Hi everyone, newbie here. Had a dream last night that is troubling me and I'm interested to get any viewpoints on what it could mean.
Some background -
Chris and I were never a couple, we merely met incredibly randomly and had what I guess you'd call a week-long fling, but it was more than physical (we never had full sex), we definitely connected up there. It was intense - perhaps because he left for Paris for a year immediately after that week, I don't know. There are other things at play here - he is bisexual and I'm the first guy he said he'd felt this way for (although he had been physical with others). None of his friends know. So I haven't seen him since the end of September and we've been in scant contact since, just a few friendly Facebook private messages catching up, I guess. He's actually back in the UK now for a few weeks (we live several hundred miles apart when not in London, which neither of us are at the moment) and we may meet up in January although friends have advised me not to as I was quite a mess when he left. Anyway, the dream...
I forget the circumstances surrounding our meeting, yet we did and he berated me for acting like I don't care, that the week we had meant nothing to me and that I've completely forgotten about me. Which is in fact how I feel about how he has been - I don't think he really feels this way as I initiated contact once he'd been gone for a few weeks, told him I missed him in that message, which he has never said back. Any ideas what this could possibly mean?
I hope I've provided enough information (too much perhaps), and that it makes sense - am in bed with a stinking cold and have been attempting to write a paper over the last two days too. Any further questions to help with an analysis, just let me know. Many thanks in advance.
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