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A recurring dream that I've been experiencing since my early childhood. The earliest I remember having this dream is from when I was four years old. I am now sixteen years old. It's a little fuzzy, and there isn't much detail as of yet, it's too confusing. First I awake to be trapped in something. I don't know how I got there or why I'm there, but I just am for some reason. Spoiler for The structure I'm trapped in. It looks more or less like the structure of graphite, but much more complex.: I immediately realise what's happening (I'm aware that I've been here before (in previous dreams, I'm just not aware that it is a dream)), and begin to panic. I shake around and try to break myself free from whatever is keeping me attached to this structure (possibly some type of web). As soon as I do this I continue to panic even more, believing there is something coming for me. It's as if I'm attached to a spider's web and a spider is coming to devour me, but it isn't a spider. Unsure what it is as of yet. Throughout this dream everything feels so... dirty. It all has an extremely grunge feel to it, I don't feel at all welcome and I know that I shouldn't be there.