just chillin till I LD

Not anywhere near the real thing. I won't get into dem details.

i've had many vivid dreams the past couple of nights with 3-4
Tonight I had dreams, but I can't remember them in chronological order so I will just record how I remembered them.
One dream my top and bottom teeth were crooked and had to get braces .
Another I saw my dean's sheets and passes on the street.
The last I was with Luke and we were planning on making an escape but I said he would drown me and he laughed and agreed.
I remembered later on I also dreamt of seeing J and her bf in the store. She was getting undressed and something slipped she smiled blushing and I didn't catch it but my dream rewinded the scene...I was in the mall holding a cute baby when the head falls off and it's a doll's head. I put the head back on and continue to hold it and percieve it as a real baby. I was getting undress and I stated turn around dude . I was too sexy. Another guy was talking about his sex drive and his inability to not want to rape things...a friend of mine said immature dude. he kept repeating that.

sitting at bench asking all them questions lol to Luke on is it because i'm ugly hell na. just replied i was normal walking from school. we saw cheerleaders walkin past . then they went back to where they originally came from.

took a nap today and had terrible recall, but I'll rewrite the notes I took. I was walking to class when I saw Dane. Walked past and entered the class. I was taking etymology then I left without notice to say hi to dane. btw, as I was in the class i heard D say hi to S.E. That's what made me go out there. I was talking about my birthday and D did not believe I was so old. I had a "wtf" moment because I was younger than the kids of my grade. Anyway, there was an after school bookclub which I went to and pretended I knew what my professor was talking about. I Facebooked him and found out he was an actor in a short film on youtube. Then I stole a lolipop from John and then I went in the store w/ him to get more. and took 2 but then didn't have the money for them...I left with both in my mouth. I was taking all the chocolate oreos. There were some with yellow frosting so I put them back and ate the rest. The club was cancelled.

i rejoined a class and kept getting called on. a different teacher was in it and they said a test was goiing to be today i was like wtf ;( kid had her painting in gym i was saying how great it looked and the teacher came over and said i need to see who did this . i was pointing at kid and she walked away then i said kid vocally. she said no and i asked myself why am i so gullible? then i found a young girl who was talking about bdays and i asked when it was the 9th. i asked if today was the 9th than i kept speaking to her in french. while my teacher translate "bon aniversaire!". we sang the song and i asked quel age a tu she replied i forget how old .then i rode my bike to my desk.

zaria thre fit at dean said i needed to see her why i was standing up counseler stood closer to fuentes and cntinued talking with boy zaria hit fuentes but she was nice about it. mom won lottery we told ellen but bot how much she interview portia who was in the same movie first mom said oh ses interviewing her wife? we webt shopping and at gmas tickled tony but tony lost weight on lwgs especially pointed it out. then we webt to get lottery money and it didnt work cuz 711 jipped us with pretzel. i was in french arguing with L stood up by hannah but teacher asked y i said bc french hasnt started then we played honeles top items i sat out coach said strt i played 2nd round and person hanging things on fence they sai vinny and i got electricyted grandma tellin me te youngest one is alwayz more important cuz theyre like a bby while tony was home

Today's recall featured the harmonious symphony of my piano keys. I was playing them at 3 a.m. in the dark to my sleeping roomate. Lmfao! And then I went into a different room because I suddenly became concerned with his ability to sleep. I came back and he was like can you turn and down? I had a waha moment and was like dude ! i didn't turn on the t.v. i "woke up" at 4 a.m. The beauty of it is even though I wasn't lucid I could tell I was closer to awareness because of my surrounding
yeeea.
tonight i will lucid !

playing game thought my time would run out but I was winning there were zonks. went on dv and found a cartoon after my pic. it was a moving animal picture. went to cb’s house and cb’s sister was talking about $. I had dif hair and worried about how it would look I was finishing and only brought $4 said I should’ve brought $20, sis said not enough . had ms b for study hall gage and someone were reading sex-ed/leisure books and I was reading the book from fresh yr. I said hi ms. b! she laughed I picked up her paper off the ground then saw bec and her friend. I asked her friend to ask y she was ignoring me she said she didn’t know but to add her on facebook and I asked how many friends she said 150 but she joined 3 days ago. I said I deactivated mine bc of technical difficulties. and she said oh

mr l was my study hall teacher but everyone liked his cooking we wanted to leave and I tooka plate the women scooted the food over to her and we talked about how to leave but I said he wudnt let us go together. I saw her facebook and she had all these ugly young pictures of her lol. she had them for attention but rarely got likes so I felt bad. then we had to do a project group left me so I ended up not finishing. Nolan was very funny and everyone kept saying “Aww” to his speech. he sounded mental to me. then I exited outside and sam said bye sierra. they wanted me to draw myself but I wanted to use a bigger nose which I couldn’t do. my hair was different. instead of drawing myself, I drew the piano and everyone left so I did too. sam was in car with another guy and I was entering the driver side. she said I didn’t fit the stereotype. I opened the car with my house locks and got confused. then she said you got it? she started driving and she was telling me brake grl! I was confused at why she was driving in the first place but she continued and I woke up. I took my foot off the brake but didn’t have it on the accelerator and the car accelerated into a stop sign in the middle of the street. + girl asked for 2 of my favorite donuts (said she'd save one for later) but ended up only geting one. tried to use the toilet m had to use it so i peed on both and had to clean it up. saw b and ignored her

dream recall lm cc class i was in turned into ll who hated me; oreo mcfurry told m we got oreos but they were black and i ate the cookie part went around my building dark and saw 2 couples having sex. turned around to see more and thats about it. i wanted to google people on cars etc so rushed up stairs- literally jumped up the back porch stairs- to do a rc and it failed. m wudnt come but other m wanted 5 dollars it was 12 and she was just calling.