Originally posted by AirRick101
I have to say, I enjoy being endorsed by somebody with as dense of a knowledge bank as you, Leo. *Thanks.
I overall didn't think about trying to live a moral life, and that's usually when ironically, I was most moral as a byproduct. *Trying to be good usually makes me worse. *The more you try to be good, the more you affirm to yourself that you are indeed not good.
The assertion that I should be only entices me to be offended of the idea that I am not good enough. *And trying to live a good life is ultimately futile, I believe. *Just note that I say \"trying.\" *A lot of it is aimed in pleasing others. *When I tried to be, it got me in a tie between having self-respect or getting other's respect at the expense on my own. *The more I try to be good, the more the \"ying/yang\" in me begins to argue and conflict. *It only arouses more conflict. *
Neither does it mean I try to be bad. *Stopping the motivation to be good does not mean being bad by default. *Like when Lucius said morals are relative...doesn't necessarily mean we go commit crimes and rape and murder people. *It's merely an inquisitive introspection of why things are the way they are. *That's why I say I'm open to being immoral, but do not insist on being that way.
t really depends on your terminology. *And I know lot of people don't agree to this type of opinion.
Yeah, what you are expressing here is the Saint's argument for Spiritual Humility. The attempt to attain to a Moral Perfection pitts the limited self against what approaches an Absolute Spiritual Ideal. Humility becomes the only way the Saint can still function in the midst of the inevitable frustrations.
But we do need to differentiate between Humility and Complacency. Paulist Doctrine, accepted by the mainstream of the Christian Community, with its dogma of Original Sin quite insists upon Moral Complacency, calling it Salvation by Faith. The Religious Orders always knew, or intuited, that Paulism was off-target, and that is why the Religious Orders set themselves apart -- choosing to engage in Forward and Upward looking Moral and Spiritual Endeavor, tempered with Humility.
When I was young, I thought perhaps there was one magic Stage of Spiritual Development that one could attain, and be Realized, Enlightened, Liberated. Words were evoked such as 'Nirvana', 'Satori', 'Samadhi'. And, yes, while I still suppose there is that One Veil that one must go through to get from Illusion to Reality, it remains that even after one has become one of the Enlightened, the trajectory doesn't flatten out, and the spiritual evolution continues even on the Other Side. We see this in the Stories of the Enlightened Saints, of all the Higher Religions. They continued to be goal oriented. Perhaps a few moved their focus from themselves to their Communities, but in so doing, the object for their Humility ceased to be entirely themselves, when they had their Followers and Disciples to be embarrassed for.
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