Very weird dream from Italy

[pollen]

Hello everybody. I would like to share with you this really weird dream i had tonight, and possibly to understand what is it's hidden meaning. This dream involved me and two other persons i know. I knew them this summer, while i was camping. I am a 19 years old boy (From Italy, i'm sorry about my bad english), and they are a year younger than me. The two of them knew each other well, having gone to the same camping for years. The girl had a crush on the boy (I do not think the boy knew about that, but she told me everything), but while we were camping they did not do anything (Only later something happened between them). Anyways, let's go to my dream. In my dream the three of us were discussing about love and related subjects (Something similar happened in reality, this summer). We were all agreeing and the conversation was nice. In the dream i stood up and went away, to get some water (I do not really remember this part of the dream). When i came back she was masturbating him. I felt depressed, kind of betrayed. Then i asked "When will my turn be?", and she replied "Later". But that later did not come. In the next phase of the dream i was in a pub with my housemate (She is a girl, older than me) and we wanted to go to the toilet. We went to the toilet, but she came to the male restroom with me, instead of going to the female restroom. I started pissing and for a while she stood there. In my mind i was hoping that she was going to grap my penis, but it did not happen. Later she pulled down her pants and started pissing herself. I did not even look down there (At her vagina, or at her butt), but i just saw the stream of piss originating from her. Then the dream ended. What does this mean? I live with two girls. One is my age and the other one is older (Last night's dream involved the older one). One of my recurrent dreams is about me hugging my housemate (the younger one) or even kissing her, but without doing anything sexual. What does this mean? I did not have any kind of sexual contact with a girl for two years now, not even a kiss on the lips (not even while joking). Could this fact be the cause of my dreams? Thank you for reading and replying!

[Nilabimini]

Hi there Pollen! Welcome! Your english is just fine, I used to date a guy form Italy and his was far worse. So, to the dream.... Okay, seeing others masturbating in your dream represents your anxieties and concerns about your inhibitions. This can also be a reflection that there is something in your waking life that is not as satisfying as it could be, should be, or that you need it to be (not necessarily meaning sexual inhibitions or satisfaction, but some situation or relationship in general.) Being in the bathroom in your dream relates to instinctual urges. You may be experiencing burdens/feelings and need to "relieve yourself". It may also symbolize purification and self renewal, needing to cleanse yourself both emotionally and psychologically. If you are peeing/pissing, in your dream, this symbolizes a cleansing and release of negative or repressed emotions. Depending on context of the dream, it may also show lacking basic control of your life. Hope this may help a bit, thanks for sharing! ~ peace