i had a very intense dream, where i was watching my ex girlfriends ipod videos she recorded on large projector screen. she was doing foolish things and having fun at it, like being topless and letting ppl kick her in the groin. (very wierd)

the major part was where i saw a beach, and then moved into the image, it became a new dream or something at this point. this was a "home movie" she had shot and composed an edited. on the beach in the water(the water was basicly calm, just basic "fun at the beach waves" mild and rolling. water was essentially clean and clear. looked like basic sea water. in the water, she had "placed" ppl that were "important to her" or that she had good relationships with, i think my daughter i had with her was there playing, some of her family and friends, they seemed slightly flat or 2d, as the dream went on. then as i move out into the water, i saw ppl from her past and got the impression that she had superimposed these ppl because they were very flat, translucent animated pictures, like a film, in a 3d environment, and they lacked alot of color, very uniformly dull. her twin cousins were there, and as i moved out further i reached an area where the water became a river, gently flowing, and deep in a gorge with tall flat brown rock cliff walls on both sides, slowly winding in gentle curves. i continued to see these images of ppl from my ex's life, and when i reached the cliff river area this is where i saw myself, rising up from the river, and i get the idea that she had put me way back here as a manner of forgetting and as a derogatory meaning. then i began to see symbols and saying and idioms and quotes off all kinds coming up from the water, swirling around me. things like modern slang were prevalent, dont remember exact quotes. saw some religious symbols, and got the idea they were also derogatory, the cross was sort of celtic knotworkish, and im not Christan so that was strange. and i am a scientologist, so the fact that it was not a scientology cross with the eight points stands out. some of these symbols followed me till i reaced the end of the river, what i assume was the source, and it was just a cul-de-sac. a roundish hole, still surrounded by steep vertical walls. then i got kind of offended, because i knew other ppl were watching these videos with me, and i saw a very ornately designed but rooked and malformed "OT" symbol.(look up the symbol and see what it means. essentially it a circle (infinity) inside the circle a line bisects it (making the circle into a greek letter "theta" which means thought, mind, spirit and life) and then the bisecting line is made into a T with a perpendicular line from the bisecting line, to bottom of circle.(showing that thought is operating in its true state as source cause over all things as its creator, and the maker of the outer circle) also of celtic notwork design, except it was slighty warped and out of place, and then a large redish skeleton of somekind of evil eel or something, flew out of the water, and went through the OT symbol, smashing it, and the cross. water remained calm the whole time.