threeamdreamer

so I was in a room full of people and I was socializing and my old girlfriend was there who I know longer knew well and she was divorcing her husband and so she was friendly/flirty and touchy feely(warm hugs) and I started to have special feelings for her again and then we began briefly to dance and I asked her...so your getting a divorce huh and it was like this weird feeling of not being as close as we felt surfaced because obviously I did not know her well enough to know her situations so all we were feeling was probably an illusion so anyway here was the kicker

she looks down at her leg and tells me she has cancer on her knee...........then I realize that she is getting social support from old friends and such and that was what this was all about and then she looked fat and turned into an obese person(she was previously very fit) and then another bigger person and even I became bigger and I was no longer under the illusion of possabilities with her but just of a good friendship and then we three(not sure who else it was) sat down together on a couch or bench and just kinda looked forward