Okay so for some background of myself, i have a bunch of relationship issues. Trust and Commitment mainly. Every guy I've been with had either cheated or been abusive. I want to believe in love, but it seems like such a myth.

For the last week i have different dreams, but in all of them there is this guy. I've never met him before, ever. Hes not my usual guy I'm attracted to, but he his attractive. Someone you would glance over, not stare at.

In my first dream we are together, meet through friends, gets hot and heavy, we date, everythings perfect. It was really nice. I woke up smiling. Like Hope.

The next night, he's in my dream again. It's not a continuation of the last dream, i don't know him. I'm out with my friends, i see him across the pace we are eating ate. Run into him on my way to the bathroom. Meet. We go out. It's nice again. Not a intimate as the last dream, but nice.

Each night his role in my dreams dwindle down. He goes from hot and heavy, to simple dating, to just friend, to a friend of a friends. To my last dream last night, i'm walking on a street with my friends. In a different town, it's very populated, city like, maybe new York? I've never been, different state, but similar as movies. It's a very vivid dream, very. I feel like I'm right there. Bored. Like all I'm doing is walking down the street, but i should be doing something else. Something important. My friends chatter, and i can barely hear them deep in thought looking at tge ground. When i look up, i see him. Unlike the other dreams where he's new, i knew he was the guy I've been dreaming about. I look up see him, and he simply walks bye. I turn and try to call out to him, because I'm suppose to know him. But he keeps walking, i try to chase after him but the closer i get the further he gets...

I woke up feeling lost and confused. I don't understand why i keep dreaming of this guy. I can imagine it simply means, i can't let something good pass me by because of my past. But why this guy? Why does the relationship dwindle down to nonexistent? Why did i know him in the last dream? In all the other i never made the connection till i woke up? Help me understand it, driving me crazy.