Hello there

I've been interested about the subject of sleeping and dreams and how both connect to psychiatry a while ago , then I got really busy . However , I had this dream yesterday that brought the subject to my mind again so I'm determined on refocusing on this , knowing how interpreting dreams and understanding them can help us with our psychological understanding of ourselves and our different fears and aspirations . This is of special importance to me right now .

Anyway , the dream I'm talking about was yesterday . I was kissing an actor I know from a TV series I watch on a daily basis . He was wearing the same clothes from the episode I watched before sleeping . I was lying on a bed , completely relaxed , he was lying next to me and then got closer , looked into my eyes and I think we kissed .It was so quiet and beautiful .
There are some things in general you need to know .In real life , I have a boyfriend that I'm in love with , and our relationship isn't just ordinary , It's beautiful , the most beautiful thing I've every had in my life . However , we both suffer from major depressive disorders that we previously had long before we saw each other and returned like a year ago . We've been visiting a psychiatrist for 5 months now . I've questioned many of my beliefs and had a hard time figuring out whom I want to be and who I am in the first place . But it seems that one of the very few things I'm sure of is my love to this guy . Our relationship and the depth of our love have both been tested everyday for the previous year .
The problem that's driving me crazy is that I enjoyed this in the dream !! I enjoyed it to an unbelievable extent .. I am even going crazy trying to know more about this actor or if there's anything in the role he's playing that has something to do with me . Why did I enjoy it that much that whenever I remember it today I feel immense joy and I want to go through it again ?! Why him in particular ?!

Extra information : I'm a female of 20 years old . I am not sexually active with my boyfriend , we're waiting for marriage . Between now and then , we can have phone sex or something . I have never been obsessed with this guy I dreamt about or have fantasies about him . There's also something I don't know if it's relative : yesterday I saw a guy whom I was in love with years ago , holding hands with his girlfriend and they seemed happy , I was a little upset when I saw them not because of the happy thing , but because I saw him with another girl . Don't know what this means either .

I've talked too much , but I can't think of anything else right now except this dream and what meaning it can possibly give . Help me please until I know more on this whole subject if you can and I'm eternally grateful . Thank you so much