Here's the dream (yesterday):

In this dream is started with me living in the projects (my old building in NY) and my mother had just had a baby girl. The baby had a very hairy back (hair felt like hamster hair). I commented on the little girls back and as soon as I rubbed it again, the hair flattened and 'healed' into her skin. She didn't wear any clothes, just was small and always asleep. I go outside and oddly enough I meet up with Michael. We were hanging around, not really talking much, just holding hands, sharing kisses and enjoying each others company. We got into the intrepid and he started driving, as we're driving down this winded road there was a group of people gathered by a utility pole. An accident had happened. He stops the car feet away and turns to me, "Looks like something happened, we have to go back" he backs up the car. Next thing I know i'm standing outside the car and Michael is gone. His car was placed were the accident was and then I woke up

Now i've been noticing in every dream I have with him in it recently (past month) or so the samething happens. He always enters my dreams towards the end, interupt them if will be, by being around or waiting outside somewhere for me. Samething happens, we spend time together, take a ride in his car to go home and then he either disappears or an accident happens, I end up alone and then wake up.

It's like he's restricted and the only way he can have contact with me is by sneaking into one of my dreams. But it always happens as if he's trying to take me with him. We never make it home together, he always dies and I end up going home alone. I don't understand why we never make it home together. In life we actually can't be together because he is dead, he dies the same or remotely close to how he died in life. But in my dreams he always comesback (like he promised) and before he would leave me messages, hints and whatnot and now if just seems like he's trying to steal me away in my dreams so we can go home.

Problem is, when are we ever going to go home?

I always looked at every dream as him contacting me (most of them he does) and is trying to tell me something or give me a clue about things in the future. But these recent ones have me baffled. If someone can give me some insight about what's going on with my dreams and with him? it all started when out of the blue he showed up in one dream and ever since he's been on my mind constantly.