Hello lovely people,

This is my first post. I have been searching all over the internet but I couldn't find anything similar to my experience so I hoped some of you could help me out here.

I will start out by telling a little bit about myself:
I am a 20-year-old girl living in the Netherlands. I am currently studying graphic design, live with my lovely parents and have one sister, we have a very good relationship. She's my best friend!

I had this dream months ago and I was 19 years old at the time. I usually forget about most of my dreams, but this one has been stuck with me as I have never had a dream like this before.

About the dream:
The dream started out with me running in some sort of a hallway of a building. Someone was running after me, trying to kill me. By this time I had not seen the person yet and I also didn't know if he/she was holding a weapon, but I just knew I was about to die. While running I took a quick glance and the person happened to be a guy I have never seen before with a knife in his hand. I kept on running and eventually ended up in a room, it was a dead end. I turned around and the guy had now transformed into my sister, still with the knife in her hand. Just as she was about to stab me, I laughed. She gave me a confused look. I laughed so hard, almost tearing up, and said "You can't kill me. I know that this is just a dream". She was absolutely astonished! And then, I transformed into the devil, a red, horned, muscular devil. I looked up and ascended through the ceiling, into the sky, into space. Just as I was about to fly over to another planet, still as the devil, I woke up.

When running I was very scared, fearing for my life! As soon as I ended up in the room, turned around and saw my sister I didn't feel scared no more. I just kind of felt happy, even tho she was still holding the knife and about to stab me. I felt happy, euphoric even! When I transformed into the devil, it just felt right, like it had to happen, as if it was a part of me. It just all made sense.

Now, I'm just wondering why I transformed into the devil and why it felt so right. Also, I didn't feel like I was evil. And why did the guy transform into my sister, why was she trying to kill me? And lastly, I said I knew I was dreaming, but I didn't really know. I had no control or whatsoever.

I have been thinking a lot about what this dream could mean but I don't have a single clue!

Anyways, thank you for taking the time on reading my post and I hope you can help me out, even if it's just a little bit .