ring from the case and wrote on it I LOVE YOU with a heart and then I gave it back(the writing was secret somehow and I was not suppose to write on it like that) . Then I looked for the ring again afraid someone would find it and I would get in trouble/maybe I could buy it or maybe I could rub the writing off..but it was gone and nowhere to be found. Maybe they would think I stole it I don't know. What happened to it. My ring and the writing on it disappeared for some reason. The ring was much like if not exactly like my wedding band. The setting was a pretty nice jewelry store with many people shopping.

ok so i went lucid finally, I think it has been a month, I was sitting and one of four people sitting in a square and I realized I was dreaming so I wanted to increase the clarity and remembered one way people do this is by rubbing there hands together so I did that several times and it did seem to help and then I lost conciousness and drifted to sleep or awake I dont remember. It was a non eventful lucid dream but heavily symbolic and a solid start to bigger and better things(symbolism of a square, the number four etc)

there is a change in the style of my dreams now or my recall regarding personally knowing the charactors more and more

me and a friend and some others are in his house(old youth friend) and we are just hanging around but my dog is in the house and then my dog growls at my old friend and then my friend to prove he is alpha/after all its his house we are in starts to discipline my dog but overboard and then my dog wont back down and he starts slapping my dog into submission and my dog runs off but is still barring teeth and not submitted

I saw a family concerned about some of their dogs fighting today outdoors and they appeared not to know what to do and were treating the dogs harshly/ animals taking care of animals imo

interesting thing is my old friend in this dream is the brother of my old girlfriend in the previous dream and two seperate nights

recall is improving

so I was in a room full of people and I was socializing and my old girlfriend was there who I know longer knew well and she was divorcing her husband and so she was friendly/flirty and touchy feely(warm hugs) and I started to have special feelings for her again and then we began briefly to dance and I asked her...so your getting a divorce huh and it was like this weird feeling of not being as close as we felt surfaced because obviously I did not know her well enough to know her situations so all we were feeling was probably an illusion so anyway here was the kicker

she looks down at her leg and tells me she has cancer on her knee...........then I realize that she is getting social support from old friends and such and that was what this was all about and then she looked fat and turned into an obese person(she was previously very fit) and then another bigger person and even I became bigger and I was no longer under the illusion of possabilities with her but just of a good friendship and then we three(not sure who else it was) sat down together on a couch or bench and just kinda looked forward

had a dream where my dad was teaching at a chalk board however he was a false teacher and then i started to think it was not really my dad although it was? (starting to have dream cues again) but I did not go lucid so then I hear a phone ring(the chalkboard and my false dad teacher were outdoors by the way) so anyway I hear the phone ring and answer it and it is really my dad/ interesting(delayed recorded dream)

An auditorium, dark with rising seats and ceiling,with stage rounding low but off the floor, with a wonderful lady dressed like dorothy, no like alice, no like both singing, clapping, glowing from the spotlight, reflecting like the moon..Now the conductor of the instruments, play, and singer on the floor, a woman with a stick, directing,conducting the stage and the lady up high, the audience in the darkness, now watching, now listening, now mind wandering, going on living their life, without the singing lady nothing would work because its a musical, a dance of life, the mother of the dance alone but cheerful, and actress performing, doing her best, sacrificing beautifully, now getting attention, now guiding, now singing, alone, reflecting love, now judged, now laughed at, now admired, never fully appreciated but always beautiful,always facilitating the play, the audience and working with and by the conductress/director. Now Im in the play, now I'm in the audience, Now I'm finding money, Now Im asking for advice from the old actor wise one who gives flawed knowledge as I participate in the play. She watches, she sings, she loves all. She is not overdone because her love shines thru to genuine. She is the mother of the play, the dance, the musical, the auditorium. It is dark except the lit rounded stageway off the floor on which is the musicians and the conductress. It is dark in the rising chairs but high above she is lit and reflects the light as the moon and loves and gives and is loved by me.