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    Trapped

    by , 04-13-2013 at 03:30 PM (604 Views)
    I cannot remember much detail of this dream. A new paragraph signifies me waking up, but still in the dream.

    I'm with my boyfriend and I am eating something when I begin to choke. I grab my throat with my hands and try to gasp for air. I'm trying to signal him to help me, but he just stands and stares with a half-smile on his face. This isn't like him whatsoever, but I do not think of the fact that I am dreaming.

    I wake up. I am in a strange house, but at the same time it feels familiar. I am surrounded by a handfull of strange people, but they feel familiar as well. The lighting of the dream is dark and eerie, and I have an uneasy feeling. (I forget a lot of what goes on at this point.)

    I wake up. I am in the same house, waking up to a weird man who looks like he is a carnie. (I forget a lot of what goes on at this point.) Next thing I can remember, I am walking through a wooded, outdoors-looking hallway, but it's inside the house. I come upon a huge snake that is hissing at me. I panic, but I pick up the snake and throw it into a stream that is also inside the house.. I walk through a maze, which is ALSO a part of the house, and come back into the room in which I woke up. At this point, I'm starting to realize that something is off.

    I wake up. I am in the same exact room as my awakening before, and I wake up from the same sleeping location (bed, couch, i can't really remember which specifically.) Something is very wrong, though. Someone is there and they are trying to attack. I get up, run through the same forested alleyway, but I run into the snake again. However, this time, the snakes body has split in two making it a snake with one head and two bodies. I pick the snake up once again and throw it. This time, it is much heavier and much longer. I run towards the maze, and jump inside of it. I am getting panicky for it's hard for me to find my way out. (The only way back into the house is through the maze.) I finally make it back into the house.

    I wake up. This time, I know I'm dreaming. So I think to myself "I must do something different," so I do not get up. Instead, I cover myself up and try my best to wake myself up. I try yelling "wake up, Hannah, wake up" but to no avail. It is impossible for me to scream at this point. I begin kicking my legs when I realize that I feel trapped inside my blankets, like tightly wrapped up and tangled.

    I wake up. I am in the same bed, but do not realize that I'm still in the dream. I think to myself "Oh finally. I'm awake. That was terrible."
    But then I see the face of the man from the dream, and I quickly look around me to realize that I am still in the house from the dream, so I know I am still dreaming. I cover myself back up and try my best to remember where in real life I fell asleep- where, in reality, am I laying right now? Then I remember- I fell asleep at my boyfriends house, in his bed, beside him. So I begin to (try) to yell "Zack, Zack wake me up. Please, Zack, get me out of here. Help me. Wake me up." But my speech is so slow and warped, and it takes all of my energy to make sound.

    I wake up, but for real this time. I am confused and disoriented, and for a few seconds I do not recognize the room around me, but later came to and realized that I am back in my boyfriends bed. I also realize I am sitting straight up, panting, and my head is absolutely spinning with a terrible headache. He is awake with his arms around me, which was most comforting. I felt like I had been asleep for ages, and that the dream lasted forever, but when I looked at the clock, I realize that I had only fallen asleep less than two hours ago.

    I have been having MANY of these types of nightmares lately. Draining ones, where I wake up and literally feel like I have fought a battle. All of my dreams have been nightmares, lately, too.

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    Comments

    1. NyxCC's Avatar
      Thanks for sharing this experience. I am the type of person that also tends to get a number of nightmares from time to time and maybe too often when compared to others?, but , well, everyone is different. However, I am slowly beginning to change this.

      What I have learned is to try to turn things around. Always take a step back to watch yourself, and see the positive in the situation, and always remember, you are learning how to change the situation to your advantage. Let's examine the situation:

      - Even though this was a nightmare, you were lucid for a moment, this is good
      - Lots of people get nightmares, some more often than others, the important thing is how we learn to deal with them
      - Over time and with experience you will learn to be more confident, here keeping a DJ of all experiences, and remembering positive LDs where you actually could change the situation will give you confidence in the future
      - Worst case scenario: sometimes dream control can fail, and the feelings we have can be intense and scary BUT if you manage to develop some detachment over time, you will be able to observe yourself even through the moments of intense fear and patiently wait for them to be over. In the end you will be back in your real bed.

      To sum it up: confidence, patience and learning from experience.

      Some dream examples from my DJ, also see discussion with gab.
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      Now a link to my favorite Dream control tutorial.

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      Updated 04-13-2013 at 06:39 PM by NyxCC