threeamdreamer

Ok so I started last night(again) to dedicate myself to being more into my dreams and lucidity. I had two recalled vivid dreams last night but I didnt write them right away. All is not lost though. Remembering that I had two dreams and some of the details of one right after I rededicated is fast progress for me. Things must be improving. This dream was a little scary. I had a knife and was accepted into some group(my knife was special) and then later in the dream the 5 or so people decided not accept me any longer and they were going to outkast me as they were making this decision. They as a group also had a knife(symbolic as was mine) and they were going to use it to "cut" me from the group. As I prepared to secretly defend myself they also prepared to secretly cut me from the group. I had another dream and it was longer more vivid more intenst but I forgot it.

About a week ago I had a dream about my son and I at the entrance of a carnival, fair, amusement park, adventureland(without the water) type of place. We were trying to find a way in but everything was blocked and we wondered how everyone was entering. There was a little glass box warmer.........the kind you may see rotiserie chickens in or maybe some popcorn or some fried chicken on shelves staying warm. This warmer was for fried chicken and at the bottom of the warmer was a rectangular opening where you might reach in and up and get some chicken or put some in there or clean the bottom of the glass or whatever and the opening was on both sides. From where we were to the inside of the place we were trying to get into. My son goes into the glass warmer opening and out the other side. I have an aversion to that because I don't want to get greasy and it looks to small. Somehow I get into the park or whatever by going thru the warmer or maybe over a rail. I get in and my son is missing. I walk around a little concerned but still enjoying the sites. I watch a little play sitting on bleachers and then see some juglers or clowns or different types of entertainers walking around and I can't find my son. I get worried and then see some friends of mine who are in security occupations and then I get really worried because I know I have somehow lost my son.

This dream comes from my waking life and I see it as a dream warning to help me be cautious about things and it relates in a way to concerns that are current in my life