I do have a lot of weird dreams but this is probably the first dream that really rattled me. The general interpretations haven't been very good either (infertility, death). So I thought a more specific interpretation of this would ease my fears. Thanks for all the help in advance. Here goes:

I was masturbating in my dream and for some reason, I really felt disgusted by the act. So I decided to cut my penis off. I took a knife and cut the shaft of my penis. As I remember, it really hurt a lot and there was a lot of blood too. I kept the shaft of my penis in my pocket and walked around like nothing happened. Then I started worrying that I may not be able to have children without a penis. So I started to think about putting it back together. I washed it with water and tried to put it back together. I wanted to go to a doctor so they could stitch it back to the base. I remember wondering if it will work as a normal penis once it is stitched. I also wondered how much it will cost and how people react to it if they found out. I was extremely embarrassed about going to a doctor. For some time, I just stuck it together in my underwear and hoped it will attach back together. I finally decided to see a doctor and I remember my mother asking me if something was wrong and me saying "No. It's nothing."

About my personal details: I'm 30 years old and I'm getting married to my long time girlfriend in a month. The other detail that will perhaps help is the fact that I recently detached myself from this "friend" who was kind of using me for sex (more details about this if necessary).

Once again, thanks for your time. I really appreciate all the help and ideas.