Tired & Stumbling throughout dream/ events

[pmjohnson32]

I've been having these dreams, usually about 1 every month. However, they used to be more frequent. In these dreams I'm usually dead-tired, stumbling around like a drunk, trying to do whatever I'd set out to do in that dream. In this most recent dream, I was in what looked like a university library. As I was trying to make it down the stairs to the lower floor, I fell from my exhaustion and tumbled the rest of the way down to the lower floor. I remember the lady at the desk making a comment on my fall, and I explained to her that I was very tired as I walked away. This library had generally the same layout as my local public library. Next, I was standing in a line going into what I think was the university bookstore, still in the library, near the bottom of the stairs where I'd fallen. I remember a fight breaking out either between two DCs in the line or between myself and another DC, or two, can't recall. Anyways, I remember being very annoyed with this as I was still very much exhausted and not in the mood to settle a fight, which I usually feel compelled to do (s/o fellow Libras). The next part takes place either before or after, or in a different dream altogether. It was during the same sleep though. I was sitting outside of a computer lab with a big front window, and I could see a female teacher inside. A girl came down the hallway and asked if I was participating in the spirituality discussion inside the computer lab. I told her no but mentioned my recent realization of my own spiritual awakening, accurate to my reality. I can't remember the conversation but we talked about this until her father came walking down the hall. She introduced me and I shook his hand, and then hers, as they were now leaving. I felt very happy and connected to this girl and her father. I remember they seemed to be Native American or Eastern or something, but they were not white and this stood out in the dream for whatever reason. If anyone has any insights to anything I've said here, please share! Thanks in advance 🙃

[saccade]

Have you ever heard of text formatting? As I was trying to make it down the stairs to the lower floor, I fell from my exhaustion and tumbled the rest of the way down to the lower floor. I remember the lady at the desk making a comment on my fall, and I explained to her that I was very tired as I walked away. This library had generally the same layout as my local public library. Next, I was standing in a line going into what I think was the university bookstore, still in the library, near the bottom of the stairs where I'd fallen. I remember a fight breaking out either between two DCs in the line or between myself and another DC, or two, can't recall. Anyways, I remember being very annoyed with this as I was still very much exhausted and not in the mood to settle a fight, which I usually feel compelled to do (s/o fellow Libras). The next part takes place either before or after, or in a different dream altogether. It was during the same sleep though. I was sitting outside of a computer lab with a big front window, and I could see a female teacher inside. A girl came down the hallway and asked if I was participating in the spirituality discussion inside the computer lab. I told her no but mentioned my recent realization of my own spiritual awakening, accurate to my reality. I can't remember the conversation but we talked about this until her father came walking down the hall. She introduced me and I shook his hand, and then hers, as they were now leaving. I felt very happy and connected to this girl and her father. I remember they seemed to be Native American or Eastern or something, but they were not white and this stood out in the dream for whatever reason. If anyone has any insights to anything I've said here, please share! Thanks in advance.

[saccade]

That's better... What's a DC? Double Chocolate? Dick Cheese? Dirty Chester? Direct Current? DisCharge? Dental Corps? Dark Crystal? District Court? DisCount? Duty Cycle? District Court? Digital Camera? Death Certificate? Destiny's Child? Dog Child? Dallas Cowboy? Debit Card? Diet Coke? Developed Cyst? Da Capo (hahaha, repeat from beginning). Since you're apt to settle a fight, perhaps you'll enlighten me as to what DC means, cus obvusly i'm a stoopit white man, stoopit white, Libra? I'll take a more combative tone from here-on, since it might make you more comfortable: ---- Your dream means nothing. It is merely autobiographical and you want to discuss your "spiritual awakening" with someone who is on the "inside" as your hard head perceives "inside" to be. ---- Two DC's, whatever they are, are fighting, and you are the kind of person who feels compelled to get involved in a fight between two people. Seems you are someone who already knows, having had a spiritual awakening, that no-body can deny you, since that is the first thing you mention to someone you just met. So you were tired of your old life, feeling lost and falling/failing at academics. Maybe this is because you entered the school year as one of the youngest, so maybe you could've been held back a year and been more successful at school and college. Sad fact of life, being born that time of year, you miss out on learning when you need it. // wait - I think I got that backwards... You were born at just the right time to one of the oldest in the class? Doesn't matter. You decided to take up "spirituality", after some experience which no-one can deny you, accurate to your reality - which obviously isn't for white people, since you view Natives and Easterns as being more spiritual. So, now you must feel out of place, what with all these ignorant white folk around you, accurate to your reality? But you feel that you don't know much about reality, and the computer is your guide in your spiritual awakening, but you don't feel let inside "the secret", because you're outside still, and the kind of spirituality you want is the kind for women... Well, I'm not a "Native American" and I'm not Chinese nor a woman, so you'll just have to mosey on along and find a local head shop to sell you some herb, because I doubt any real shaman would invite you since you're compelled to get into fights that ain't none of your business and ain't worth fighting. Probably you can order some on the web, like the drug tourists who go to Peru for "spiritual awakening" and are sold yage and viridis drink, throw up and go back to yoga and kale shakes... although - I'm guessing the formatting and unencoded symbol means you posted off a mobile phone - you probably feel disconnected from what actually IS real around you, because you spend a lot of time staring at screens and reading about spirituality and trying to make sense of why you feel the way you do, by asking other people instead of listening to yourself (which I'm sure you love to do) and them (if they don't fit your reality as you perceive it which you can't deny cos you don't know nothing bout me how dare you judge me like I judge you). GLHF. Say no to drugs for at least 2 years (forever) if you have had a "spiritual awakening", else how do you know if it's not the drugs speaking? https://youtu.be/h3hcpttINNo