Thread: Recurring dream subject

So I frequently have dreams about the same person. I knew him in high school (he's 3 years older) and have had a crush on him for a long time, and we have fooled around twice once we got to college. At one point he admitted to having feelings for me but quickly backpedaled the next day and said he did care about me but not romantically even though he seemed to be seriously considering a romantic relationship of some sort. We talk on and off from time to time but I just don't know what's up with him. I assume he doesn't have feelings for me, but I know I do for him. I dream about him more frequently than anyone else. Here are the ones I remember:

1) He handed me an envelope full of pictures and was insistent only I look at them and keep them. They were photos of him naked and he was very anxious of what I thought of them and insisted I keep them. I interpreted this as my desire (his?) to show me who he is, without pretense, and making himself vulnerable: baring it all, I suppose.
2) I was following him down a highway in my car to deliver furniture to a cabin (I don't know if it was his or not). He would get off the freeway then back on and look back at me and smile. We were driving in circles for hours. I took this as him "driving me crazy" and feeling frustrated at my situation, but I felt as though there were more to it.
3) I don't remember a lot about this one...in waking life I was in the hospital after a severe nervous breakdown and cried myself to sleep, feeling totally hopeless. All I remember is him telling me it was okay in my dream. And something about bubbles? When I woke up I felt totally calm. It is also worth mentioning that when I was discharged I checked my phone and saw he had texted me asking me what was up and if I was okay about a day after I dreamt of him.
4) I dreamt I was standing outside on the sidewalk talking to him late at night. I confessed I was a lesbian (even though I am straight in waking life) and he was okay with it. I took that maybe as him being accepting? Or maybe me divulging secrets to him?
5) My most recent dream was that I was staying with him in this big gorgeous house. Everything was lit by candlelight and looked so warm and cozy. I was nervous about telling him how I felt (even though he knows in waking life how I feel) and I sat down on the couch next to him. He laid down behind me and then I laid down so we were cuddling and he pulled a green blanket over us and asked if I had enough room. I remember in this dream he was smiling and seemed happy. I took this as partly my wish to be close to him but in my dream I felt as though he was finally reciprocating and not scared to be intimate--truly intimate--with me.

To clarify: I am a 22 year-old female. Don't know if that helps.
I have not ever been able to practice lucid dreaming. Also, this guy lives in a different state but I have always (even before I liked him a lot or dreamt of him) felt connected to him and sure I would meet him again. I also think he feels SOMETHING for me, but since he lives in a different state he is not willing to pursue anything as it isn't realistic. Or maybe not, but it's a feeling I get sometimes. Maybe I'm nuts.

Thoughts? Please be serious and considerate, as this is REALLY important to me. Thanks!