Supreme's Lucid Dream Travels

[supreme]

Ok well I hope these journals can also be about non-lucid dreams because i have a real doosie of a dream to add in here next! And as i remember LDs ive had or non-lucid dreams, ill add those as well. Here for starters is an LD i had the night before last, and right away i wanted to try something i had read in here. Im new to this forum and this is the first time i LDed since finding the forum. When i first got on the internet 11 years ago, i used to look up stuff on lucid dreaming or astral projection but i couldnt ever find much..........so i was genuinely surprised that all this stuff is here now, since i havent searched for it for a long time now! I was beginning to think that my LDing was a very rare thing for someone to do....no one i know can LD except i think my niece is starting to do so. So there was never anyone to talk to about it except for the guy who explained to me that i was probably starting AP and how to take control of them.....many moons ago...........I am 30-something now and ive LDed hundreds of times and its all pretty normal and easy for me now. But i am so happy to have found this place where i can talk to ppl who know what im talking about and dont think im a freak! (I normally dont even bring it up to ppl because of this!) Also in here...........im finding a multitude of ideas to try while LDing that my own imagination has never conjured up!! So the night before last, i tried LDing under water and the following is all about what happened. Non-Lucids are coded Blue Lucid Dreams are coded Purple Lucid-Tasks of the Month are coded Red

[supreme]

BTW.....all of my LDing begins in my own bedroom from my own bed. At ground zero I guess you can say. That is how ive always done it right from the first, as i have written in another post down below. Right away i usually fly out of the window to begin a new adventure (but sometimes i cant get through the walls or the windows (I never ever even thought to open the damned window before either!! Thats how crappy my own imagination is! ) When that happens i just walk through my house and walk out the door. Once im on the ground, i have to think of clever ways to get myself back into the air. I usually use the swimming technique to do this but i can never get very high that way. The Swimming technique is something I have always done without even knowing it was a normal technique, but only when im already on the ground. Anyway that is what happened in the following LD. I can sometimes climb something high and jump off it to gain altitude but i didnt bother in this LD. Also, since ive been here, ive thought of some other ideas that could get me high off the ground that ill try next time im grounded. Friday, August 8/08 Breathing Under Water Finally last night I LDed after just getting back home from holiday! So right away I wanted to try going under water. But the dream wasnt strong, and i couldnt fly high enough so i just flew low over to the beach which is really just down the road from me, and landed on shore. There were kids playing there. So i went in at shore and walked out a bit till the water was just below my knees and dove in and started to breath right away under water. It was weird tho.....I could breath but it was a shallow breathing as if I had a breathing mask on. I could see all around me under there and i could see the kids legs and feet and also some fish swam by. One weird thing happened tho......a rabbit walked by me under the water! lol (oh btw, i can hear the waves slapping the shore and the kids laughing and playing and seagulls and all of the sounds you would normally hear at a beach but under the water all i could hear was the sound of my breathing....again as if i had a breathing mask on) so weird! I felt the dream slipping away so i looked at my hands a few times under the water in front of me......i was swimming horizontally because it wasnt deep yet and looking at my hands kept the dream going. So after i tried that i got out and decided to fly high over the lake and then to dive into deep deep water......I didnt get as high up as i wanted to be either. But the dream was slipping away and i only got as far as a point of land and then woke up. I tried to get back in another LD but it was no use, it wouldnt work so i just went to sleep. Ill wait for a good strong LD first and then try the deep water dive! I could kick myself for this LD tho, because i have never gone into the water before in a LD, Ive flown over water but not actually been in it. And so even tho i knew i was in the water, i didnt really notice if i felt wet or actually felt the water. There was a kind of pressure that assured me that i was under the water, but when i got out...was i dripping with water....did i feel wet?? I cant remember that. Although im sure i felt the wetness i cant recall that now. This is why its so important to stop and smell the roses sometimes. I should have sat down in the water at shore and paid attention to the water around me and checked to see if i was really all wet! The next time, i will do this for sure! I dont think i felt a temperature change in the water either. One thing i do also remember tho, is that when i looked at my hands under water in front of me, light and shadows danced and shimmered on them as tho i really was under water....that looked pretty cool!

[supreme]

I have had many strange non-lucid dreams and some recurring dreams but none of them was ever as terrifying as this one dream I had. I truly know what it is to think I am going to die in seconds! Ive had dreams before like that but this one was so freaking real that when I woke up I just couldnt believe i had escaped!! It was totally non-lucid and I had zero control over the event.....and i truly believed i was on this plane for real! I forget most of my nightmares and i dont give them another thought..... but this dream i will never forget! The dream begins I am sitting at a window in a plane. The plane is full of ppl but there is no one beside me. All of a sudden the plane does an abrupt nose dive! (the force of this is incredible and terrifying, the noise is deafening and the plane is shaking with terrible force!) I know the plane is going to crash! I look out the window and i can see land and buildings coming closer very fast! I think to myself that i will be dead in just a few seconds! I am frozen to my seat and cannot scream. My mind does not want to believe that i will die. I think to myself that i hope it doesnt hurt and happens too fast to feel it! (All my thoughts are very immediate) People are screaming and crying all around me. The force of the nose dive is so intense that i am cemented to my seat and cant move.....I can feel the incredible speed of the dive! My mind tells me to get up and run away......I want to run away from the crash, to the back of the plane or to somewhere but i know i am trapped! I sit and wait for my death!! Then I woke up! I was breathing very heavily and my heart was beating a mile a minute. I felt such instant relief and gratitude! I kinda laughed at myself for not realizing it was all a dream while experiencing the dream. Usually i know im dreaming in a nightmare and i make myself wake up or i change what is happening......but this time i thought it was real and i knew i couldnt change my fate! Man it was so terrifying that i never want to ever get on another plane in my life!! The weird weird weird thing is that now i know, when you know you are about to die, you cannot except it! And you feel like you should be able to run away from it, even tho you truly know you are going to die in seconds! You also hope that there wont be any pain! But that thought is so bleak and terrible because even as you think it, you want to banish the thought because you truly know you are now giving up! I never want to experience another dream like this one for as long as i live!

[caz457]

I came home from a holiday on Friday as well lol. Anyway, that sounds like a cool LD You should have told the rabbit off for being underwater lol only joking. Good luck with the deep water dive

[supreme]

lol I remember thinking....hey you cant be down here! But then i just let it go lol In my next LD there are a number of things i want to try as well. Like the reading thing, or to find out if i can actually feel pain in one. I hope i can do all of these things in just one LD before its over.....most times they are strong and i can accomplish a lot of things in one LD, but sometimes they are very fragile and want to end quickly. So the next time i have a fragile LD ill also try rubbing my hands or picking up an object and studying it.

[supreme]

I realize now from being here, that these next two dreams were Hypnagogic. But this state has always been the way that i first found myself able to get into a LD. Even now if i Hypnagogic which i still do sometimes, i just push my body out of the paralysis and into a LD. Anyone can do it i believe, and the LDs that originate from Hypnagogic are always very strong as well! APPARITION?? When I was a child, I had a very strange occurrence that now i realize was probably lucid. I was sitting up in my bed completely awake in my bedroom (or so i thought) When all of a sudden a apparition flew through one wall and back out through the opposite wall. The apparition was all white and was human but it had long flowing clothes on...the whole thing was white as you would expect a ghost to look like. It happened very fast and i was terrified and got up to sleep for the rest of the night with my sister. The next day i just told myself it was a nightmare and let it go. My grandfather had recently passed and so i thought i had a nightmare about him visiting me, although i could not tell who the apparition was. Ive remembered it all these years tho and remember that it was so real that i thought i was completely awake. I think this was my first LD experience! My LDing self was trying to emerge even then.

[supreme]

This is the strange dream i had when i was about 12 that i told a guy about once. This guy told me that it was probably the start of AP and it was something that he did. So he told me what to do the next time i had a dream like this again. When i did, i remembered what he said to try and everything he said worked and ive been LDing ever since. I told the guy that i had had many strange dreams where i was wide awake in bed in my room and terrified because i could not move or speak or scream. Then i told him about this one very scary dream. YIKES!! I was lying in my bed, unable to move or talk. When something grabbed a hold of my feet and started dragging me to the end of the bed. I could not see this thing and i figured it was coming out of the wall since there was a wall about 2 ft away from the end of my bed. I couldnt move and i tried to scream but couldnt. This thing dragged me right to the end of the bed and then i fell off the end onto the floor. Then, i woke up...but i was not on the floor where i thought i was, but i was right back on my pillow where i was supposed to be. Finding myself instantly back in my bed, blew my mind!! I was relieved to find that it was only another of these weird dreams i kept having and wondered why they happened to me! I know now it was a lucid dream that went awry because i did not know what it was or how to take control of it. After wards when the weird dreams happened again i tried to take control with my mind........and the rest is history as they say.

[supreme]

My first controlled LD I remember well! 22 yrs ago! I was lying in bed unable to move again or speak. (the feeling is a little fuzzy and tingly and actually SP) Right away i thought to myself....ok this is one of my strange awake/dreaming dreams again. I know now were states of Hypnagogic. But in this one I remembered what my friend had told me and so this is what i did.... REVELATION I am lying flat on my back on my bed, and i am awake. I start to levitate my body up. I feel a tingling feeling as my body begins to lift. (I now call that the shift) I float unmoving and horizontally straight up towards the ceiling slowly. (I am totally astounded that it is working!) I am up at the ceiling looking at the ceiling just inches from my face. I spin my body slowly around to look back down at my bed, and just like Chris told me, I am still there in bed sleeping. I spin back around to look at the ceiling again. Then i slowly float my body right through the ceiling. Now i can see that i am in the attic tho im sure it was an attic my imagination conjured up because I had never been in that attic. I am still horizontal the way i was lying in bed. Now i float up slowly right through the roof..... and i am now outside and above my roof. I straighten myself up and look around. I see many houses and streets and cars and it is still night time and so i can see street lights. (I am FREAKED!!) I think, now i will fly. But i am afraid to do this although i am not afraid to stay up in the air over the house where i am. Then i tell myself...........screw this!! If i can float up here above my house in thin air and not be afraid then i am damned well going to fly as well! And I do! I fly very fast and i can see the land moving by me very fast below me. I keep in a straight line and just fly for awhile and then i woke up. It was, bar none, the most exhilarating experience i had ever had in my life....up until then that is, for i have had many exhilarating experiences since! I was triumphant!! I couldnt believe it!! I wanted to do it again! But i just fell asleep. But this was only the beginning!

[supreme]

I've noticed in here that a lot of ppl have their friends and families with them in their LDs. I never do. All of my DCs are complete strangers that i have conjured up from my imagination and are perfect ppl with clear faces and expressions and perfect bodies. And by perfect i dont mean they are all good looking either. Some of them are not too beautiful. lol I am always amazed that i can create so many perfect beings, and i often wonder if i had seen any of them somewhere in my waking life at one time or another. But i suppose that even in non-lucid dreams we create complete strangers into our dreams as well. I just dont get much chance to study non-lucid DCs tho. I have never even thought to conjure up someone i know before and that is definitely something i want to try now, but i like my LD world the way it is basically. All mine and totally different from my real life. I'm sorry i use the word 'conjour' so much also, but i is because of a lack of a better word. Oh and btw....some of you who read these if anyone, might know that ive experienced many LSDs, but i will never add any of those dreams in here.

[supreme]

ok this is one of my strangest LDs that ive had once learning how to control them.....and this is the only scary one ive had. Usually my LDs are lalala-sweet and beautiful and exhilarating but never scary or dangerous! STRAIGHT TO HELL?? I have levitated out of my body, but this time i do not immediately fly out the window. This time i touch down onto the floor in my bedroom and i walk around the house. I am checking for inconsistencies in the house and i find quite a lot of them! Then I look down at a rad in the floor, and all of a sudden i decide to fly straight down it. So i fly down the rad. Instantly it is pitch black and i cannot see a thing, because in my mind i guess i know that it should be dark in there. I can feel myself zooming down the rad at an incredible speed. I feel all the momentum and the rush of air flowing around me....i know i am flying straight down even tho i cant see anything. I dont know where i am going or where i will come out because im letting the dream progress as it will. Suddenly i think to myself that i am going straight down to hell and at this speed, any second i will come face to face with Satan!! That freaks me out so bad that i wake up right then and there, because i felt there was no time to stop and turn around, and ive never known about the fact that i could have tele-ported out of there....things like that i just never thought of before i came in here. lol When I woke up I was freaked, the LD actually scared me that time! So i will never know where i was going because i will never do it again! I am too sure that i will conjure up something horrific if i do, and im not willing to turn my LDs into freak shows! Because i am a wimp!

[supreme]

Ok to whoever reads these, you have to bare with me and remember that ive never written any of my LDs down in all the years ive been doing it. So now i can only add in here the LDs i can remember and only bits and pieces of them as well....here is another one i always remembered. PARTY TIME! I was flying around in the sky and it was night time. Usually even tho it is almost always night time when i do go to bed, most of my LDs are during daylight. I was flying above skyscrapers and one building had a very bright lit up window, so i flew down to peer inside to see what was going on. A huge party was going on! So i flew in through the window. No one there was anyone i knew. I stood face to face with a few of them and marveled at how perfect their facial features were, but i never spoke at all to any of them. I remember that they talked to me but i remained quiet because i wake up if i try to talk in LDs. It was so long ago that i cant remember now what they said. I was just in it for the exhilaration at the time, and so whenever someone talked to me in a LD, i didnt take it as being important enough to remember it. Now i feel that that is a shame, for many DCs i know, have talked to me or have said a few words to me. But i do remember that i walked into the kitchen, opened the fridge and got out a beer and drank it. It was years ago like i said before, so like i said, i wasnt into total recall and so i didnt even try to see what the beer label said.....but if my LDC is anything like me, it should have been a Molson Canadian. lol Also, i drank the beer, and i remember thinking nothing at all was amiss, but i just cant recall if it tasted like beer or what it tasted like....? But i do recall that i drank the whole beer. I cant remember how this one ended but i think i flew out of there eventually and went somewhere else.

[supreme]

All right, well i guess its kind of a shame that i never kept a DJ, but then again I didnt even know i was supposed to. I also didnt ever have dream signs or did RCs. I always know when im LDing and ive never confused it with being awake. Now i can see doing a RCs during a non-lucid dream because then, in some of those nightmares, you really can believe sometimes youre in it! But well, they are just things I didnt know about until now. But I have been LDing for 22 yrs without these things, and that is something that i can tell you. Now ive had hundreds of LDs but im sitting here trying to recall some of them now, and well i really cant. Some of them are too fuzzy to try and put down in type and some of them i wont talk about even tho i do remember them, and others have just have been long gone from my memory. I didnt write them down because they served their purpose at the time, they were fun and exhilarating! Also i didnt realize that writing them down could aid in thinking of more ideas to use in them. The LSDs that ive had were completely my own idea. I figured those out for myself, but i didnt even start that until maybe the last 7 or 8 yrs or so. I thought that, if there was anyone else out there like me, maybe they didnt even know the could have LSD! But now i find, everyone knew about it! So anyway, what ill add from now on is an account of every lucid dream i have from now on, except the LSDs. Which i dont have time for anymore anyway....theres too many other things to try now that ive gotten some good ideas from here! Maybe my own imagination is boring because some of these ideas i sure never dreamed up! These next entries will just be of things that ive done and experienced in the LDs without the story lines which I have forgotten. Then ill begin to account any LDs i have from this point forward. They should be even more interesting now that i have some good ideas to try. The last two nights since my last LD have been completely dreamless tho, or at least i cant remember anything. I know i didnt LD because i always remember those, for a little while anyway. You might all think.....how the hell could she forget her LDs over the years, but believe me i did, and i have also forgotten a lot of things that have happened in real life as well! Call it getting old i guess! But yes!! A dream journal is a good thing to keep and i should have thought of it before this. Oh well....

[supreme]

This is another remembered LD that I had not too long after i first started LDing. Girl On The Moon I wake up to a LD in my bed and fly out the window as per usual. I start to fly very fast and see houses and streets and trees below zooming past me. It is night time. I am not doing any air stunts because i am trying to think of somewhere fantastic to go to, and too many crazy air stunts could put you in danger of waking up. I remembered that my friend had told me that i can even go to space if i wanted to. I have already been to beautiful tropical places and to the top of mountains and stuff like that. So I think i will now go to the moon. I look up and see a giant full moon and I just head for it. I zoom at the fastest speed I have ever reached so far and I have already flown pretty damned fast before. The wind rushing by me and the cool air and momentum is fantastic! It seems to take longer then I thought but it was really only about 30 seconds i suppose. The moon gets larger and larger as i approach it. Huge white globby things zoom by and i even fly right through one! It didnt feel like anything. (I have no idea what these things were supposed to be but they were not clouds) I never look back at the earth while flying. Finally I am at the moon, and it looks like a moon should....all white and bumpy with craters and the like. I am still high above it but it is all i can see now. I hover over it for awhile and then decide to land and bounce on the moon. So I touch down and immediately bounce so high and so far that i know my face must be filled with glee! I keep bounding all over the moon....it was exhilarating and fantastic! Its all i wanted to do! I never stopped to examine anything i just wanted to bounce. I probably could have done this on earth, but i guess it just didnt make sense to my mind, and so i never have. Finally i get bored, as i guess everything, no matter how wonderful, eventually will Im standing on the moon and for the first time i look up to see the blue circle of my planet. Im wondering if i want to try for other planets but for some reason i decide not to, So I just fly back to earth and i get there a lot faster then i got to the moon. Almost instantly. The LD was very strong and i remember flying around over greenery after that but the rest of the dream escapes me. Air in space?? Of course there is air!! There always will be air in my outer space! I did that once on only once tho. Its almost as if...been there, done that. I never wanted to go back into space again, and im not sure why that is. But i think deep down, even tho i know its a dream, im a little wee bit afraid to leave earth too far behind. Now that i think of it, i might visit the moon once again sometime, to really take a look around and examine whats there. Usually in a LD im too impatient to start doing exhilarating things then to care what it is that ill see. Maybe its because i know its just all made up in my mind.....but now im becoming more curious to see exactly how well i can imagine some things. I mean if i can see a rabbit walking under water....who knows what i might see on the moon!

[supreme]

TRAPPED I would like to note something here that i just thought of. In 22 yrs ive lived in 5 or 6 different places. I always wake up to a LD in my bed but its noteworthy tho to mention i think, that i am always in whatever bedroom i live in at the time. All my different bedrooms look exactly like they should. The room im in now has just a tiny little window, and i have to always be careful when flying through it or ill bang my head on the side of it....that is no word of a lie, even tho i can usually fly trough walls as well....but i have my mind blocks sometimes, and i just acknowledge them as sometimes part of the crazy experience tho lol If i fall asleep on a couch and drift into a LD, then that is where my LD begins. One time i had a weird LD at someones house where i crashed on his lazy-boy one afternoon. There were also three others crashed in that guys living room. We were all pretty tired from the mornings exertions i guess. When the LD began I was surely in that living room, but the weird thing was that i couldnt get out of there. I just flew around and back and forth in that house like a frustrated ghost or something and i just couldnt get out of there! That is the one and only time ive ever been trapped somewhere in a LD and i wonder exactly why that was? I have not one clue! And I can usually figure out why i cant do something in a LD even if i cant overcome it. I could see the other ppl sleeping on their chairs but it couldnt be that there were others in the room. Ive LDed successfully with ppl in the same room before...so i just dont know!?! This was quite awhile ago when i was about 20 or 21. Maybe it was because i wasnt at home, because for some reason or other I can usually only LD when im at home....that is why i didnt LD the whole 3 weeks i was on holiday just recently. 3 weeks is a long time for me to not have at least one LD, but i wasnt at home. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm? haha maybe my LD self is afraid to venture outside if im not starting from right at home first? This is the first time ive thought of this reason or any reason. It could be right....OMG!! MAYBE IM AFRAID MY DREAM BODY IS NOT GOING TO FIND ITS WAY BACK TO MY REAL BODY IF IM NOT AT HOME!! OMGLMAO!!! haha if thats it then its stupid because when i wake up im usually out flying or something, somewhere away from home anyway. I mean i never say to myself in a LD....well i think ive had enough fun for one LD so i think ill fly back to my house and jump back into my body and have a normal dream?? As if that were even possible lmao! Nevertheless knowing me, im sure thats it!! lol Im fking subconsciously afraid my dream body wont find its way home if i LD away from home!! lol Thats too funny and a new revelation! Because of the way i LD, i always feel like im outside of my real body.... but i know that its just a dream tho lmao!! What a wimp i am!! Fuck the mind is a freaky thing tho aint it!

[supreme]

BTW....my name in here is not one that i picked just for this site, and so i dont mean to imply that i am a supreme LDer or anything like that. I have had this name for years and years and i use it in every forum that i belong to. The name is derived from a song from a singer that i love! I tried other ones first from his songs, but they were all taken, so i settled on supreme and got it....i just kept it all these years. I always feel compelled to tell ppl tho that it doesnt mean i think im supreme to everyone.....everyone in this singers forum i belong to, knows exactly what it means lol Also....still no LDs yet, but its because i stay in here all night and when i finally drag myself off to bed, i just crash!

[supreme]

ok well i awoke last night because of a thunderstorm and i was having one crazy dream! It was non-lucid but i do remember that i had sort of known in the back of my subconscious that i was dreaming. While dreaming i knew exactly what was going on, but then, while lying there trying to think of all of it, i couldnt put it together. I remember the dream was kind of making pretty good sense and that i should be able to remember it tho. I remember that i was looking for someone in the dream but i just cant remember who or what. I know i ended up in all different places and saw perfect environments as well. At one point i was standing on someones porch or deck and we were looking at the lake and i was pointing out that no one was swimming because the weather had been too cold. lol I drove in a car and i also was driving a dump truck (for crying out loud) at one point. There are other things i can rememeber as well, but they really make no sense unless i could string it all together again, and i cant. The point is, i thought i would see if i could get back into it and be lucid, but all that happened was that i went into another variation of the same dream but didnt become lucid! Oh well.....still waiting!

[supreme]

BooHoo why wont i LD!! I have so many things to try! I decided to write down, in here, all the things i want to try. Then ill read it often so that i wont forget anything. Im afraid that once i do LD again i wont be able to recall the things i wanted to try although for my last one, i remembered under water right away, but it was heavy on my mind tho. This Months Tasks-Aug.08: -Observe some kind of art. (done) -Eat something intangible ie: sound or color (done) This months tasks-Sept.08: -Walk on water. (done) -Be in two places at one time. (done) -High nose-dive into deep water. -Notice if water actually feels wet. -Land by DCs and observe them. -Read something. -Smoke cigarette. -Drink a few shots of liquor (see if i get drunk) -When grounded and cant fly very high, try floating straight up or jumping high, or use force below such as foot jet propulsion. -When blind, open dream eyes with dream hands. -Try and summon a certain person ie: Robbie Williams! (not Robin Williams because he'd just steal the whole show!) -Try and morph into something else ie: a horse. -Drive a motorcycle, preferably a Harley. -Shoot lasers from fingertips. -Try to create some sort of explosion. -notice if DC man is upset during LSD, but still not care.

[supreme]

One of Twoshadows dreams reminded me of another very strange non-lucid dream i had...not too long ago. Im walking around in a house, no ones house that i know of but i can hear a baby crying. I search through the house and go upstairs and i find the room with the crying baby. The baby is on the bed and i can see her face crying very loud, but the rest of her is covered by a blanket. Something is wrong tho, her body seems to be too far down from her head. Im afraid to look but i take the blanket off of her, and sure enough, her head is detached and her head is now looking at me and whimpering, but her body, about ten inches away is wriggling the way youd expect a baby to! Her head is detached but shes still alive! I remember thinking to myself...'She does not know how to die!' So weird that i would think that!! and i totally dont realize its a dream. I scoop the baby up (both parts) in a blanket and try and keep her together as i run out the door. I know she is going to die any second while im running down the stairs, so when i get to the first floor of the house it turns into the emergency at a hospital. I scream for help and a nurse runs to me right away and takes the baby. She looks beneath the blanket and says " We will do what we can to reattach her head, but i think it is much much too late!" She runs away with the baby to somewhere in the hospital. I cannot bare this any longer so... I woke up......crying......and i think.....WOW! In this dream i cant remember any blood....?

[Oneironaut Zero]

That's wild. Before I read the last line, I was wondering if you saw any blood. It's weird how our minds (mine does it too) will show us something completely obscene and disturbing but, at the same time, spare us some of the goriest details. Crazy dream, though. That would be insane to see a baby in that state.

[supreme]

It was a really strange dream and I thought about it for days, although the initial terror wore off. I looked up dying babies or decapitated babies who are still alive, on the off chance there would be something in a dream Dictionary or whatever you call that. Of course there wasn’t anything, but It did have dead or dying babies. I can’t remember what it said though because It didn’t make sense to me at the time. Ya I have some crazy dreams sometimes, but I guess we all do. This dream was bad enough without the blood and i dont think i could have handled the blood being there so yeah youre right about out minds saving us from details too hard to handle. Ive never thought of that before. I haven’t had a lucid yet either. Im beginning to wonder if coming in here and learning that what I do is not all that uncommon, is keeping me from doing It now. Lol I think though that it just hasn’t been the right circumstances yet. I can actually tell when I go to bed if its right or wrong. I’ve been going to bed very late these days and usually when I do I don’t LD. My WILDs happen when they happen but one of these days I’m going to try and make it happen on purpose. The time just hasn’t been right for me yet though.

[supreme]

I finally had a WILD last night. A very long and strong one! I was beginning to think after all these years of having LDs, I never would again because I'd found this place and started thinking about it too much....if you can understand what i mean by that? Anyway 3 or 4 weeks have passed since my last one and thats a long time for me to go without LDing. Last night I stayed up late and watched the movie "Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day" lol and then went to bed to read. After about an hour of reading I got tired and cuddled in for sleep. I always check the time before I go to bed because I try to make myself sleep for 8 hrs if i can but i usually cant sleep any longer the 7 hrs if im lucky. Last night i only slept for 6 hrs This LD lasted for 35 minutes so my detailing of it will probably be long, but there are things i did in the dream that i cant recall now. When I woke up i told myself to get up and write things down....but i didnt because i was sure id remember everything. This morning i did recall a lot of it, but some of it escapes me now and i could kick myself for not writing it all down before i fell back to sleep. Anyway it was exactly 2:53 am when i closed my eyes. Almost immediately I felt the familiar shift which tells me im going to have a lucid dream and i pushed myself out of my body in like a split second. Heaven? I landed on my bedroom floor right away instead of flying out the window as per usual, so i could think for a second or two before i carried on. I dont like to stay immobile for very long in a LD because im always impatient to start doing stuff. All i could think of right away from ideas from here was that i should be able to make things appear if i wanted. So instead of flying out of my window, i created a new window right where my closet was. My closet is very wide and so my window was very wide as well. The window was there instantly as soon as i thought of it. It came down to floor level as well. Its was daylight outside and very bright. I was going to fly right through it to outside when I remembered to just try and open the window instead. I got down on my knees and slid the window open from right to left. The window had two large panels and i slid the right panel open. I kind of laughed that i had never thought to open a window before, although i have opened doors before. Immediately after i slid the panel open i felt the outside air rush in and i peered outside. I could also instantly hear birds chirping and children playing nearby. I noticed I was still on the second floor and was looking down at the ground. I shouldnt have been able to see outside from my closet-window and should have been looking at the stairs to come upstairs. But there was a beautiful lawn below and much prettier then my own lawn. lol I thought to myself that when i fly out i can use my new ideas if i have trouble with gaining altitude. I flew out and towards a tall building like an apartment building that was across the street, but which is not really there in my neighborhood. I was flying towards the middle of the building and so i began to fly higher to clear the top of it. It wasnt working perfectly so i started using the swimming technique, which never works very well for me....and it didnt, i was just going slowly upwards....like struggling to swim upwards and only gaining inches at a time. Then i told myself that it was all in my head that i couldnt gain altitude and so i spread my arms wide told myself to soar over the building. I did so immediately with no trouble whatsoever. I flew right up past the top of the building and straight up through the clouds. I thought i would go to heaven as ive read in here and so thats what i did. (Ill continue this in a bit....im getting hungry now and havent eaten yet today.)

[Oneironaut Zero]

Congrats on the WILD, Supreme. I usually have a lot of trouble pulling those off, but they are awesome, whenever I can.

[supreme]

Congrats on the WILD, Supreme. I usually have a lot of trouble pulling those off, but they are awesome, whenever I can. Well its the way i always have a lucid dream. I didnt know before that there were different terms for the different ways of LDing. So as far as i can figure, i always have WILDs. Except i never go to bed thinking that ill try and have one. They only happen when they happen. Sometime, i may try to induce one myself but im not sure right now if i can make that happen or not. I can see myself becoming lucid while already in a dream though maybe, but even now when ive been telling myself to recognize when im having an ordinary dream, I still dont realize it. Even when the dream is beyond comprehension, i still dont ever say to myself....hey im dreaming here...i should try and become lucid. The other night i had such a screwed up dream, and i woke up from it and then thought....why the hell didnt i recognize i was dreaming in that one....but i didnt. lol But ive only just got here, and only just found out about this stuff. But i really dont feel like i need to try and change anything though! I'm satisfied with the LDs when they do happen. Last night i tried to think why it happened when it did, and all i can think is that im drifting off to sleep as usual but sometimes, something in my mind clicks before im totally gone and reminds me that im still awake but asleep enough to become lucid. Then while im conscience of being in that state....i push into it.

[supreme]

(continued from LD last night, a very good LD where I didnt do all the things I wanted to try either. In the back of my mind the whole time i kept thinking to go find water and dive into it, but other things became priority. Now i wish i had though, im still curious to find out if i feel wet or not.) Heaven? (Part 2) So i flew over top the building across my street, and soared way up past the clouds and just floated above them. All i could see were clouds below. I thought to go straight up to heaven and so i levitated straight up. At first it didn't work but then I thought of using a pushing propulsion and it worked right away! I felt kind of a force pushing me straight up very fast. All of a sudden i was in the most beautiful place! It was amazing! It'll be hard to explain! It was bright light-blue but then it would alternate to bright white... like a color scheme constantly rippling upwards and alternating between bright blue and white every few seconds or so. I just floated there and watched this constantly moving color light show. I noticed ppl flying around there with me as well and that's the first time I've ever had ppl flying about with me in the sky. They were not angels though, they were just ppl. I suppose it was my idea of heaven but i didn't think about that anymore and didnt look for God either. I got it in my head to make something happen, so i lifted my arms above me and made it rain. A beautiful sparkling rain like a tropical rain started right away, but again i didn't notice if i were wet or not. With the colors constantly rippling through the rain it was totally thrilling to me....it was so spectacular and i think the most spectacular thing ive ever seen in a LD!! Then after that i flew back down to earth and flew down to a large building which turned out to be what looked like an Egyptian temple. I flew into it and kept about mid-wall at height. The walls were very high and below me were a lot of ppl walking about. This is when i noticed the Egyptian hieroglyphics painted on the walls. That's when i remembered about last months tasks and figured this was as good as art as any art so i landed to study them. They were pretty elaborate and looked painted and not carved. They were all in different posing positions. One of them was pretty funny though and it was just a stick-kid figure with long lines sticking out of her head for hair-the way a kid would draw a sun. I laughed at that one. That is when i think i talked to some of the DCs and if you remember ive never been able to talk in a LD without waking myself up before. I didn't pay close attention to it or them though and so now im not sure if i actually talked or thought it. What i said to them anyway was " Now i remember I'm supposed to eat a color" (I hadn't read this months new tasks so I only did last months because i remembered them.) So i flew out of the temple...i never walk anywhere in a LD and i never teleport usually. I flew up and and looked down at what appeared to be a busy downtown area and went down to land on a busy sidewalk where ppl were walking about coming and going. I looked around for something interesting with good color. I immediately saw a red pole near by and thought that was as good as anything so i walked over to it. I wasn't sure how i could get the color off of it to eat it. So i just reached for it and started pulling the red color off of the pole. It came off like a taffy-pull and i pulled quite a lot of it off, just as if it were toilet paper or something. lol The taffy- like color-red stuff had ridges in it like ripple chips. Then i just took a bite of it and it was all chewy the way you'd expect taffy to be, and it actually tasted sweet as well but with no flavor other then sweet. Then I noticed a little dog barking near by and it came to my mind to try and eat that dogs 'barks'. I think here i said to some DCs that that was what i was going to do and they all just laughed at that idea. Anyway i walked over to this little brown dog that was constantly barking and concentrated on making its 'barks' into something tangible i could see. It didnt work right away but then suddenly the 'barks' turned into like little tiny clouds coming out of its mouth. I grabbed one right out of the air and ate it. It was very crunchy and tasted oniony! lol That surprise me! I flew away up into the sky again after that but now here is where the dream becomes fuzzy for me to remember now but it didn't end yet though. I came down at some place with a lot of ppl hanging around and partying or something. I was standing outside of what seems to me now to be a bar or a club of some kind. DCs were all around me outside of this club and everyone was talking and laughing and i remember some faces. This one very good looking guy in particular i remember. I was talking to them but i cant remember what we were talking about now. Anyway i notice some giant daisys growing near by and i decided to eat one of those also. It was crunchy too but didnt taste like anything. I dont think about it when i eat something, i just pop it in my mouth right away and eat it. Im not afraid of anything in a LD. So then we all go inside and all i can remember at this point is that we were all having a good time and seemed as though we were all talking and laughing it up. One thing that i can remember tho is that there was a huge mirror on the wall and i could see everyone's image as well as my own in it. Before when i looked into a mirror i only saw a blurred image of myself, but this time i could see my whole body perfectly. The only difference was that I was a younger version of myself....wishful thinking on my part i guess! Not long after that I woke up, and i remember wondering if i wanted to try and get back in but looked at the clock and noticed 35 minutes had gone by and thought that was long enough, and went to sleep. The LD was pretty good and satisfying but i didn't try all the things yet that i wanted to do. Next time i must really think harder about them, i really wanted to try and smoke a cigarette in one and you'd think i would think of that automatically because i do smoke, but it didn't come to me at all this time. Another thing i have to remember is take more notice of my surroundings and of the DCs as well....im too impatient to look around closely.

[supreme]

My Very First 'Ever' DILD! And Accomplished Tasks for September Two LDs in the same night, back to back! Last night and none too soon since it's Sept. 26th!! Non-Lucids are still coded in Blue, and Lucids are still Purple But the Lucid Tasks of the month will be in Red. Ok, well I have always started a lucid dream almost right away after I go to sleep. Usually pretty quickly and always by projecting my body out of my body and floating above my bed, before I fly out of my house to some- where else. Not so last night. I felt tired when I went to bed but I actually took a long time to fall asleep. Probably layed there for a half an hour before I fell asleep. Too many things were going through my head last night I guess. Anyway, I didn't notice the point where I drifted into sleeping, but I do remember the dream I was having at some point after that. Quick Getaway! I was walking down a downtown street with another person, whom I cant remember now, all I know is that it was someone I'm chatting with. A lot of cars are passing on both directions on the street. Then a blue truck with a man with long hair driving slowly approaches. I yelled something or other at this guy, which apparently pisses him off because after he passes us on the street he spins his truck around, squealing his tires and heads straight for us on the sidewalk. I'm not sure about the other person but I start running, and the truck crashes into the wall of the building just as I run past it. I'm looking behind me and I see him crash and lots of debris goes flying in every direction from the brick wall he crashes into but it doesn't stop him. He begins to back up and start for me again. At this point I run into an alley and this is the point i realize there is snow on the ground as well. Because right ahead of me in the alley is a giant snow bank which towers over my head and above the buildings. I'm thinking, now I can't get away and this guy is going to catch me and kill me!! But all of a sudden, I realize that I 'can' get away because I yell out to myself. "not if i become lucid he wont!!" lol And then I totally become lucid! After 22 years of WILDs, I finally have a DILD!! I am grinning from ear to ear! I know that the guy cant catch me now....and also know, that I can now try some more ideas I got in here! (I'm hoping that I'll be having more DILDs now that I know I can do it. I've had many dreams before where I knew I was dreaming but didn't think to become lucid or even knew that one could. Most of my non-lucids I don't realize I'm dreaming no matter how strange the dream is, but from now on when I do, I'll become lucid if I can. I could have gone the rest of my life without knowing this technique and I'm so greatful to have found this place yet again!!) Instead of flying up this ginormous snow bank, I run straight up it in great big bounds until I reach the top of it. The angry half-ton driver is completely forgotten. At the top is the most beautiful site! There is a beautiful snowy valley below me with the most beautiful vivid blue sky for miles and miles! Right ahead of me though, maybe 20 miles away, is another beautiful mountain with a road winding up the mountain. I can see this road so clearly because it is a beautiful, dazzling white, compared to the paler white of the mountain and valley. I am truly dazzled by this scene and I cant put into words how beautiful it is! I stretch my arms straight out to the side of me (like I was a plane) and I float straight up into the sky, higher and higher above the snow bank im on. I wanted to be higher up to observe this scenery. I didn't use the foot jet-propulsion I learned how to do in my last LD, I just floated straight up without thinking about it much. (I think I will never ever have trouble gaining altitude from the ground again in my LDs, thanks to DVs opening my mind!) So I float straight up into the sky with my arms stretched out to my sides and I keep my eyes on the beautiful mountain with the freaky beautiful road way way ahead of me in the distance.....but then I woke up!! I didn't move but looked up at my alarm clock which tells me I had been sleeping for almost two hours before this dream. When I lucid dream, I'm almost always laying on my side in the fetal position, but not this time. This time I'm flat on my stomach with my face turned to the side and my arms bunched underneath my chest. I can just look up at my clock. I decide not to move a muscle and see if I can WILD, and lol so I do! Almost right away! I feel the familiar feelings of SP setting in again and... Septembers Tasks and Nicole Kidman?? This one might have been a DEILD, but I'm not too sure about that since I know I was awake before I slipped back into LDing. I always know when I'm awake or LDing and I was definitely awake in between these two. Also, I don't need to do RCs, even in my first DILD last night. Once I realized myself that I was dreaming, I knew it for a fact....the same as when I'm awake.....I can tell without doing RCs. I project out of my body and float right above my bed in my bedroom and float to the side of the bed above the floor. I'm grinning from ear to ear again, happy to still be lucid dreaming. I turn around in the air, to take a look-see if my body is still in bed, and sure enough there I am, right in bed, as though I have truly left my body there, but my sleeping body's head is now turned towards the wall and all I can see is the back of my head and my hair splayed against the pillow and I'm still covered by my blanket up to my armpits. My arms are resting above my head holding onto the pillows. This time in the LD I want to take a close look at detail. My desk is there, and the room is my room and the door is where it should be. I fly or float slowly down to the floor over by the far wall, because for some reason I want to look closely at the rug where it comes to the bottom of the wall. I would look sort of like superman floating slowly head first to the floor and my arms are not straight out but I hold them casually in front of me sort of bent at the elbows. I come withing inches of the rug and the wall. The rug is in perfect detail, I am totally amazed at how perfect. I can see all the fibers of the rug and the pattern of the wall paper clearly as if I were looking at it awake. But, the wallpaper is a different pattern then my real wallpaper....proof to me that it is a dream and not a paranormal OOBE, but I already knew that though. So now that I have satisfied myself with the detail of the rug and wallpaper up close. I straighten up, still floating above the floor but in standing position and I think...now how can I be in multiple places at one time? Right away I have an idea and it works! I slowly dive through the floor of my bedroom and pass slowly through it to the room below. As soon as I pass through the floor, I stop. I am now half into the room below while the other half of my body is still in my bedroom. I'm peering straight down, through the ceiling of the room below, which to me meant, I am now in two places at one time! This room Im looking at is not the room that should be below my bedroom in real life but a sort of very large rustic lodge or something. I continue down to the floor and land and start walking around. There is a lot of detail in the room and very large windows at the far end. There is a doorway leading to another room and when I walk through it I find a lot of people in there. All strangers but Im not interested in them. I want to get out of this building and find water to walk on. I spot a doorway to outside and it is open and I wonder if I want to fly out the door or walk out. I usually always want to fly but this time I decide to walk out. There are a few ppl standing inside the doorway as I pass through it and I happen to look up at the face of a woman standing beside the door to my left and that freaks me out because this woman happened to be Nicole Kidman.......a perfect replica of her! I have no idea why it should be nicole kidman standing there but I am looking at her and she is looking at me and then she smiles at me and then I smile at her as well, but then I just keep on walking through the door. lol I have in mind to check out blades of grass before I search for water. Once Im out the door, this is when I begin to fly. I usually have trouble flying from the ground but not this time. I just fly over to the lawn on the other side of a road that is right outside the door and fly slowly down to the grass there face first until my face is inches from the grass. The grass is perfect up close, and it is swaying softly in the breeze. The hundreds of individual blades of grass are as perfect as ive ever seen in real life! This completely satisfies my curiosity as to how vivid and true a LD can be! It is amazing to me our fantastic recall for detail in dreams! Then I take off like a rocket or like superman, straight across the land here at an angle but gaining altitude until Im very high above the ground. I stop and take a look around just like super man would stop and hover in the sky. I can see what looks like an ocean and fly towards it. When I get to the water, i fly down and land right at the shore. Then without barely thinking about it, I run straight across the water. (I didnt walk on the water but I did run right across the surface of it, at a very great speed! It's just what I felt like doing at the time. I ran for a long time at a super-human speed and I'm grinning because haha this was 'nothing' to accomplish either!! While still running on the water I felt the LD slipping away and all of a sudden, everything grayed out around me and then I fking woke up! Instantly 'tumbling' back into my body on my bed and opening my eyes. I layed there and cursed myself for not recognizing I was waking up fast enough and trying a technique to stay in the LD. It happened too fast though, but next time I'll try to remember that when everything starts to fade away, to quickly look at my hands or some damned thing! Then I just went back to sleep, and I dont remember a thing after that until I woke up this morning. Anyway, I believe I accomplished both my tasks for September, just the same! btw I have never had before, anyone as a DC that I knew or at least recognized in a LD. So Nicole Kidman was a freaky thing for me but I still don't understand it?? lol