Last night I had my second DILD. I was at home, and a guy I know in reality and I were talking about methods of flying. I don't recall actually saying my method, but he told me he likes to focus on an object or point and pull himself towards it. While we were discussing this, it seemed very natural because I was not lucid at this point and flying around was normal and part of everyday life, so the conversation was, in context, quite boring and more like smalltalk. But then I remembered that this guy's method was mentioned in one of the flying tutorials on this site, whereupon I realized that flying shouldn't be possible anyway and became lucid. Something to note is that when we were talking, it was day time. However, when I became lucid, I had not even noticed that somehow it had become late at night, and I never questioned it until after awakening. Anyway I just felt like flying around and exploring the outside world instead of roaming the house. So I passed through the window and started heading towards beyond the backyard fence, keeping in mind the need to receive input from the dream by analyzing what I saw in detail and rubbing my hands. It was extremely vivid and lifelike at that point. However, as I mentioned, it was night time, and it was a very dark night. The visible range only extended as far as a few meters beyond my fence into a weedy field, where it seemed that the edge of a floodlight (which I assumed was the back yard light) remained. I wanted to push on, however, and did so. I noticed that there seemed to be a giant window or pane of glass about one hundred meters out which was a side of a cube that engulfed the house. I could barely make out the house reflection on it, and the frame, because it was beyond the light and in the darkness. I wanted to pass through it, but I had already gone too far, entered the darkness which meant I was receiving no more visual input, and the dream had not enough strength to continue.
It seems that, when not lucid, my dream universe can be any size and under any kind of weather, day and night... but every lucid I have had (about two ) since trying to induce them has had a nighttime dream atmosphere in very small dream universes... When I try to go beyond the edge of the dream universe (where it is dark and there is no light), I can no longer see anything (because I went into the dark), therefor I am missing a major sense of input from the dream and it ends...
In my first lucid the universe was only as big as my kitchen, then last night it extended a bit beyond my back yard (not far)... On top of this, each lucid only took place in a depiction of my real house. Will the universes continue to expand? Can I help them expand? I'd rather not be stuck in the house in all of my lucids >_>
Maybe it's because the dream is taking place in my house from reality which causes me to question the extraordinary, being in an ordinary setting. I can remember quite zany and epic travels across extensive worlds in some of the best non-lucids I have made sure to remember. Maybe it's because the worlds are as extraordinary as the things going on in them, balancing the equation and thus making the entire thing seem natural.
I will continue in my endeavors for awesomeness, but as for now I'm just wondering if any of you have any advice to help me expand my universe whenever I want to go beyond the spotlight...
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