dream fragment

I was rushing down the stairs to the high school cafeteria before the janitor locked the door. I knew what we were getting ready for , but I didn't say anything when my brother comes in with a list of people he'd already shot. I didn't know anyone on the list(3 people) but I wanted to quit right there. I got sick, then thought it was probably just a movie, but I didn't want to interact until I knew 100 percent. I got my things then ran to the field where a gay teacher was instructing the others (he was a part of the killers) I pretended to be a part of them and he called out everyone and hesitated on my name. "Vince!" "See you're good at this. You should be able to join." I found my way out but got lost. I dialed my pops and he told me I had to get back to the school. I saw my friend's mom (who I haven't met in RL) and she didn't believe I got lost. I just asked are you...Mom? Yes. She was quick to help, until she accused me of truancy. My brother was at the mall and he took his time leaving .

MR.lenning asked about my weekend said basic made up stuff. Like i went to church really late, talked to random person and rode my bike. he said was that all necessary? no? then told me to see how many other people sleep with there m. I read a girl's paper he wrote forgiven. And I read a part it had a "w/" as with. I thought how weird... then bre was talking to me i think she said to add her

sitting at bench asking all them questions lol to Luke on is it because i'm ugly hell na. just replied i was normal walking from school. we saw cheerleaders walkin past . then they went back to where they originally came from.

where we walked for no reason. i had 3 cokes in my bag and a little girl mentioned it in front of me . m talked about how unsafe it is in nola as we walked down red brick streets and got lost saw a drunk dude decided to turn.

so i got 3 very short fragments

1 green eyed baby named A - I got this from a book. Literally the letter A was the name. The darker one was G i think.

Sis was entering my apt.

I was eating ravioli

I was taller than Jb

wish I could remember more

this expectation thing is giving me blue balls. For real ! last night I wtb with a mantra. And I had a "lucid dream" not a magycial one.I did a nose plug reality check and I could breath so I thought "I'm dreaming" and then my heart pounded really quickly and I felt like I would wake up so I just concentrated and waited for the black to turn into something better. It did, and in a few seconds I could see a bunch of squares with trees and flashing colors. Better unexplained . Anyway I was still nervous my heartbeat would wake me up , but I could only see my dream, not get into it. It was like I was watching a t.v. with a very blurry image. Then I woke up and did another reality check which failed. But I remember thinking I should record that on my iphone so that I don't forget I was lucid in the morning.

I'm mad that I was never actually awake, and when I actually did wake up my recall wasn't as vivid. I can't remember the dream before my lucid. But I remember the two after it.

I followed a girl B and her friends to a camp across the river, located on a dark island.In order to reach it , one had to complete the obstacles. So copying B I just sort of glided across the balances etc. and made it. There I followed people and wanted to leave, I knew M would be worried. She came just as I was leaving and I didn't even ask "how?!" she managed to get across. Anyway a friend, alexi, said it's a camp kind of like college. I didn't get involved in the dancing but there was a gym with a couple of my peers. I finally found where people hid out during the summer. I found an old "Friend" j there and she didnt mention much but complemented another girl. It was weird because I ignored her mostly. She wasn't surprised I was there. Before I saw J, I was looking at how clean their bathrooms were . The other ones had blobs on the ground. I ran outside with just a towel and back and saw the Jule and talked about her with j's blonde friend. Juile is you know... was all I could get out.

At an old-western themed bar. Nina and F were above shouting to get beverages. I saw Nin and just exited but came back to help my sis win some money.

It was the first day of school. Location: movie theater. All my anxiety was relieved; I had the same friends with me. The same friends that in my dream world, I was so excited to see and interact with, in waking life I have no recollection of who they are. I just remember the feeling of relief that they brought to me, once I realized they were with me. I also had the saw a teacher from last year Ms. dr3am sign! But of course, I didn’t catch on. She made a joke to this idiot I went to school with. Initials BS. She asked if he “always whispered?” sarcastically. He was screaming at his almost-touching friends. I watched her and pretended to laugh, so she wouldn't be crushed. Then BS says ya or some shit like that. Now, I remember one of my “friends”. If I was lucid, I would have expected her to be a dream guide. So friendly, and I felt like I’d known her forever. She was a black woman with short hair and kind of chub. Said something about how I used to be so bad, and all the fun times we had together. I shook my head, pretending I remembered wth she was talking about. Next thing I know the group is in a local Walgreens. Laughing at what others are saying, when I spot Ms. looking at me. My initial thought was “she must think I’m a psychopath, the way I’m smiling.” So I get busy, quick. I tried to buy those chocolaty coins, but they were all opened. I ask the clerk and she said they were opened. I can’t help but wonder what that chocolate would have tasted like, what that taste may have initiated for me. After we finished, I started rapping, I guess. All I remember is being with his little kids and shaking Jaden’s hand and hugging Willow. Very weird, but each time I finished performing, I would check back on Ms. L for approval.

i was in a airport type place and there was a midnight showing going on. i started tearing up lmfao and the receptionist girl told me she didn't feel bad, because if I really wanted to go I would've bought a ticket. I agreed, but a few minutes later she came back with a ticket for me. skills! I said thank you and I wouldn't go if anything would happen to her. She assured me that she only gave me the ticket, because it was available. She was a lady from youtube.

M came and told me that her boss was selling books, which is really competitive and they had compromised her job after she made a mistake. I told her "at least, you weren't fired."

i was at my aunts, and she offered candy and some other treats. I took a purple nerds box . Then mg, jazzy and I left. We were writing something down and it was soo hazy in my car. I asked Jazzy if she had tape. She said ya, but I don't have. "scissors?" she needed scissors and tape to replace some text. She was upset because she thought she blurred the text .mg wanted to get home to eat...said if got home any later, g would not give her enough food. ha.

Had a false awakening. Woke up and had ~932091 notifications from M

My sleeping schedule was changed.
Went to bed...1AM
Woke Up...~5am
Ate breakfast,
Skated
WBTB...~12
Woke up ...2:30PM
worked on recall , wrote down fragments while I started on my dreams
=SUCCESS, I remembered a LOT more than I expected. Be patient with your mind.

The dreams? Well even though I'm very excited about what I did recall, everything that I rc are...fragments. The great part about them is that I know what order they came in.

M and myself were at a ski lodge/ restaurant- it was a very open environment, with friendly workers. We both took it all in , and then we were in a great mood so we began to laugh at the smallest things. The cashier sensed we were in a great mood, so he gave M brochures and recommended I apply to the job. I thought it was awesome but kept joking with M. Until M admitted that we did not live near the area. We got our sandwiches and ate. The breading was made out of apples, and after I took a bite out of it (wasn't bad) I looked around and saw a women, with sandwich with actual breading. I was disappointed M decided on this sub. I thought "wtf was she thinking...?" I told her and she said we can just come back later for the one I wanted. Problem was, I didn't know for sure what the woman had/ if I liked it anyway. We run through a teen hangout with old classmates of mine and I'm embarrassed. MG tells me we have to go so I suck it up. We get right past the lounge and we find an arcade where M enthusiastically offers me money to play. I decline. We're back and I see my old crush J, she's with her sister and I stop myself from approaching her, and tell myself to get over her. She steals a couple glances my way, so I get on the elevator and go to two floors , both deserted clothing/gift shops. The latter, I find a wig and run back to the elevator with it. When, I get back to the "main-dream floor" I find M and G and a random man, who is in our way with his suitcase. He asks where the wig is from, and says that he thought so , because I was a little too old for wigs. LOL This DC had attitude.M wanted to take me back to the sandwich shop, even though I declined. We went and I didn't try to read the menu! Tell*tale*sign* amiright? /skip ending fragment/ Bus I ran ,excited to get there first. M shouting 'i'm sitting w/ Vinny blahblah' driver says ok I will sit other people first. I was thinking 'ok. cool. w/e' while M was tripping balls. She screamed 'we need the 2nd seat!' then I covered up for her saying no it's fine. She then shut me up by saying that it was not ok. I did not want to make the situation any worse, so I said ok. The "weeded-freshman" looked at me like M was insane as they boarded.

I'm watching a YT video in which an old friend of mine, A, just talks . She has braids in her hair. And the first part, she acts as if she did not notice the braids until a few moments after the camera was rolling. It was a start-stop type of video , but I still found it humorous. Then M tells me G had a lucid dream! I think I was excited to read about it, but in the end I didn't (...) fuuuuuuuuuuu. But I am happy. It's semi-lucid.

Today I would not give up trying to become lucid, so I slept until 3. The problem is after each nap, I came close to forgetting the last one. Resulting in non lucidity as I out slept my REM cycle, and almost no recollection of my dreams.

I know that, I was almost lucid in my first dream. I asked M, if I should open something. Inside, was a $500 camera. I knew I would not be this lucky in RL , so as soon as I realized I was in a dream....I woke up! I pushed myself to go back to sleep, which did nothing for me.

-Pissed

i was with M and we were in probably in a hotel, when we called L and her husband. it was unreal bc all she would do was laugh at her husbands jokes which weren't funny. It was the 1st time I talked to him. Somehow in my dream I could see him, while talking to him on the phone. The only thing I can remember him saying is that he was glad to have talked to me. I specifically called for L . She left to use the bathroom to put on makeup and I was mad that I could not hear her. After, she asked me "huh?", which just provoked me. I think I walked to the store with M after that, just thinking about the crazy experience I just had .

I wasn't able to remember my dreams for ,at least, a week now. I increased my amount of sleep and voila! I remembered a fragment...Hopefully, I'll keep my sleeping schedule consistent so I can DJ more often and "vividly".