By experience I mean overall ability to achieve and function within a lucid dream. While I was practicing conventional methods of achieving lucidity, the fear of waking up or losing lucidity was there. Lucid dreams were (relatively) unfrequent and precious My mind played on these emotions and effectively used them to end about a third of all my lucid dreams.

But last summer everything changed I like to think about it as lucid "enlightment" - I've discovered the dream reentry technique and all my fears of losing lucidity just vanished - even if I woke up or was losing lucidity, I simply reentered dream and continued whatever I was doing. Pretty much I gained incredible amount of confidence in my dreaming ability and it banished all interference from within a dream


Now I'm thinking that the interference from my subconscious mind might still be there, except it has changed direction: now unnatural laziness and lack of motivation often prevent me from lucidly dreaming....