xRealityCheck

Once again , fragments.

I remember having a dream where my grandma (mom's mom) died. At first , I couldn't care less. I saw my mom crying and then I realized:"It's not only her mom , it's also my grandma. And i'll never see her again." A tear popped out of my eye and I got sucked to a void. Seriously , whats up with those voids? I wasn't even lucid.....

After I woke up I tried FILDing like crazy.I hit SP twice and also got semi-lucid. When I FILDed (FILDed?) successfully I was sleeping in my parents car with my family. We stopped at the GILI gas station and there was a resteraunt there for some reason. "This is a dream" I thought to myself , and tried performing some dream magic. It didn't work "THIS IS A DREAM!!!" I yelled in my mind , hoping that it would work. But nothing. "THIS IS A DREAM THIS IS A DREAM THIS IS A DREAM THIS IS A DREAM!" I tried again. I kept telling to myself that this is a dream but at some point I just lost control and even though I kept reminding myself that i'm dreaming the plot just continued and I couldn't perform any dream magic. I think I tried teleporting O_o. My subconscious just doesn't like me. Y U NO GIVE ME LUCID DREAMS?