Plane crashes, four forgotten children and feelings of undescribable happiness

[Jerryk414]

This is a story of my dream from last night, i'm writing in here partially for an interpretation and partially because i just want a way to help remember the happiness and feelings of love i had from this dream. First i'll start off with a description of my life at the moment: 19 Year old male College student Live at home with 3 brothers and my parents One thing that may be playing a part in this dream is the fact that i recently got arrested due to my association with a few individuals, and although it is mostly resolved it could possibly be a factor. I'm content with what came as a result, but it is definitely still on my mind. Another thing that i guess i should mention is that i remember the dream i had before this one(the same night) - i also want to mention that this was not a nightmare. From what i can remember, i was living in the U.S. and going to school right across the border in England(makes perfect geographical sense right?). Anyway, i went to my college one day, and after some class i was outside and saw a plane crash and make a huge explosion (for the record, planes crashing is a recurring theme in my dreams throughout the years - it happens all the time for me). This was the start of a huge military/war/attack. From there i ran to another building and bombs were falling all around me, but i kept escaping every time. At some point i was able to run-off into the woods and hide until the bombs were gone. I then came out of the woods to a building i had previously escaped from and everything was destroyed. My parents were there and were so glad i was safe. That's all i remember from that one. The main dream starts off with me being in my room with four kids all 4 years old - two girls and two boys (quadruplets). I don't remember ever actually being told so, as the dream began in the middle of the event, but my parents were telling me that these were my kids. I remember feeling hatred and extreme sadness towards my parents for keeping my children away from me and the fact that i didn't remember that i had four kids. They said that they had kept them in an apartment secretly, and away from me for all these years. They said the reason they kept them away from me was because i needed to focus on my important things than my children, but i didn't still didn't understand why i didn't remember i had children (i had known when they were born apparently). At some point, while crying, i said, "Why would you do this?" to my parents in regards to keeping my children away from me, and my mom just looked at me with a look that told me that she was sad and knew she had done wrong. When it started to sink in that these were my children i felt this overwhelming feeling of joy and happiness and love, and its a feeling that i have never felt - or never felt so strongly - in my waking life. It was truly the best feeling i have ever felt. I remember just hugging my children and playing with them and talking to them and i just felt so happy. Then, i ended up at a baseball game with the two boys and we were just watching baseball and talking(i don't remember much dialog from the dream), and this feeling of happiness was still there. Throughout the dream there was the thought on my mind of why i didn't remember my own children, and how much i have missed out on. At times this thought would become a distraction to that overwhelming happiness i mentioned earlier. Also, I don't know when i found this information out in the chronological order of things but i remember being told that the children were born four years ago(which makes sense because they are four), and that they were born in 2007(which doesn't make sense because that was 6 years ago). As far as the mother of the children goes, what i remember is that i had met her on a television game show(weird), and i also remember that she was very beautiful. She was not present in the dream, and this is all the information i have regarding her. If you got this far i appreciate you reading my dream and hope that you'll give me a little feedback on what could be going on here, i think i have an idea but it's hard to say. I guess if you've gotten this far, even though you've already done so much by reading that novel-length description of a dream, maybe you could help me with one more thing? As i had said earlier, the most recurring theme of dreams i have is planes crashing. I want to mention that these are not ever nightmares - even the ones where i die/my loved ones die. It happens in my dreams all the time. I'm not afraid of flying planes at all, i actually love flying and i have done it many times. Every time i have ever taken a flight in my life it has been for a vacation - or something positive and exciting. I just cannot figure out why i always have these dreams with planes. I have dreams where i die in plane crashes over and over again, i've had dreams where i save people from plane crashes, i've had dreams where plane crashes kill my loved ones, dreams where planes crash but there's nobody to save, dreams where planes crash off in the distance,etc. It's so recurring yet i have no idea what it means, if you could give me your opinion i would be very happy and interested to read it. Thanks so much for reading, and please post your thoughts, i'm really interested to hear what you have to say, and if you have a dream that you're interested in feedback just say so in your response and i will give it a go!