Okay, So when I do have some vivid dreams the end up being really weird in the way that I could become lucid but I do something else instead.

I have these dreams frequently where I come outside of an old house that I neither recognize as my own or a familiar house. Sometimes I try to associate whether its just a dream when thinking about this but always fail.

I come outside of a house and then I start jumping over fences from the backyards. Its like the houses never end. There is another backyard after I jump over the next. These dreams are really boring but I wonder why I am doing this within the dream. I get the intention that I'm running away from someone but I don't see anyone behind me its just me jumping over fences. The houses seem to have people that live in them but no one is home in any of the houses. Its very cloudy outside and it is during the day. It almost feels like I was left to die but I fail to realize this in the dream. Its kinda like a nuke town or something...

Note*** Sometimes there will be a apparition of someone with me, a ghost, imaginary friend maybe?

I have had these dreams for years on and on.

I don't know what these dreams are about. I think maybe I fear complete isolation?