non-lucid

Notes:
*Not only I forgot to bring my clothes up from the dryer but I once again slept in the clothes that I was wearing.
*Thunderstorm means I took a nap around 7:00 PM but the nap quickly turn into a sleep as I woke up at 4:00 AM. I just brought the clothes back up. lol
*I believe to have forgotten this dream and remember it by falling asleep again or just have a dream fragment before the dream itself. This dream is so short and I sure I may have a dream fragment so I going to categorize this as so.
*I notice that I have at least one dream every night. Maybe I never lose my recall, maybe it just got lazy because I got lazy with my dream journals.

Dream:

I was at my grandmother house (mother side of the family) which I no longer visit. The front door outside was a pouch and inside was the living room where the side door is the area where they park their cars (huge area with a roof type of deal, was part of the house) and going inside of the side door go to the same living room. So simply put the front door is often not use unless you wanted to go on the porch.

Now to the dream itself. It seem like me and a few DC were doing a play. They was using the porch as the play area and the living room as a backstage. It was kinda smart even for dream logic as they have places to sit and it would work quite well with the living room size.

During this time I disappear and came back later. A few DCs were just sitting there. Looking out of a window I saw that no one was sitting in the hundreds of chairs in the front yard. (They also have a huge yard in real life, is it possible my dream just pick the biggest area that I knew of?) The DCs didn't mind and seem quite neutral about me missing the play. Then again they were DCs in my dream...They were most likely brain dead.

I decided to step outside and I saw my grandfather on the left side of the porch who asked me something like "come over here" but somehow scare me/creep me out so I ran to the right aiming for where the old apple tree which was cut down long time ago used to be. Seem to be replaced by a out house in my dream.

That all I remember.

False memory. This seem weird so it worth writing down. While running from my grandfather I knew if I can walk over a flat yard decoration I could hover like Link on OoT. Know garden gnomes made with that bright red stone stuff? It was that same red stone but very flat though still realist on the ground. During the dream I decided not to use it though the false memory exist of it.

Notes:
*I gone to bed around 10 PM more or less and woke up at 5:00 AM so for once I slept what would be seen as normally in my house.
*I almost forgot this dream and it was going to be a dream fragment with the mental image of two girls and normally I don't try to remember dream fragments but I decided to this time and my recall was able to bring the dream back.
*I ate good BCT burger that night. See that may not seem importation but the fact is my dad used to be a chief and he made the burgers so soft that you wouldn't even believe they could ever be that soft. A old guy could gum these burgers easily and enjoy them...My dad would know as he don't have teeth and he seem to enjoy it. He added spices also of course. He don't cook often but when he do he make a lot (enough for leftovers for 3 meals) and he use EVERYTHING that he had. We pour a epic marinate sauce...There was a LOT of it gone to "waste" but how good those burgers were in truth it wasn't wasted, just wasn't use to it full potential. I sleep SOON after eating these, I didn't feel like taking off my clothes so that should give you an idea. Anyway enough about my epic burgers...


Dream:

I was in a very long subway train. Everything wasn't gray but metal color even the seats. Somehow everyone left so I for some reason decided to walk up front. A female voice told me to sit back down but ignoring her I sat in the sit behind the driver. (School bus design) Everyone came back by coming back in or just teleported I won't know. The sit beside me I recall being free but next thing I know there was a black girl there. At this point I lend on the chair part of the driver sit so that I was almost standing up and can see the driver herself. It ended up that she look like a student driver herself. Young black girl. I guessed they started talking and the driver asked the other girl something about clubs which she reply with a no. The driver asked me because I shook my head for some reason like as if I though it was funny. I think I reply with a no.

Before the question the subway train during that time somehow became a bus. I never looked behind myself so no clue if it got shorter. I believe this happen as soon I got to the front as the chairs were metal color but when I lend on the driver seat it was brown.

During this time I recall a odd thing. I believe this happen while the two girls were talking but before she asked the club question. Outside the right window I saw a red car in the driveway (now that I am thinking about it, it may be before the girl on the seat over appear as she would have been in my way during any other time), this car look like it have been in a bad wreak and yet it seem like it was ready to pull off and go somewhere as soon the bus get out of the way. What I find odd beside the front being tore to hell is that the right tire is flat. I don't think the windshield was damage though, maybe a crack?

I know people said they have dreams of stuff that may happen later but overall the car seem like it would take most of the beating. I not worry about it.

Notes:
*When to bed around 7:30 PM. Woke up around 3:30 AM to write this. My sleep habit is mess the fuck up but that may be the reason for the dreams lately.
*I may have a dream fragment before the two dreams but I not really sure. So category wise no fragment. Also the two dreams may be seen as nightmares but to me if I don't wake up scare then it not a nightmare. The two dreams wasn't even about me.

Dream 1:

There was a girl crying in a haunted looking house. She was in front of two seals (that you may see on the show Supernatural to keep demons/ghosts/angels away) which both broke as soon three ghosts appear.

All three ghosts are stereotypical white ladies wearing white torn dresses (more like nightgowns), they start talking to the woman in the old fashion Ebenezer Scrooge kind of way. The first told her how they died then show a god awful creepy face. It was between of becoming a demon and just melting away. She turn back or she stay that way? I wouldn't know...I don't even know what she said. The next told her how to play their game then show a god awful face. I then went to the next dream without waking up.

Dream 2:

Vikings living in a town where the main character is a big giant stereotypical double edge axe wielding viking with a block shape build to his body. A tournament was being held and he was in it. (False memories) Somehow we skip a scene or two in the story was the next thing I know is that he been attacked and blinded. Both of his eyes have white in them but only the right eye had the eye pupil pure white even though the left have more white on the outer edge. He was blind in the right now.

He was walking injure-like to a different part of town (he was more hurt mentally as he was VERY depress) where a giant Alf:



Yes...I said Alf...Was there. This thing have the body like this:



How the hell do I remember that cartoon? Anyway the first image, he was pretty much more or less sitting like that against a building. He was about the size of the short bus. He have brown fur all over him but part of his face, he seem to just have gotten a shave but shave his face leaving hair to give him a mustache. >.> Odd but clever.

Anyway the Viking and the Alf monster seem to be friends and the naive monster asked "what happen? Something seem different about you" or something like that where then he requested the viking to get closer. The viking then make a comment once they were face to face like "Funny how there is more white on my left eye and yet I can't see out of my right."

Very depressing...Then again it sound like a horribly made cartoon story with a bad ending. I guess you would have to live it to know how depressed the viking was. How would you feel losing one of your eyes knowing you will never get it back?

Notes:
Took a nap around 5-6 PM and woke up around 3:00 AM. During this time I woke up many times just to fall back to sleep. TV was on playing Tales from the Darkside, Twlight Zone, Outer Limits which it should have auto-tune to a movie that I wanted to watch.

Dream 1: Forgot...Was too lazy to get up but I recall it wasn't really worth getting out of bed for or just too weird to make sense of with text.

Dream 2: I was in my church. Fun fact: I no longer believe in god but my family pretty much begging me to go. "Why haven't I see you in church lately?" I find that annoying but more so if I do go to church everyone would be like "Glad to see you in church" and blah blah...Which I find even more annoying...Church is a place of worship, not a chore you should be doing on Sunday. Just one of the many reason why I no longer believe in god...People seem to forgot the meaning of the simple things like worship and faith.

Anyway back to my dream. I walk near to the front and took a sit beside the Adam Family minus Thing and their butler. They seem to have bets on the VERY long session. There seem to be a computer on the back of the bench in front of us showing parts of the bible which was scrolling as the head of the church was reading them. The Adam Family seem to think this was some kind of game where you can bet on who win first or last the longest. Funny as everything was scrolling at the same speed.

Jackie (My grandmother and one of those who always say something "I hope to see you in church next Sunday") turn around to say something like "Nice to see you in church, I hope you coming next Sunday" which I reply quickly with a "no" but she gave a mean look so I quickly pull it off as a joke to saying "maybe...Yes" soon after. She said "you better". with a mean sounding voice. Maybe somewhat joking?

The church seem to have ended which the Adam Family seem happy enough but my bro gave me a notepad from a family member who I going to call BP on this journal. BP is known to draw from time to time. This notepad had an image of this Pokemon:



But in crayons (still picture perfect for the most part) the only different is beside the big outlines was that the char head was facing down and the tail flame was on the left. The belly was also look derpy like as if someone bump her arm while she was drawing it and she just didn't care. There may been a X for a bellybutton. I woke up before leaving.

Dream 3:

I was at school and I believe I have this dream twice or this dream took up the space of two dreams. For this reason I doing this one in parts. I believe I had the first part of this dream about a month or two ago and forgotten about it til now.

Part 1:

False memories is quite common for me. I pass high school and currently free but in the dream I redoing the 12th grade (USA high school) even though I don't really need to pass, I just need the time.

With this in mind I didn't know which class I should be (didn't care or was it dream logic?) I could ask around but being the coward that I am in life that didn't have to do this anyway I just went to lunch then hang outside. I skipped all of my classes all of the time. I hardly recall this dream but I believe the main reason why I am doing this is because I didn't have (maybe?) 4th and 5th period. 6th was math but the dumb ass teacher require you to bring your graduation outfit like once per day/week/month which piss me off. Something dealing with "your goal is to graduate so you should have gotten your uniform, bring it to class every ____ to remind yourself what you are aiming for". This requirement piss me off so as far as I care I done once I get done with 3rd period which funny enough I didn't know where it is at so I did like no classes whatsoever.

Part 2:

I was in the math class where the bitch reminded me of the requirement or just made it. Anyway everyone was showing her hats but when she got to my name she said something like "He is most likely not here" where I said I WAS here. After a discussion which I don't recall I found myself outside. (dream logic, she didn't kick me out...Maybe I left?) I saw a soda machine which I somehow was able to plug it up to my IT-83 and hack myself free soda. I took the lemon lime dream soda but don't recall tasting it though I drink most of it...Wasn't much to a can. I ask a DC if he wanted something which I gave him a can or two.

Later that day I wanted to try that red color drink but there was like three kids there and I didn't feel like messing with them when it come to me getting free drinks. I looked for a new soda machine where Ted (RL friend at the time...Haven't seem him lately) said something like "Sup, haven't seen you in a while, you better hurry to the buses." I REALLY wanted to find a soda machine and was going downstairs where all of the students were K-8th grade was walking in lines. I thought to myself (>.> Why no lucid?) that kids shouldn't be able to get soda so the machines would most likely be on the 2nd floor.

I gone up to 3rd and decided to be suicidal and jump to the bottom...Which is weird as this would be something that I would have done lucid which I wasn't. I was playing it smart and while falling grab a level of the stairs to slow me down...Dream logic allow this. Each time I grab something my body stand still for a while...I was falling for like 10 secs where I should have been on the ground at like 3.

The kids were shocked and I ran outside. Saw Ted and his baby brother (purely dream character as far as I know) Ted told me that the small kid was his baby brother and for some reason I ran up to him and shout "BOO!" like an asshole then said "just kidding". Ted remind me of the buses which he ask me what number I was. I woke up.

Notes:
*I took a nap around 4:00 PM woke up once having a small recall of a dream but couldn't remember (may be too lazy and decided to go back to sleep) then woke up again around 1:00 AM with dream 1. Dream 2 follow shortly after within a hour or two.
*After the first dream I turn on my computer and open notepad to take notes
*Dream 2 may be a day dream and a dream combo as I was thinking about my last dream before falling asleep. It seem the time wouldn't be long enough to have a dream...

Dream 1: [Not Lucid though I believe I effected it somehow]

I wanted to watch a movie call Groundhog Day which is about a guy who repeat the same day of his life. I never seen any clips or anything though. I don't even know what the main character look like. (Learn about it from an epic Supernatural episode.)

I dream of the "main character" walking around doing the movie. He look like a guy who should be in church 27/7 wearing a blue suit/red tie with brown church comb hair.

I don't recall much of the start but a black kid (his friend?) was on a stake board riding down an area that is near my house on the building porch (it a huge building...kinda like a mini mega mall) He said something like "Did you know _______ can effect time" or something like that. The blank was the words Bermuda Triangle and noise mixed together. Bermuda noise sound about right. The main character gave a odd reply like "I must change time" or something that confuse the black kid.

There was a SUPER FREAKING BIG tornado. This bad boy is like 100 times bigger then any 2012 or fake tornado that you may have seen. This was assume to be like a state or so away.

There was a building gate thing closing everyone off in a open area. I have no clue what stopping people from going around but hey, it a dream/movie...Logic don't exist. The main character needed to get to the other side of the building but the wind is too strong. He and a few other people start holding hands and start helping each other to the other side. They added more people to the hand holding group and the main character started to say "no homo". Him and a DC or two started to say that every 5 secs while walking.

My dream decided to tell a movie-like joke as a black guy walk by and one of the DC (also black and was the first to hold the main character hand) said "I think he might be homo".

Anyway we got to the other side but the guards + wind pretty much made everyone give up hope.

You know how when you want a character to do something in a movie you would wish it very hard and may even shout it out loud? "LOOK BEHIND YOU!" for example?

Anyway a character I made up which I dubbed "The Assassin" is pretty much like Mask wearing Ichigo from Bleach. A few changes but wearing a black outfit and a pure white mask with black hair coming from the mask. He is a demon I thought up which was inspire greatly by Ichigo. He use a dagger which wasn't seen here. The main reason why he was created was simply to be a demon that I could transform into with a special power that I can use within dreams.

I was still not lucid but I was somehow able to suggest this and the main character transform into the assassin. Everyone around him was shocked. The assassin power was being able to break down matter at will. Beside that he just very kickass.

He punch one of the guard and push the other. He destroy the gate and destroy the 2nd gate. The guards was after him which at this point feel like it was me. (Still not lucid >.>) We were like on the top of the great wall of China kind of thing where you can only drive a car on.

Anyway I try to destroy part of the back of the school bus that was there but was unable to at this point. It was raining and yet no wind...None at all beside the small amount needed to push the rain at an angel.

I took the bus by opening the main doors and took off. The bus was somehow our run the guard on top of the fixed wall-of-china path.

After a while I just hold down the gas not caring to control the bus at the path was fixed. The path was like a story high. I saw that the path ended to ground level and have a feeling the guard knew so. At this point I felt the need to run as far and as fast as I can. I step on the gas to have the bus crashing down. It was ok but I felt the bus was useless now.

I recall the bus crushing toy trains on the way down...A school tour of some kind of train thing? That would explain the toy train, school bus and great-wall-of-china...

Anyway the area was surrounded with a building (derp, didn't even think about entering it...Still not lucid.) and some kind of cheap blue wall that you may find on mid-size pools.

I went into a building/cave like area to the right and it seem to be like a sewer full of watery shit. I didn't mind...Only went up to my knees. There was a window to my right...I look out and to my left to see there was a wall of ground/mud...No way I am trying to go up that. I look at my choices. There was a waterfall of shit that I not going to go through...and looking outside of the window to see if I can go around the wall of dirt I saw it was pretty much a ditch.

I woke up.

Dream 2: [Lucid though as noted before this could be a day dream combo]

I reran the dream again starting where I was the assassin. I took the bus and knowing that I have dream control I fixed the pathway. I went and there was a blue tube on the other side. The bus was somehow able to fit and after a while of going in and out of tubes (one of which had water making my pants and mid area wet) it finally ended in a forest...Well more like a plain area with a few skinny trees.

There was a platform about up to my neck. I decided to jump super high but was only able to barely make it to the top of the platform. Seem like my dream control is being a dick. I walk to see a highway. At this point the tornado and pretty much everything else was out of my mind...I just wanted to see if I could have found a way out. (Like I said...This could be a deep day dream)

I saw a guy looking at a poster on a wall...He was wearing a bookbag where a snail came out and started to wave at me. I walk over to the snail and it told me something I forgot. (Adventure Time anyone? http://adventuretimewithfinnandjake....com/wiki/Snail)

Only thing I remember is G35S/G35s/G35

Which when typing into Google only show me a car...So yea...No clue on what my subconscious is trying to tell me.

This is one of the few times where I repeated a dream and the FIRST time I ever done it at will...Somewhat.

QUESTION: Is is possible to have complete dream control when not lucid? I believe I did this though dream control somewhat fail me when it come to destroying the back of the bus.

I am praying to god that I am using this system correctly.

Notes:
*Gone to bed around 1 AM but due to my father not shutting his trap fell asleep around 4 AM. The sound of my dad voice could turn my mood from happy to depressing...The biggest turn off for me EVER. I don't hate my dad though we not the best paring in the world...It is just his voice....
*During this time I think my body fell asleep before my mind.
*Woke up around 5:00 AM
*Was hungry the night before but out of laziness and mood ate nothing.

Dream:

I was dreaming of being in (or just looking at) Maplestory FreeMarket. This was one of the last pictures I looked at that night: http://www.basilmarket.com/show/scre...ts_clean_.html

The area is backwards due to game version (MSEA compare to GMS) which I recall it was the same in my dream.

I was in my dark room and I decided to go to my living room which was also dark as hell. I walk back to my room which the door was open less then halfway. I heard a toy robot (which I didn't see but got an image in my head of what it look like...I just now recall where it came from, it was from Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood where Al became depressed) and for some reason it was scaring me. I ran to to living room to turn on the light (lamp) but I notice the robot was going super fast and I was going nowhere for a small house.

[Lucid]
Surrounded by darkness I couldn't care less about the toy and try to go from running to flying (Super Sonic style) but notice that I am waking up so I just woke myself up. I basically told myself "screw it, I will try it next time."

[Awake]
Sleep paralysis kicked in...

All of this time I thought it was just my body being lazy...When I think of paralysis I was thinking of not being able to move no matter how much you try which is somewhat true...But to me...It was more like your body is just too lazy to move.

The window which I can't see out of have a UFO kind of light...I was saying "eat me, eat me" though sleep paralysis wouldn't let me speak.

Here a little note about myself. Eat me is a insult, "kill me", "eat me", basically "have your way with me" but not really sexual though I guess it could be, "possess me" all in one. I am a little suicidal when it come to dreaming (which is funny as in life I wouldn't dare to take risks) and I often couldn't care less.

One dream (not sure if it was recorded or not) I told a demon to "fuck off" while giving it the finger just so the demon to kill me in one fast attack...Yea...

The window didn't have any bright lights when the paralysis wore off.

Now that I know what sleep paralysis truly is now, I now can use it.