I used to control all my dreams for years, having a hell of a time doing so. I even remember that for almost a complete full year I was in this ZOMBIE war with one of my buddies. We were just shooting zombies and evil people all the time, flying around, driving motorcycle at incredible speeds, doing magic tricks basically the imagination was the limit...
... or I thought it was....
I don't control my dreams anymore, if you read my other thread now in my dreams Im actually living a parrallel life where I have rules to follow, I have orders from superiors, task's to perform and restrain myself. Basically living in a parrallel reality.
How it stopped ?
I dont know if this ever happened to anyone of you. But you see a face a clear face with deep eyes of a person that looks at you and just penetrates your whole soul. I saw this face of a dude with a barb with a terrible look that litteraly almost succeeded his sphear spell.
The face was so clear and the eyes so deep, he looked at me and I realised that was it, that I went too far in controlling my dreams, all I remember is that I challenged something, like the authorities of the dreams, their limits, their core. All that look told me was something like "stop fucking around or Ill make you go insane"
The best way I can explain is in Dungeon & Dragons the level 9 spell phear that if you dont succeed your save check you fall into insanity for ever. And I somehow succeeded my save but I realised that I fucked up something.
Thats how the fun part of controling dream ended. I still use all I learned from that period by being very strong in my tasks, but I just dont have control on the structures around, and now the people I meet arent just marionetts or zombies, their real entities, weaker or stronger.
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