Hello, every body! I am new here and I joined because of the dream I had last night. Normally I only remember bits and pieces of my dreams. I remember a lot more of this dream and continue to recall it hours later. I also realized I was dreaming during the dream, which is strange for me. So I will tell you guys about myself and then tell you about what I can remember of my dream.

Myself:

I am a 26 year (Gemini, June 4th, 1987) old divorced mother of three children (one girl, two younger boys). I do not have custody of my kids as my ex is military and have access to free lawyers. I left because he was emotionally abusive. He used my past mental health history against me.

In anycase I am trying to get my life together rightnow, I have been seperated from my ex for 3 years. Now I am enrolled in college. Live with my boyfriend of 6 months (Matt), and my friends as roommates.


The Dream:

~ The people in it ~

Erin - Best friend of 14 years, blonde, blue eyed, taller than me

Old woman - Unknown

Girl - Unknown

Guy - Unknown

Matt (I ask about him) - Boyfriend


~the actual dream~

Myself, Erin, an older woman, and a younger woman about our age were riding a train together. The older woman looked to be about 50 and didn't speak at all, she had dark hair that looked dull black, skin that was tan but lighter than mine but stood a few inches shorter than me and black eyes that I assumned were dark brown. She wore a shirt a shade somewhere between pink and red and black pants. The younger girl had short, shiny black hair and was a few inches taller than me. She had light skin and light brown eyes. She wore jeans and a t-shirt for what I thought was a band. I sat at a table with them, across from erin and next to the old woman. I was next to the window. In the dream I felt like I knew where we were going so I didn't ask. I looked out the window to see that were passing through a country side that had hills, lots of them. It was green and speckled with flowers. I heard Erin and the other girl chatting but drifted off to sleep. I woke up to the girl telling me we were there.

We got off the train and walked on to a parking lot of a large stadium, we were meeting a group of other people. Erin was excited, we were going to a wrestling event, There was going to be a band performance, the group all pitched in to get seats together. We found our seats and The old woman sat next to Erin, Erin to the girl, The girl to me, and I was sitting next to a guy that was my height, had short, shaggy, light brown hair. His face was chubby and he had green eyes and a cheerful smile. The show started and everyone one was cheering, there was a contest that the old woman won, for some reason we were all taken to a box. It was very nice. Very fancy and luxurious. The couches were a light tan and insanely comfortable. and there were bathrooms and big screen tvs. A couple of workers came in and took the girl and the old woman to get make overs. Erin didn't want one so she went to meet the stars. The guy was staring through the window, the one that had a veiw of the ring/stage. I asked what was wrong as he had a strange look on his face and he said, "Does it seem odd the the ring is so far away?" I looked again and notice the everything looked small, like it was on a low quality tv. I looked away and noticed a table with many items on it.

The table was fairly small and only held three or four items on it. It had one snowglobe that had within it a couple dancing. A silver ring with light blue gem stones. The large one held a princess cut(rectangle) and to the left on the bottom it held three small circular ones. On the right top it held three. The third item was a book of some kind and I didn't notice the last item. Only the first two held my attention. I picked up the ring and was startled by a loud noise. It fell into the snowglobe. and stayed flowting above the dancing couple figurine. I then moved to touch the spot where it fell through the glass and it melted away as if it had been water entirely. The old woman and the girl came out looking the same and the old woman said it was time to go. I nodded and the scene faded to another.

We seemed to be having a picnic at a park, The people there mentioned that it had almost every type of land and was big so not to get lost. Everyone was excited about dancing later. I was bored with the conversation and felt a need to walk. So I got up and began to walk away from the table. At first I stayed on a path admiring the various flowers along the path . looking at the tree lines on each side of me beyond the flowers. I then noticed a deep blue flower beyone the trees, it looked like a lilly but I had never seen one that color so I went to look at it, After going through the tree line I could not see it any more so I kept going forward.After a while (time was funny in this dream.) I decided to turn back but saw the flower again, ahead of me, half way hidden, only it was deep purple now. I stubled out of the trees to see the beautiful purple lily flower growing a the base of some steep stone stairs. I ignored the flower, I wanted to go up the stairs. I reached a plateu with a large stone statue of a hawk, wings folded. It was intimidating. It seemed to be natural because everything was the same rocky tan. there were no perfect shapes, everything had the imperfection of nature to it. Behind the hawk statue/ formation there were more stairs of the same nature. I kept climbing. There was a small platform at the top of these stairs and a tree in the middle. I could see the landscape around the platform and I was high up, it made me dizzy and frightened. I decided to look at the tree. It had no leaves but did not seem to be dying at all. It looked healthy. It looked like it belonged in a forest with lots of green not on a mountain top.

I felt something inside me tell me to climb the tree. I didn't want to, I was already scared and did not want to be any higher up. Still I felt the pull of it. I climbed for a little then stopped myself again. I began to cry in terror I looked down and felt sick I closed my eyes and leaned my head back. I then heard a voice saying, "take my hand." I opened my eyes to see a man above me holding out his hand. Everything about him seemed fuzzy, His hair legnth and color, eye color, and face shape kept shifting. The only thing that was certain was that he had very kind eyes and I trusted him with no doubt in my mind. I took his hand and suddenly we were in a room.

It had no doors and two large windows. Out of one window I could see cities, somehow a great many of them at once. out of the other I saw snow covered mountains and foressts and oceans, it was beautiful. The man coughed for my attention and said, "Be careful, it is easy to lose yourself here." I asked, "where are we?" He smiled, "Not the point. You are here so I can tell you what you need to do." I shook my head in confusion, "In the dream?" He grinned, "YOu know you're dreaming, that's good. You need to remember the flowers when you wake up." I looked at him (it did not strike me as strange that I was dreaming), "The lilies?" He shook his head, "The ones on your hand." I looked down to see lilies, pink lilies with green leaves decorationg my hands. "What are they?" He shrugged, "I don't know why they are flowers. They are your spirit. You are supposed to help many people." I began to cry, "I can't. I don't know how. I can't help anyone." He smiled again and my tears stopped, "You will, but everything will change november 20, help people before then. It will be okay." I hung my head, "I don't understand." He put his head on my head and said, "You don't have to." I looked up at him, "Can I ask you something?" He nodded, "Did you send Matt to me?" He smiled, "No silly, You called him."

I closed my eyes and opened them to erin's face. She said I had fallen asleep and almost missed the dancing. I was at the picnic. Music began to play and someone asked me to dance. I raised my hands and saw the pink lilies there and woke up.