DARKNESS -
Life can seem a dark labyrinth, full of puzzles and traps.
This seems about emptiness, a long valley or depression, with mountains to climb seeming higher.
Negative anger formed solid, and thick growth where it does no good like on rock.
You saw under your surface.
Over a long time, the sand of time mixes with the water of emotion to form walls. You felt this, as you went along.
But always changing, perhaps extremes occur too much - you may feel too big, or too small and restricted.
So you might feel robotic sometimes, so that part is important. If you distrust yourself, and don't like yourself as a result.
SEARCH >>
So you search. For yourself, no doubt, your other self, holding on to the light you have.
Hence following you is your opposite - the feminine, with her emotions and feelings, and it seems the group or social side, and probably your connection to it, or to others. The eyes on you.
Yet you don't respond to them, though they know your way out.
This side of you built it, really, perhaps to protect yourself and because you don't go direct. And maybe needs protection from your current way for it to exist.
ALIGNMENT =
So you must have seen how you need to align yourself, as you're in a dark tunnel at the moment, with light at the end.
The planets are individual parts of a whole system, in balance, dependent on the warm light and heat at the heart.
So you saw your wall come down, revealing the light. And what's rightly bigger than you, which is the living ocean of emotion and life within, but still within your limits.
So your center may feel like a vortex, sucking you in, spinning you around out of control. Similar to a solar system but imbalanced.
Once you got to your emotions, they built high, churning, and down the drain which is wasting them. Maybe you want them to go - or the bad ones - but they remain.
SOLUTION +
But to like yourself better, you need to enter them. Only then control and change would come.
The second rope around your middle is where emotions, and connection to the second person, are.
The kiss on the cheek seals this with affection the antidote - the face where expression is.
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Yes, literally it was driving you up the wall.
Can you see now why it resonated with you so much? It was the real you, under the surface.
Maybe something threw you for a loop.
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