What does my dream mean?

[weirddreams]

I had a really weird dream. It didn't make me feel happy, but it didn't make me feel upset. It made me feel a little woozy to be honest. I've been thinking about it all day. I'm friends with this guy, and I've been friends with him for a long time. We rarely talk, but we used to be very good friends back then. Immediately we had attraction for each other, and we really got along. We could make each other laugh, and he would always compliment me. I like to get to know someone really well before getting into a relationship. It gives you a chance to find out if they change their behavior changes after some time. So the months passed by, and although he expressed his feelings of love for me, he wouldn't do anything to prove it. He was never intimate, never. On the other hand I longed for intimacy. I never said anything about it. I just continued talking to him. Soon enough I found out he was a religious guy, and by not being intimate he expressed his respect. It bummed me out, but I have respect for him. If he wishes to be religious, than I don't want to get in the way of that. So I decided to be respectful and we drifted apart. The last time I talked to him was two months ago...and that was him sending me a YouTube link over the Israel/Palestine debate. So long story short, I don't even think about him. He's no longer on my mind. I think of him as a friend, and sometimes as a brother. Like really, I haven't thought about him. I'm not seeking anything either. I let him go, it was a choice. But this dream really confused me. I had a dream that... We were both in the bathroom, my bathroom. He was wearing a pale blue shirt, I don't know what I was wearing. We were in front of the mirror. I was hugging him from the back, when he mumbled something to me. I swung myself to his front and gave him my robe to wear. (My mother is not a very wealthy woman. One day I mentioned I needed to get a new robe, and she remembered. I said it with no intention but she saved up the little money she had and bought me this comfy soft light pink robe. I adore it and cherish it.) I put the robe on him. As I was ruffling the robe so it would fit just right, and he came a little bit closer. He gave me a look it my eyes I can't describe, I felt my eyes getting bigger. I pulled him closer and we kissed. The kiss felt so real. It felt so real that I woke up because for some reason I felt so choked up and worried. That was the dream. I'm not too caught up with the guy, well I am kind of. However, I'm really confused over the kiss. What does it mean? I wouldn't be so worried over it but the kiss felt real. I thought it was really happening. It felt so real. He hasn't been on my mind for a long time. As soon as he expressed the no intimacy aspect of his religion I threw the idea of romance away. Haven't thought about him like that since.

[melanieb]

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