A dream ive been curious about.

[Endira]

A month or two ago I had a dream that I had experienced before, or rather I experienced the same dream space with different events. The dream first takes place in a school, and the schools architecture constantly and seamlessly transitions between these two designs. old red brick and wooden architecture with corroding radiators and exposed pipes as the first design and cinder block/tile-floor design with less exposed pipes. The main colors for the first design are white and the warm glow that comes off of the wooden floors from a sunny day outside. The main colors for the second design are a lot darker and generally involves dark green colors, florescent lighting and darker colors coming from outside die to heavy cloud cover. In the first iteration of the school everything seems much more tightly packed and appropriately sized, however in the second itteration everything is overly large and intimidating. In both iterations of the dream the auditorium for the school was made of obsidian and designed in a semi circular fashion. Half of the auditorium away from the entry to the room extends across the horizon, but I never got a look at how this extending half looked the first time. In the center of the auditorium, located in the highest seats is a small rectangular temple like structure made of stone with moss and grass growing on it with a puzzle that must be solved to gain entry. The first time I had the dream I solved the puzzle and went into the ruin. There was a pool of water that reflected against the stone really beutifly, but as far as I remember it stayed nighttime and I woke up before experiencing anymore of the dream. The second dream/time I encountered the ruin I solved the puzzle in a different way, and when I assended up on top of the ruin it was daytime. The top of the stone structure was covered in grass that swayed in the wind, and as I looked over the edge of the structure I saw an endless green grassland illuminated by a bright sky swaying in the cool wind and I felt a sense of intense elation and happiness. At some point the dream transitioned back into the school and it continued to transition between the first and second iteration described above. At certain points in the dream I was sneaking around, as If I wasnt supposed to be there eventually the dream transitioned into a final stage, where it stayed in the form of the first iteration, except without any warm lighting as the sky is a light grey overcast. Outside of this isolated and more lonely part of the school is a forest of red trees and a creek. There are many large red vines and strange foliage that populate this forest as a thick layer of red leaves on the ground. The sky is still light grey and im outside in the forest. I have a fight with someone, and somebody dies but I dont remember who or what the fight was for. Thats the end of the second dream.

[ghuntington]

Hi Endira, This is a VERY interesting dream. Dreams are for each of us to interpret on our own. Therefore, if anything I say below doesn’t resonate with you, then simply discard it. So, with that said, here is an interpretation of your two dreams as if they were mine… First, I note the location of the dreams…schools. In my dreams schools are symbols of belief compartments I need to learn about. The first setting is one of old red brick and wooden architecture. In my dreams, brick is a symbol of a people made substance, i.e. masculine. Wood is a symbol of my feminine, i.e. nature. However, I note that the wood is now “dead”. In my dreams I usually call this “dead feminine”, i.e. old feminine beliefs that are now no longer working for me. There are also corroding radiators and exposed pipes. Radiators carry and heat up water, i.e. another symbol of my feminine. They are made of masculine materials, i.e. metal. So what I am showing myself is a glimpse how within myself, I have now old masculine based beliefs that have been restricting the flow of my feminine. These are now no longer working for me. The second setting has the school built of cinder block/tile designs with less exposed pipes. This is a symbol of a second large set of beliefs, i.e. belief compartments I also need to be exploring. This one is more masculine based and not showing as much signs it is no longer working for me. The main colours for the first design are white. There is a warm glow coming off the floors from a sunny day outside. This is important to note. Why? In my dreams, colours and lighting are very important. I’ve slowly learnt that colours in my dreams relate to chakras and nadis being affected by my beliefs. For you information, the reference I use for this is “The Chakras” by David Leadbeater. Lighting is also important, because it’s a symbol of the vibrational levels of the beliefs I ma dealing with. When I have sunshine in my dreams, it’s a sign that my higher self is assisting me. So, in the first school setting, my higher self is beginning to shine through some of my old belief walls I’ve been using for likely many, many lives. It’s beginning to reflect off my old dead feminine beliefs...hint, hint. The second set of belief compartments, i.e. the second school, has different colours and lighting. It “involves dark green colors, florescent lighting and darker colors coming from outside die to heavy cloud cover.” This indicates to me that the beliefs the school is a symbol of are affecting my second and third chakras. Further, I note that the lighting is darker, so this means that my vibrational energies for these beliefs is lower than the ones the other school is a symbol of. I also note that lighting in this dream comes mostly from florescent lighting, a masculine symbol. In effect, I am showing myself that I am mostly on my own in working my way through these beliefs. I’m not allowing my higher self to assist me as much because I have clouds covering it up, i.e. more beliefs I have to deal with first to allow my higher self to assist me. I then note that in the first school “everything seems much more tightly packed and appropriately sized, however in the second iteration everything is overly large and intimidating.” So what’s this about? I have learnt that furniture in my dream rooms are symbols of yet more beliefs to deal with first before I get to the beliefs the walls are a symbol of. When I first began recording my dreams, years ago, I found myself often in warehouses full of boxes or houses with many rooms, each full of furniture. At first this didn’t make sense to me. When I finally brought my higher self to bear to assist me (which I learnt to do via meditation), I then realized that the rooms were symbols of belief walls and the furniture within were yet more beliefs that were working with the belief room ones. Very slowly, over time, most of the rooms I now go in are empty. More and more, the walls are now either glass or disappearing. So back to this dream… I am seeing that things are “tightly packed”. If this was my dream, I would then see that I have a number of beliefs that are now beginning to restrict my spiritual development. The second school has everything overly large and intimidating, i.e. I’m not yet ready to address these beliefs because they frighten me and seem too large to tackle at the moment. Given all of this, I make a mental note to myself to focus my meditations on the first school, i.e. belief compartments since it’s now beginning to show myself this is where I should begin work first. I’m in effect giving myself a progress report on the beliefs the second school is a symbol of. I then consider the auditorium for both dreams. This is the place where students come together to listen, learn and interact. So who are the students? They are what I call “other lives”. In my early days of meditation and dream journaling, I learnt that I had lived thousands of times. So I called them “past lives’. Then I had a number of experiences in my meditations and dreams that showed me my other lives exist at the same time as I do. Further, I also met some of my probable lives from this life I am living now. This was a real mind bender for me to get my head around. I then came across a trilogy written by a nuclear physicist who’s had many, many out of body experiences, Thomas Campbell. He wanted to reconcile his science with what he was experiencing out of his body. So he wrote his theory of everything (TOE). His three books “My Big Toe”. In it he lays out his two assumptions; there is a overall consciousness he calls “All That Is” and that it must evolve. He puts it in scientific language that it must lower its entropy (randomness). Then he goes on to explain how we live in a virtual reality. This fits in with my own experiences. If we live in a virtual reality, then it is easy to see how we can incarnate in thousands or more of different lives, at different times yet “at the same time”. Further, Tom goes on to talk about time being simply one of many different constructs used to create our virtual reality. Since All That Is wants to see how to evolve, it must explore all possibilities. This then allows for every probability to be explored. This makes sense given my experiences with some of my probable lives. If you are interested in exploring this more then I suggest you read “The Education of OverSoul Seven” by Jane Roberts. She was a medium who channeled an entity named Seth in the 1970-80’s and write numerous books through her. She also wrote a fiction account of an OverSoul that easily explains what I’ve just been talking about above. As well, if you do a Google on digital physics and red the Wikipedia entry for this, you’ll see how some modern physicists are coming to the conclusion we live in a virtual reality. Then go to YouTube and look for “The Quantum World of Digital Physics: Can a Virtual Reality be Real?” and “Digital Physics Meets Idealism: The Mental Universe”. These are thought provoking pieces. Now back to the dream… Robert Monroe, the man who coined the term “Out of Body” came to the conclusion that we have many other lives. He chose to use the words “other lives”. I too have adopted the same terminology in my dreams when I come into contact with lives I have incarnated in. I find some of them often in the same rooms as I am. This indicates to me they share the same underlying beliefs as I do, relative to the rooms we are standing in, AND are working on them with me. So I am in a school auditorium where many of my other lives have been working with me on the same underlying beliefs the auditorium is a symbol of. I note that the auditorium was made of obsidian. This is a very interesting material to have used in my dream. It’s a symbol of my feminine. However, I note that it is mostly a dark colour, i.e. low vibrations. So rather than seeing lots of nature in the auditorium itself, it is mostly low vibrational feminine energy. Half of the auditorium extends towards the horizon. So I am looking at a symbol of incredible vastness. I “feel” this is a symbol across time, space and realities. The centre of the auditorium, located in the highest seats, is a small rectangular temple like structure made of stone with moss and grass growing on it with a puzzle that must be solved to gain entry. What is this about? Hmm… First, I am showing myself that it is at a higher vibrational level than some of the other beliefs I use as part of what the auditorium is a symbol of. I will pause here and describe what I have learnt about beliefs and vibrations. I have been slowly learning that before we incarnate, we carefully select the time, place and our lives circumstances/challenges, i.e. our virtual reality. We also select our personality. This is done by selecting approximately 200 different beliefs. A belief is a conscious energy filter. It has two polarities. One could call one feminine and the other masculine. The desired end state for a belief is a neutral position. We select the degree of polarity for each belief, i.e. degree of femininity or masculinity. This then creates a vibrational frequency for the belief. Each belief works with the other beliefs, on a moment by moment basis, in effect filtering our the greater reality we actually come from. It creates our auras and creates our thoughts and feelings as we live moment to moment. We symbolize this to ourselves in our dreams by often locating our dreams in rooms, which are symbols of beliefs working together to create “belief compartments”. To illustrate to ourselves that some of our beliefs in a belief compartment are at different vibrational levels, we then create different levels within a room or whatever. So back to my dream… I am looking up at higher and higher levels of seats. Seats are places where we symbolically sit and require spiritual support to see the effects of the beliefs that the rooms we are in are symbols of. I am thus looking up, realizing how many, many lives I am living and also realizing I am closing in on achieving the highest vibrational level these existing beliefs can give me, until I finally release them and then the belief walls will disappear. I no longer require spiritual support to see the belief effects. I am able to walk and climb spiritually on my own now. I am looking at a symbol of a temple. So I am looking at another symbol of my beliefs that is now constraining me…a temple. Temples are places of worship. Worship is a masculine set of beliefs where we order things and judge ourselves by how others judge us. I still haven’t yet grasped the fact that I create my own reality. The belief compartment is made of feminine but now at least has some growth, i.e. moss and grass. HOWEVER, to enter I must solve a puzzle. This is a symbol of my old masculine based beliefs still guarding access to my feminine – a big sigh. At least I can now see the effects of my masculine beliefs on myself. The first time, I solved the puzzle, i.e. used my masculine beliefs to allow me entry to my “temple”. Inside I found “ruins”. My old masculine based beliefs have constructed old feminine based beliefs which are now crumbling. There is a pool of my feminine in the ruins, i.e. in my dreams this is the reference for my feminine I use to depict the depth of it. However, it has been contained by my old beliefs, i.e. it’s just a pool. It is reflecting the old feminine beautifully. I sigh again since I am still trapped by my old beliefs about beauty in constricting and displaying my feminine. I note that it is nighttime…it’s a low vibrational frequency. Good news- I am now inside my old beliefs and it’s time to spiritually awaken and to greet the new day. The second time, I once again made it into the old feminine beliefs once again by using my old masculine based belief skills. However, this time I made it to a higher vibrational level where my higher self is now assisting me, i.e. the sun is shining. “The top of the stone structure was covered in grass that swayed in the wind, and as I looked over the edge of the structure I saw an endless green grassland illuminated by a bright sky swaying in the cool wind and I felt a sense of intense elation and happiness.” I am giving myself a taste of what the greater reality is outside my old belief walls. I can and will achieve this if I have the intent to do so in my waking life. I am showing myself elated and happy!!!!! I make a note to recall this in the future whenever I get down in the dumps. However, there is what I call “spiritual heavy lifting to be done” so I am once again back in the school. I have an interesting feeling I wasn’t supposed to be there. This is my masculine based beliefs which is controlling access to my feminine telling me not to trust my feminine. That’s why I “feel I should be there”. Then the scene changed. Now I am back in my first school of beliefs to work on. This time I am now on my own, spiritually speaking, working on the old beliefs for the warm lighting is gone and the sky is a low vibrational colour, i.e. grey. However, I am showing myself that there are lots more to my old beliefs than I knew before. For now I am standing on my feminine with red trees and a creek. Red is one of the dominant colours of the two lower chakras, relating to my beliefs about masculine, feminine, roles, relationships and sex. My vibrational environment is still low vibration as it is still grey out . I am then fighting with someone and someone dies. So who was I fighting against? Another life. This is a way of telling me my old ideas about command/control are still active as I seek to control things using my masculine based abilities. I’ve learnt that there is a controller and a controlee for these types of beliefs. I have lived many, many lives as one or the other. In this dream scene, I am playing out the part of a controller while my other life is the controlee. What a wonderful set of dreams. I congratulate you on your excellent dream recall. If these were my dreams, I would first think that I have just given myself a spiritual progress report regarding two large sets of beliefs. I am nearing the top of old masculine based beliefs. It’s time to finally release them. Then I have shown myself an insight into the heavy spiritual lifting lying ahead of me, if I choose to deal with it. It involves command and control beliefs that are currently affecting my lower body and my surface level beliefs about masculine, feminine, relationships and sex. I hope that some of what I have said above resonates within you. With kind regards, Guy

[Endira]

I dont really take stock in the other lives thing and Im not sure about the chakras, but the whole battle between the masculine and feminine beliefs/ideals definitely hit the nail on the head as to what ive been dealing with in the past year. Whats really shocking to me is your ability to figure out my conscious attitudes at the times of the dream based solely on the dream itself. Hats off to you, you're good at this shit. On a side note, I translate spiritual and spiritual related things to mean certain abstract visualizations rather than things that exist. Theyre still useful to me, but I dont really view them as more than anything other than incites into myself. Thats just a personal thing though.

[ghuntington]

Hi, You are an excellent dreamer! It's always nice to meet someone who has excellent dream recall and also has their own points of views about dreams. I respect your views. Have you had any lucid dreams or OBE's? For what little it's worth, I "feel" you could see the chakras and nadis. I will take a side bar here and describe what theHindis discovered 2,500 or more years ago when they had out of body experiences using yoga... They saw an etheric body around the physical body with three energies pouring into it. One came from the sun, one from the earth and the the third energy pouring in from the side. They called these energies "prana" or life force. Then they saw that the energies from each chakra split into smaller points they called "nadis". They then mapped over 70,000 points and then it went over 100,00. It was, and still is, an amazing piece of work. This knowledge went over the Himalayas and down into China and became the underpinning of lines of meridians they use in acupuncture. I have my own theory that the beliefs we hold cause "dis-ease" since they are not at a neutral position. If left this way, over time, my theory is that they cause some kind of energy imbalances which then flow from the etheric nadis to their corresponding points on the physical body. I then think that we send ourselves messages about this in our dreams with colours. I can only see the first 6 inches of so of a person't aura so I don't know enough to see the actual spinning chakras and the nadis. Further, the best reference I could find for colours is David Leadbeater's book "The Chakras" BUT this isn't detailed enough colour wise to match up with my dream colours. I then went looking for what happens at the time of conception regarding auras. I found a Theosophy book by the Bendits. They were a wife who was a medium and her husband who was a doctor. They described the aura being created as the blastula was formed. I don't know if this interests you but I felt I should tell you more about it. It's a pleasure to meet you. With kind regards, Guy

[Endira]

Ive never had a true, full lucid dream. The closest thing Ive had is a dream in which I "realized" I was dreaming but that realization was also part of the dream. I dont remember the whole dream but it started out in a mall like structure made of dark glass. There were many neon lights that reflected beautifully off of the glass. At some point while walking down these hallways I had the realization, but the realization wasn't really mine, it was still myself in the dream. The dream then transitioned into a very hot environment with patches of tall grass and a sun that beat down on me. In this area there were clear glass buildings the size of small 2 story office buildings but with irregular architecture made of rectangular prisms. At some point I attempted to fly, as one would try and do if they were lucid dreaming. However, when I tried to fly I could only jump about 50 feet in the air before plummeting again. And then when I tried again I could only jump at a height substantially less. And then when I tried again I could only jump 7 or 8 feet into the air. At some point giant ants started appearing and this gave me a sense of urgency to try to fly again, but I still couldn't. Then, just as I thought the dream was over, Im not sure if it was the buildings or new structures, but these glass cubes started rising up into the sky. When I "woke" I was laying in a cave/drainage area that was dark with the only lighting being glowing green mushrooms. In this part of the dream I had thought I had woken up, and that I was no longer dreaming meaning that my "realization" was null and void. The cave had traditional cave shape, but some of the uneven cave walls had bricks interlaced into them. I didnt get that much time to explore this part of dream, as I actually woke up a short time after. nice to meet you too.