just chillin till I LD

Today I would not give up trying to become lucid, so I slept until 3. The problem is after each nap, I came close to forgetting the last one. Resulting in non lucidity as I out slept my REM cycle, and almost no recollection of my dreams.

I know that, I was almost lucid in my first dream. I asked M, if I should open something. Inside, was a $500 camera. I knew I would not be this lucky in RL , so as soon as I realized I was in a dream....I woke up! I pushed myself to go back to sleep, which did nothing for me.

-Pissed

this 1 made me dizzy wheni realized I could have used MILD , because I dreamed about the same subject I was thinking about before bed!

Anyway I went to the store and bought plenty of books on philosophy that one of my good friends, A, recommends. I remember being conscious about how much money I was spending, because it was directly linked to my amazon account. The books lacked appeal, but I planned to read them in order to reach a higher purpose in life. Later on, I was in a computer lab with a classmate(forget who, logical estimation) when I put my work away and took something out, My ipod. I started focusing on my friend, but I could see L with the corner of my eye. She came up and I tried to fake a surprised reaction. I jumped and she exhaled. She looked at me as if to say "what happened?". I said "I was about to say 'no'", or something along the stupid lines of that.A black kid or maybe it was a teacher was talking to her, but she finished her talk with me. She asked what was in my bag, when she saw her work, she was like "ya...no. this is why you got a B last time." i said "ok. " and we were in the library. she was gone, but I was approaching different tables with different friends. That is a tiny fragment I remember.

Next, I was in math class when J talked to me and she held the same eye contact as L. But once there was a fire alarm, she dashed. I tried to pretend to be a slow walker, so I could test her / slightly block her escape. She went past without a touch. I started running. I got out of the school, to find I was in an outside stage like setting, where students were in class. Once they saw me, they automatically knew it was a fire alarm that went off.

I still don't fully understand my dreams , but I know that L is a definite dream sign. A was an idea before bed , induced into my sleep. And G, I have not a clue.

Weeew another dream! this one takes place in somewhere cold.( I know this because G wanted me to look something up, said her brother used to do it in Minnesota, but here it would be snowing too much.)
Before this, M and I were at my house when I woke up and she came back , after seeing another guy. She said she would never see him again. She was apologizing the whole time, because were on vacation with G. I said "i'm just sorry you had to see him while we are on vacation." I asked if they did it, got no reply. I was planning on never eating again because I was so disgusted. While M was eating everything in sight. I thought o myself, maybe this is why I have this body and M and MG do not. They dealt with stress in the opposite unhealthy way. i took G to another store, and saw M come out from the one she was in, while I pretended to be interacting with G. I think she was wearing fishnets lol.I told her I knew it bc of how early she left, her fashion etc.Then I asked this guy while he was getting noodles (?) supposedly my brown-skinned brother, what he does when he's mad at M. He didn't reply. At school I was in drivers ed, RC talked a little bit . I didn't talk much. Then we were in the lobby of my school and RC approached me . I was cross-legged and rc standing up, some friends around. He asked how I did on the driver simulator. I had no idea what he was talking about, felt dizzy. Someone spat on me as they talked. Then I ask RC if he had a facebook /(knowing he did) and for his last name and he said "C..." he knew I knew the answers to my questions. Embarassed I asked a stupid question, I chased down another "friend" of mine v and asked the same questions, except learning from the last name incidence, I asked if I could add him, instead of what his ln was. He replied "yea!", he was very smiley which was a lil bit weird. I left school to find freshies running to their parents. I walked out seeing someone from the back look like L. I never found out who it was...then I kept walking home, but I didn't get far before I wished MG was there to walk me home , but I was a junior. A Dream character mom smiled at me sweetly. I smiled back, but had no idea why were smiling.Then we were getting chased I walked down l street and there were new restaurants placed down. i was trying to run home but I saw a fence and a man sitting in it. I said sorry prematurely, hew woke up and said ok but I was already out of sight. Ran through an alley . Then I became 4th person? Two guys chased this one killed him, with a cop around the corner. Then cop came back and she was a dumb one. She was like let's get this to her partner they screamed when they saw the two guys. They held a search and read notes but disbanded one because they author had no father. During a race, the cops also refereed, they started when a blonde girl had the lead. I was thinking "this is hilarious, these cops are perfect stereotypes, they ignore the evidence to just make cliche'd statements and then they were racist.! I think I might have woken up ? I then started my summer reads and realized "shit!" i have 2 books and packets, for some reason I thought I only had 1 and I waited last minute to read them .
Another dream sign I was brushing my teeth, and I have two sinks next to eachother, but the faucet was facing in the other direction, i didn't bother changing it.