A while back I had the strangest encounter in a lucid dream (I LD every night) with some type of odd figure. It was a black haze with swirling shapes/faces inside of it. I had no feelings of fear in the encounter, but instead just feelings of intense sadness.

I ended up facing off with the Shade in a purely white 3D landscape with no walls, just floating through nothingness. The fight started and I used my personal dream modifying tool "rip". "Rip" instantly severs and erases anything I don't like in a dream. Well I used it on the Shade but it had no effect, this freaked me out originally lol. I changed it up and tried lightwave, lightning but got no where. The Shade just floated there looking at me (with no eyes)? All of a sudden a crushing wave of fear and depression washed over me. I felt completely hopeless like I could never be happy again. Like crying wasn't even an appropriate enough response, all i could do was curl up and shake.

i awoke from the encounter like any normal sleep. however i will still never forget that experience. years later I have never ran into the same entity even after requesting its presence back.

from what i understood of it, that was Satan (or my mental interpretation of him). he didn't insipre fear, just hopelessness. he had no real body, only a concentrated mist.

thoughts anybody? i want a second round.