A llama is almost a lamb, and both are in alarm!!
HARD TO COMMUNICATE WITH DAD?
Is the man your father you don't or can't talk to? I think the phone means you are distant to him.
His eyes are covered, and thoughts are too. He is not seeing you. Colorless, lifeless, emotionless all of him is covered with.
And it explains why you both were going to this isolated house, and you don't know why sounds like it has no point, though you may want to.
WANTING TO BE CLOSE
You are the sheep that wants a shepherd. And an innoccent lamb, even more.
The sheep and lamb close to the man, but the sheep wasnt paying attention to it's lamb, means its parent, your parent. Hence the mud being the result.
The wire fence may mean no defined boundary between you two as there should, but peril in its place. Or was it barbed-wire? That would mean more hurt.
FEAR
You freaked out, as you sunk down and your mother walked away too? Maybe you do not get help or support from her, or regarding dad. Or you just can't as you must face your own experience alone. Or this issue is just about dad so she can't help. Or doesn't want to know him or doesn't want to get back with him. Interesting you name only her.
The man didn't move to help.
You see this is about commiunication as you shoved the phone in his hand. And grabbed his other to hold on and lean toward him, wanting to get closer, so you did't go down so much or fall as you grabbed your young self by the back (or past where it began) of the talking area to pull it up out the mud!
DAD GONE
But your father is gone, so you have to walk away.
Even though it's Christmas. Making you feel frail, filthy, in your neglected heart or you feel unloved by him.
♥
What a sad Christmas Story. But is it true?
ALTERNATIVE
Otherwise substitute dad and mom with you and you, action and thinking maybe.
It might be about wanting better communication otherwise you might sink. And your boundaries with others may need better defining.
But even after pulling yourself up, you may feel unheard, alone.
|
|
Bookmarks